Assochisticly funny

I’m smashing the water using the hubbies shirt to protect me from slapps. This’ll wake me up! I’m editing the video right now but I can’t stop laughing because I’m bruised for no good reason but it was heaps of fun.

For those of you who don’t know, I’m suffering with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome and Mental Health Recovery from Burnout and trauma. The road is slow and painful. I am not in control of my waking rhythm and need extra support with brain chemicals to help me regulate chemicals that I am not producing enough of - yet!

So the plan is, to enjoy and laugh as much as possible. The endorphins and happiness will do more to heal me than pharmaceuticals can.

And I really really appreciate that I can play in my body and just feel alive. I’m just grateful to be alive and expressing it. So the bruises were worth it. I hope you watch the video and share at least some of the joy I felt. Being stuck in your head or depression without the chemical boost from your brain sucks. I hope you can laugh with me and forget some of life’s shitty moments 😜🥰