I love one piece swimsuits 🩱

And I particularly love the Japanese swimsuits. I love shiny, rubberized, latex, PU, not so much PVC, but I love anything glossy, metallic and well cut. Beautiful swimsuits don’t last though, and it’s stupid to expect them to. UV sunshine, body oils and acids, bacterial breakdown (on latex) strain from wear and tear, trauma from rough play man-handling acro and impact, Chlorine and chemicals in the pool, grit and sand erosion. all these things cause fibres to swell, lose elasticity, wrinkle, delaminate, and weaken and tear.

It’s just stupid to expect a one piece to last more than a season and a few decent wears. I have many swimsuits in order to rotate them out and switch them over to make them last longer, but the wear and tear is showing and the one piece suits must always be replaced each season.

I’m looking forward to shopping this year and if you are at all inclined to gift me a suit I’ll make a video with it!

I don’t “mawdul” I used to experiment with that once and it was fun but - honestly I just prefer to play on my own and control the camera rather than have some guy film me. That’s always been true. I have a specific eye, I feel guys don’t have. They used to take modeling pictures of me, and I would be dissappointed 🤣 but I was paid to be a model not the director.

Now I direct my own life. And I’m proud to share with you my own way and thoughts. I wonder if you notice the details I purposely put in or capture with intent? None of it is a mistake. I’m waiting for the perfect time of day, the right angle of light, the shadow vignettes to frame my little world.

A lot goes in that I haven’t explicitly stated. So I’ll save these thoughts and put them in the still frames of future episodes.