Human Nature: A Mother Always Knows (Preview)

A mother always knows. She just needed to put two and two together once I came out. Mine doesn’t fully agree with the life I live — her Christian faith runs deep — but she sees the love I have had in my past relationships. She knows we’re all sinners. She knows human nature is complex. She knows I didn’t choose this, and that disowning me would be its own kind of abomination. So when she walked in last night and caught us in the middle of it… she simply smiled, shook her head, and closed the door. Because she wants me in a real relationship, or grooming online (in moderation lol) not chasing lust on Grindr, and doing drugs with strangers, to numb the pain of not being chosen by my family due to my sexuality. All she wants is for me to get my desire in check. That's why

@NSFWgayromance matters. Because for relationship oriented gays (hopeless romantics), lust without meaning can make you feel powerful and amazing in the moment, then empty afterwards.