...Sleeping Mermaid Video

I made this video for patrons only as a place where I can feel safe that you all have the highest regard for my work. And I really really appreciate you, words can’t say it enough. Our bodies are the product of our own efforts and I take care of myself as best I can, but the mental toll of dealing with sexual projection is a trauma that I am forced to deal with everyday.

Every day I get an automated email generated from YouTube by their flagging system that they have “apprehended” another one of my whimsical videos for being too adult, sexual or explicit. I feel literally burned by this. I have nearly 400 videos on my YouTube Channel which are open honest and just me being me. It’s Public for gods sake. I don’t post sophomoric porn. That’s not even my intent.

I am a victim of childhood sexual abuse and have had to come to terms with my body and sexuality, in truth it’s never ending because the complex PTSD I suffer with burns me multiple times a day.

By honoring me in the way that you do, through your patronage, I feel safe, and able to fight this. I can’t thank you enough for enabling me to express new love for my body.