Sculpting my 3D Swimcap
This is going to form the positive plug mold, which I will take a shell casting from, then rotocast my brand of 3D silicon holographic swimcaps.
I am launching a new product, which goes along with this swimcap. My trademark has been successfully registered, and I will do a reveal soon. In the meantime i have much sculpting to do and catching up on the main work.
I have been unduly stressed these last few weeks, since my Birthday, I made a decision that I can only produce 1 ASMR swimming video a month, and the rest is going to be livestreams and posts related to the development of my products. I will produce more swimming videos as my patronage covers the production.
While I was using swimming as a therapy to help me recover from my mental insults, it is no longer practical or affordable for me to burn out on investing too much time and effort into the actual swimming productions, so I’ve switched tacts, in order to develop an independent income stream that will carry me through post pandemic.
Unfortunately the discovery a couple weeks ago of my content being fetishized was a real blow to me. An eye opener. And I fell into a deep depression once again. I’ve finally been to see the doctor, and been formally diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder. I’m hopeful my new regimen is a good strategy, and this is my ultimate effort to push through. I’m sorry if I sound melodramatic, I’m just exhausted.
The new meds are hard to acclimatize to, I’m dealing with a lot of discomfort. Headaches, nausea, and digestive issues. I’ve finally had to search for insurance due to a mass that needs scanning and possible treatment. It’s not good, but I’ve coped this far.
I’m looking forward to developing this costume and the video to go with the product launch. The pool is rapidly getting cool so I suspect I will have to hire elsewhere now.