I am so blessed to believe in God ... without limits ... If i didnt ... I would be like an abandoned poor kid in the world ...
Guys I am Catholic but I respect all beliefs ... except those that are related to the ''dark side'' ... who doesn't even deserve that I name him ...
You know, my last two days have been some of the worst ones anyone can have, on one side ... that is important to mention ... on one side. I got my account in OnlyFans on hold to post since yesterday, as they are going thru a review and until done, I can't post. Then in addition to myself being ''slow'' in every single sense, after my blackout and stay at the clinic, etc. I am just now 100% on board but I recognize that I am ''slower'' to call it some way ... than I am normally. It may not be me the one causing it, it may be that I am taking anti anxiety pills to lower my RPMs. Besides I have not been at the pool the last two days, and that affects me negatively too as I am too used to it. It refills my daily dose of good vibes naturally. The only positive thing that has not been away from me, is to have my two furry ones, that have been with me day and night no matter what. JT has his stuff to do, he is in college and in addition to that he is working part time in an awesome place, that Paula, his ''bigger sister'' got him - it is more than clear than she is a psychologist, as she must have done this to prevent our being together after the stuff I had then not good for either JT or me to be so many hours together ... she knows that pretty well. We might adore each other but both have a super strong character. So, well thought, and he is having a blast doing that plus college of course.
SO GUYS I AM SO HAPPY NOW, AS I FINALLY WAS ABLE TO GET INTO MY PATREON ACCOUNT AS //CREATOR// AS EVERYTIME I TRIED I ENTERED HERE AS A PATRON, then I couldn't do anything else than looking at my own account.
Well this has been the whole-whole day. Now guess what. I just went to the kitchen to get more cold coke, then i put clothes to my two fur-babies, as they are on my bed and I HATE A-C then if it gets a bit fresh, the Frenchie has super short hair ... and River Phoenix my red haired kitty cutiepie ... loves to have his outfits on too ... so they are on my bed ... so happy happy as they feel the love and feel they are safe and loved and I can't adore them more than I do ... to some people it might look like a sin what i feel, but I can't love people as much as I love animals. That must be understood this way ... if there is an abandoned kid in the street or a homeless of any gender or age, they will always have a safe shelter where to be, food and bed, and from then on with some help, they can get a job and start moving on and having a life. But if someone finds, as I did in front of my car, a little furry red haired thing that was so little that could barely walk, so innocent that he stayed there when i came out of the car to get him, and he arrived to a home where beside us, JT and I who are humans and adore animals, he found a furry mom, a Frenchie dog, but I am so sure that it doesn't make any difference to them being a cat and a dog ... they adore each other. So we were all blessed ... for having found him and for him to have been found. Isn't that something that only God could make happen? some people call it luck, or whatever, and fine ... we are all free to feel what we feel and to believe in what we believe. I feel blessed to believe in God and Virgin Mary too as I am Catholic 100%.
SO NO MORE CHAT STUFF ... HANDS-ON... I HOPE NOW I CAN POST SOME STUFF.
LOVE U LOTS AND LOTS. I FELT PRETTY LONELY BEING DISCONNECTED FROM ALL OF YOU THE WHOLE DAY
Mary.
I adore you guys xxxx
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it's so good to see you back gorgeous. I'm glad you solved the problem dear Mary & you know I have missed you today xxxxx have a good evening & take good care of yourself & your amazing furry friends xxxxx 💖💖💖💖
Thanks, Brian xxx so lovely as usual xxx I guess I am so slow yet ... I feel like having crossed wires in my brain sometimes, of the simplest things ... but it is all just now for a while until that goes away. It sounds pretty simple to have been two days in a clinic ... and have been MRI'd ... but two days ... scanned me until the last piece of hair I have ... to make sure I was okay in every single sense ... not only a lack of balance which is the vertiginous syndrome I had ... then ... I am recovering yet and I can notice that I am recovering as despite the fact that I have nothing ... clinically nothing in my brain, memory, etc... all tested imagine two full days and nights with all kinds of state of the art medical equipment ... when you have this kind of stuff ... it takes a bit to get back to your 100%. So I am slower. But per my own estimate ... in a week I will be at my normal 100%. Thanks for being so lovely and for caring so much B. xxx Love you lots. You know, today I remembered Mtn asked me if Dunalastair, JT's school was from Scotland ... then I googled all schools they have been ... Craighouse / Paula's school, Scotland. All have a story. JT's I already told you. Billy, as he is as you know, deaf, or has a major hearing impairment ... went to a specialized oralist school so that he not always graduated but also learned to speak ... I mean orally not with sign language ... besides that, I had him have a Cochlear implant as I guess I told you before and had specialized classes for years to speak as good as he can pronounce ... and to not only read lips as most of the deaf people but to understand what you say by listening ... with the cochlear implant. Well I hope Barbara. my 4th ...she was the 3rd one with Willy, well she will never read my stuff here ... Craighouse, Paula's school was super demanding and they just have high performing kids there ... if they don't meet that standard they are simply asked to leave the school. And so it happened with Barbara, that is not as a super genius in all sense like Paula but it is not retarded. Then she studied in Wenlock School ... another Scottish one ... but if you read about the school ... my God ... anyone would think that it is for almost mentally disabled kids. And it is not. The Headmaster of Wenlock founded this branch of Wenlock as he was fired from The Grange School ... all brits as you can see ... as he got into a relationship with a woman and he was married. Well he divorced so what you will say ... but not at Grange ... a super strict school in every single sense. Then he founded this branch of Wenlock school ... that is totally different. Barbara had issues to learn etc at Craighouse then kicked off. At Wenlock I was told ... we dont get rid of kids that have difficulties to learn. They have to ways to make it to the end. One is having extra support for them at home i.e. hire a teacher that helps them with homework and to really understand what they didnt at school. So they can crawl until the last grade or they can make it easier with some help. Well of course Barbara had some extra help and the good thing ... as in every British school, is that she was the superstar at sports. Field Hockey is their main one for girls and Rugby for boys. Barbara on Saturday mornings when they compete, was the super star at Wenlock her school, but also competed as part of the PWCC Hockey Team ... she ended drop dead. But that was healthy and good. Well, Craighouse was to fear ... in Rugby ... And now ask me about barbara today, after so much trouble studying. She just graduated from college as a Marine Biologist .. what she loves, and as she is so Aquarius same as I am so Sagittarius, we do what we like and want and no one can change that ... as we are free spirits to the bone. i will copy-paste a link about Wenlock ... at the beginning, you will think it is for retarded kids ... but it is not ... it is a way of education to make them succeed and not like Craighouse or the Grange School that are schools that if you are not a genious you are out. https://www.wenlockschool.co.uk/ BYE B XXX NEXT TIME YOU TALK TO ME I GUESS YOU WILL THINK TWICE BEFORE DOING IT AS I TELL YOU SO MANY STORIES ... POOR B ... DONT READ THEM IF YOU GET TIRED. I GOT. WRITING SO MUCH. XXXX