Hey guys again ! A little pause ... i need to say what i feel when i feel it ... you know that
You know, i was taking a look at my new YouTube channel as a break before starting to make the next vid ... the last video so messy my bedroom and so hippie and with my three furbabies ... Well ... I just wanted to write to you a note to let you know that for first time, in so much time, I felt happy ... ???? yes ... since my YouTube channel was shut down with no grounds to support that decision really, it hit so much my heart,. It wasnt about monetization/$$ issues at all. It was about me. I had been sharing my life with most of you that are here if not all, i believe know me from YouTube, I had 399 thousand subs, and like a million or 2 million views per day, and had 2800 active videos running. Thanks to my very close youtuber friends, i finally decided to come here to Patreon (this was in April and my channel was suspended since early August) ... so i lived like four months dealing with youtube over me all the time giving me a hard time ... then thanks to my dear friends (nicknames so i will mention your names anyway) Rocket and Sammerson, who have their happy lives obviously and we have been youtube friends from the stoneage ... and i love both so much, and they love animals too as i do, then being them the best kind of persons you can find in the planet, i did follow the advice of opening this account in Patreon. Then it has taken me a lot to overcome my sadness about my issue with YouTube. I still have it. But as I was telling you, I don't know why, but today i felt happy! something i hadn't felt for a long time ... And you must think that i am crazy not to be happy or be sad because of a channel that gets closed. That meant to me so much, that has nothing to do with money, it has to do with my life, my friends, all the loving people i had with me there. Then again i am writing to you and then again, can't not feel the sorrow ... but I am so grateful to have been led by my dear friends to this place, as i have found so much love here too and have been able to see my all times for years and years friends, like Jim M., S.Buu, Kael, also uw people that are lovely friends from all times like UWinS, and Kevin abc plural, B.Rich, Bill (plural), Ken (plural) and could go on and on. Well my all times friends Steve abc plural too, and many more. So that's why i don't and will never do, this thing about establishing tiers or prices in my channel as i want all my friends to be able to watch my stuff and by doing that, be part of my life as what i do is share it with you. May be i will not post here my nuttie stuff with my pets as that i can post in youtube (except when i am playing with them, the old ones with my big dogs, as those were banned ... ) and i know you are in youtube as well so the ones i can share, i know i am sharing them with you there, even though not all of you are part of my new channel but as time passes by, i suppose i will get all my followers back as they are finding me all of a sudden and ask me what happened? Then I thank you so much for the love. And thank for spending either one dollar or fifty dollars ... i love you all and know that what you are doing is being with me because as i love you, you love me, and it is not a matter of wanting to watch my boobs or other stuff. I know there is so much involved other than that. This may sound silly to people that doesn't belong to this world and wouldn't understand then our ties, but our friendship is real, not that you found someone with big boobs or a nice ass as internet is full of better boobs and better asses than mine. So i trust you are with me because of our mutual friendship and friendly love.
I hope you don't mind taking the time to read all this stuff that may look like a soap opera, but i needed to let you know what i feel, as i have always done. You know i am an open book and never lie or make up false stuff. My life is just as you know it is. What you see is what there is. Not more not less.
So thanks for the love, thanks for your never ending friendship. I guess you already know and not just now, how much you mean to me and how much i love you.
Now i will make the next vid ... uff ... i don't what i feel but it is very strong. A mix of melancholy but also happiness. A mix of both. You guys are a treasure to treasure.
Mary
Comments (14)
Hi Mary. Sure, you have a great pair of boobs, a very cute ass and your love mound is out of this world, but it is your persona that you share in each and every video that keeps me coming back for more. You share so much of life with us that i for one feel like i am your life partner. Thank you again for all the time and effort you put into allowing us in your life. xxx
thanks so much for the love Michael and for being so receptive .. i don't put any effort into allowing you in my life ... i love you all my all times friends that have been with me for many years, that if one day internet or any means of global communication for social media ceased to exist ... it would be to me like losing a part of my own life. I need you to be part of my life to be happy. So Michael, thanks for being here and there too. You are also part of my life and i appreciate so much your friendship. xoxoxo
We love you too mary. Your an old soul. Free to be your self and share without reservations. Keep true to yourself and you will always prevail. The boobs sure are nice to look at too.
so cute Wes ... thanks ... i love hearing from my all times friends xoxoxo
What kind words you speak Mary you are true to yourself and other tell it like it is or how you feel and your right it's not about the boobs and even tho that's like iceing on the cake your instructions on how a female loves to be touched are off the hook. It's about just watching your beautiful danceing flipping and whatever else you might throw in. So thank you for all you share and do to make our lives happier Mary much love sent your way!!!!!! And thanks for the shout out sweetheart!!!!!
thanks rocket ... just I LOVE YOU .... and thanks for being all these years around me xoxoxoxo
Thanks for sharing your feelings with us. It's a mutual love fest.
thanks TB ... sorry if i didnt mention your name or initials so as not to be obvious but it was meant to all and just mentioned a few and some key ones in my whole youtube life ... key in terms of unconditional love, friendship and support .... as many others oxoxoxo
Mary, I am rather new here, only since mid August, but I have come to anxiously await each of your videos. Everyone of them has some part that I really enjoy. I know we will never meet in person, but you are someone I enjoy hanging out with here on Patreon. I first got onto the Internet back about 1992 and I have made some long term friendships on the net (some of these friends I had met in person and we still remain friends after 20 years). Anyway, Mary, you are the only person who has ever called me cutiepie (perhaps because you have not seen too many of my pictures LOL) and you are one of the very few women that I can joke about taking a shower with. I think I say it in almost every reply I send to your videos, but THANK YOU.
wow ... so you are new in my world stevew? then so cool ... as i know some of my patrons are new and not from my youtube/fb/ig etc. You should join my facebook then and instagram to be friends there ... If you are in internet since 1992 and all what you tell me you must enjoy social media as i do ... I will check in my bio here in patreon if i have all my URLs so that we can be friends everywhere. I love what you tell me always, you are los of fun and love your being a freespirit and capable of have fun telling me you'd love sharing a shower with me when we both know it is a joke as it will be just in a video but the way you say it is so much fun and you never cross the line or a rude person, you are always a gentleman, and that is so appreciated ... xoxoxo thanks for being my patron, i'd love to have you in my fb, is an overseas facebook where i have friends from the world not friends from the states only. I love diversity. The only thing that for me is a must, is that my friends must love animals. That is something i don't trade. Animals to me are all in life. I have four kids and they are all as nuts as i am about animals. And i love them all the same ... xoxoxo
Más que nada lo importante es que te sientas feliz, y todabía mejor que siempre te sientas bien a pesar de los contratiempos. Sigue siendo hermosa como eres - hablo en todos los sentidos, no solo en lo físico - y sigue aportando toda esa energía, toda esa creatividad que te permite expresarte plenamente. Gracias por compartir parte de tu vida.
Thanks so much for all the love and good vibes JJesus ... I love sharing my life with my friends of the world, and i say what i think and feel always .... i hope you don't mind my getting back to you in English all the time ... As i have friends from the world as i say, i get messages from friends that simply send them in French or Greek or in other signs that are not letters ... then i am used to use Google Translate and can even reply to them in their language but I always put a slash / and put my response in English too otherwise if i see signs later and want to know what i said i couldnt ... so i would have to translate that again. Anyway, thanks again for the good stuff and love, always, JJ. xoxoxo
Mary, you are the treasure we get to rediscover with every new posting ❤
John !!! beautiful words ... thanks so much for the love and good vibes xoxox