Alone with the birds and the bees

Lockdown hasn’t changed anything for me. I’m really really lucky. I live in my own closed off world, where I’ve been for over half a year, recovering from mental and physical anguish of the last 2-3 years.

This is my place of solitary enjoyment and peace. I’ve let you in on it here on Patreon, because I trust you are holding me safe. I really hate YouTube I’m actually sorry to say, because it brought me many friends, but also enabled the continual insult of my soul.

I have ventured out of the house perhaps only 6 times since I came back to LA. Each time a little more resilient to the social anxiety leaving me mute.

I am non-verbal 90% of the time, and save speaking for when I must work and do my consulting. The modern world makes me speechless sometimes. So I invest my energy into my own world where I recharge my spirit until the next time I have to deal with clients online.