Update

Hi guys!   I am sorry if I have not posted in the last couple of days as I do every day.   Most of you know me from A to Z i.e. my personal life, which includes having my two pets the Frenchie and my little tiger River Phoenix.   I grew up with two monsters, a dog that hated cats, then if there was anyone around in the neighborhood and if he was able to cat him/her ... bye be a kitty.  Even one of my neighbors that lived in the house crossing the street from my house, that adored their kitty, my dog killed their kitty.  Drama, and sadness.  Likewise before the arrival of this dog, a real panther, a beautiful dark cat with green eyes, who unfortunately hated dogs.  Then she climbed the trees and waited for any dog walking in the neighborhood and jumped over him and gave it a really bad time ... scratching him and then she ran away and climbed the tree again.  

Well, I adore animals of all kinds and you know that and adore my River Phoenix kitty that I found in the middle of the road and also adore my Frenchie that is a saint.   Wen River Phoenix was rescued and came home he healed as he had pneumonia and a terrible eye infection, to the point at until he was 1 or 2 years one he had one eye smaller than the other one.   But finally, he healed and now he has his two beautiful eyes alike.

I am used to living with my animals sticking to me, ie. they sleep with me and if I am not working in a corporation as it was in the past until I decided to make videos full time, they spend the whole day and nightstick to me.    But if you know animals' nature, you will understand what happens.

When the kitty arrived the Frenchie adopted him as her son really and used to wash his eyes every day and his head and they were stuck together the whole day and the kitty must have felt she was his mom.

But as I live with JT ... and he decides t take the Frenchie to sleep with him, then the kitty gets territorial and when the Frenchie comes back he frightens me as you never know what his reaction will be as I have personally suffered some attacks from him that you must have seen in Instagram when he goes nut with weird noises from Instagram, etc as he is a cat and his nature is like that, he defends himself from what he considers hazardous.  Besides he is territorial and spoiled and so many days just him and I make him want to be just him and me.  All of this is because JT happens to take that Frenchie to sleep with him for someday and then he changes the whole routine of taking the Frenchie with him.  Then when she comes back to my room the kitty has assumed he is the king and the only one here and I can't know if he will attack her and if he does, he could attack her and blow her nose to mention the least.  The Frenchie is a Frenchie, not an aggressive dog like the ferocious dog I had when I grew up who would have killed the cat in two minutes.

All of this after my being in the clinic for two days because I was dizzy after not sleeping four days, and got all checked up ... and found healthy or with no disease of any kind because of that, and I have super insurance but also go to a super expensive clinic then I had to pay as the deductible thousands of dollars just because JT frightened up seeing me dizzy.  All I needed was to sleep.

Then now he took the Frenchie to sleep with him and my kitty is so unpredictable and territorial and jealous that I can't allow the Frenchie just come back to my room.

So guys I have spent two days sleeping and trying to avoid the stress of my fights with JT to the point that I told him to go away and live with his dad.  If he changes his behavior he will stay if he doesn't he will have to go away so that I can live in peace.

Well, I am sorry for the whole long and boring story but as you are part of my life I keep you updated about what is going on with my life.

So I have been away it is because I have tried to sleep the most and recover and avoid JT who is on a trial basis now as I meant what I told him.

We live in a place that is far better for him than at his dad-s place as we have two comfy bedrooms,  with walk-in closets, each one of us has our bathrooms he has the living room and the dining room the way he wants to have it, with his piano and all the instruments he wants plus a big flat screen same as he has another one in his bedroom and also in his bedroom he has endless musical instruments too.   We had a little terrace that had the view of sports fields for rugby and other stuff of a top school, and we had and outdoor and an indoor pool plus a sauna, shower there, a full bathroom, plus our parking place and lots of green areas to take the dogs and all are in the best neighborhood, safe and with all measures to make it safe from covid, etc we don't even have to touch the outdoor button to go out but to put close our digital fingerprint and the thing reads our stuff and opens the door.  To take the car in or out we have a tag so we don't have to use remote control.   And lots of green areas to take the dogs for a walk etc or just to go if anyone is a senior and wants to go and see the green ... I imagine ... I never take the poor Frenchie as I am so paranoid that always think she might get in trouble with another dog, that is because of my childhood having a monster dog ... and later having a pitbull a Rottie and two boxers, the latter are not aggressive but the pitbull could kill whatever was within his scope.   Pain in the neck to have Pitbulls with other animals at home.

So guys, so sorry for the long explanation but I am fed up with this change of habits of my pets.  The Frenchie adores the kitty and adopted him as her son.  But the nature of animals is different.  Then as the Frenchie has been sleeping with JT, poor Frenchie wants to come back to our room our ...kitty-s and mine, but I can't put the Frenchie at risk as the kitty is unpredictable.   

Well guys I am sorry for the long explanation but I needed to tell you why I have been so away.  I have again taken Clonazepam ... then have slept most of the time locked with my kitty who is now having a blast with his G/F ...

I will resume making videos as I love it.   If I wanted to go back to the corporate world I could do it right now but I gave up on that and I am happy making videos and being free to go to the beach whenever I want and not only when I have a vacation time, that to mention one place I like to go.

I am sorry if I bored you with all my story but it was an update to keep you in the loop.

Love you.

I will see if tomorrow I go down to the indoor pool and sauna to have some relaxing and fun time

xxx

Mary