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I just shot a video of a my white competition swimsuit, that has a little backstory. This was a swimsuit gifted to me by a former lover. At the time he gave it to me, we were not intimate, and I played in public with it where it went fully transparent.

No one at the pool said a word. Not the new girlfriends I met and played with that day, nor any guy from the hotel I was staying at.

I uploaded the video I had edited and realised it was indeed fully transparent, so I had to censor parts of my play time because you know, social media doesn’t like explicit content.

The girls and I had great fun. I taught them how to stand on my shoulders and we did it to each other walking across the pool. But the video could only show such clipped edits there was hardly any point in posting it. Except as a hidden memory of things I did.

Later on the guy who gifted me became my lover and admitted to me that he actually thought that look was erotic and he had discovered a new fetish for transparent swimsuits.

Well. I was neither here nor there wit it to be honest. I never wanted to be ashamed of my body and that’s all I ever wanted. To love the skin I’m in and make up for years of feeling ashamed of my sexual objective worth since childhood abuse.

Now, people’s opinions on my body don’t matter to me. I’m learning to love it and appreciate its forms. So, I appreciate that my former lover gifted me this swimsuit. Not because of his “thing” for transparency, but because he had the strength to admit to me that I made it become his “thing”.

The poor guy will never find another woman with this confidence again. As all women, have normalized and accepted that we are explicit in our natural form. Not something to love ourselves for.