Custom private videos and my resistance
Just got to share this publicly with you as well. Yesterday i wrote a post with community guidelines, and i also dropped a sentence there with the possiblity for custom private videos. After that, lots of you reached out. I am deeply moved and excited by that interest, and i feel so honored by that.
But I have to be honest that since I shared it and I was speaking about it with a few of you i ran into resistance in myself. With this resistance, I am sitting just now, and I will take the opportunity to share it with you here. What came to me specifically are thoughts about selling myself for money. With that, quite some anger came up as well.
To be honest, for sure, what played a role here is money. Not sure if I shared it already, but we found a really nice house here on the island with 3 bedrooms and lots of space for an amazing garden. I really am excited to take a lease on this house and transform it into a paradise where I can really feel like a goddess and create an epic home studio to shoot videos.
So I thought about how I could make money fast, and then I got the idea to do custom private videos for you.
And then this resistance kicked in, and now I am not sure if I want to do it anymore. Also i think i would like to create more without it being an order, but more from the flow of life and creation. For now, I feel no honesty. But I also know that this resistance is something to be looked at. What is behind it, what is it serving, and why is this happening? So I will just take time now to sit with these questions. And i trust that god / the universe will give us all the answers and that we all will benefit from it.
Just wanted to share this with you from my heart.
For now, I will take some time to feel into it, and of course, I will continue to share here on Patreon and YouTube.
Sending love and gratitude to be surrounded by such an epic bunch of fans. You blow my mind so many times a day. Thank you!!
Love,
Freja ❤️
Comments (20)
I see your subtle body. You are glowing! I am new to practicing Tantra and am truly grateful to see you in your practice. Thank you for being here!
hey rsharp9, thank you so much for your acknowledgement. appreciated. And welcome to the tantric world where everything is possible.
My two cents - Your body is a piece of art. Just like an artist painting a portrait and sharing it to the rest of the world for the right price, creating more sensual videos either privately or in a higher priced tier in patreon make a lot of sense. The key is for you to be in control, do what you are comfortable with and avoid doing things which make you uncomfortable.
thank you JohnJ!! appreciate your thoughts here!
Follow your heart, it never fails 😘
beautifully spoken, so true! thanks.
I think it's a good thing to test your boundaries...however, if it doesn't feel true to yourself, don't do it...
yeah, that saying life starts when your comfortzone ends... haha. thank you for commenting.
In my humble opinion, I would offer a a word on perspective. The thought came to you organically to offer private content. Then the resistance came, perhaps what you're feeling is a fear of lack of control and that your voice and creative expression would be taken from you if you were to cater to the desires of others. The Sistine Chapel is a priceless eternal work of art, and it was also a commissioned piece from Michelangelo. You can be compensated for your creativity and still maintain control of what commissions you chose to accept. The human body is also a piece of art, yours is a masterpiece. You can chose to share private videos, in a way that you find tasteful, creative and do not conflict with your morals, and chose to pass on the ones that do not meet the standards that you have set for yourself. No matter what you chose, I see you, I love you, and I'll meet you at the source.
wow, goosebumbs all over my body when i read this. Very, very thoughful comment. Thank you so much for that. So true as well. Love the masterpiece compliment, funny and thank you for your sincerity. Amazing, i will take this and sit with it some more. Sending a big hug your way.
Hello my friend. For what it is worth I would recommend you do here what flows naturally to you and you become comfortable with. As I mentioned before it is your platform and you are in control. If you make decisions regarding your platform then it is one decision. With customization, it becomes many frequent decisions and becomes much more complex. Anyhow, just my thoughts, you are adorable.
hi Ben, thank you so much for offering your perspective. thanks for adding that insight about customization, that makes sense. Appreciated and received. kisses
Be true to your power. Trust in yourself and your instinct always, the fact you share this journey with us is such a gift. We support our goddess through every step and every reflection. Your vulnerability is understood, may your heart guide you.
wow thank you Keith for speaking. Feels true and empowering to read. You are amazing.
Just do what ever makes you comfortable.Love your video's beautiful😍😍❤️❤️❤️
thank you Surveyor for always being there. Love you!
What others think about private but non-custom videos? Freja would still be in full control of the content, letting it be guided by her soul and energy (which I believe we all admire). We would just pay for the privilege of the exclusivity.
That was also my first thought. Why not creating a new tier where patrons can suggest their ideas, but you, Freja, have full control about your limits and what feels good for you, but you also be able to hear your audience and to fullfill some of the whishes, so everything will be fair and okay for everyone.
You have to be comfortable in yourself before doing private custom videos. I am sure you will reach the right decision.
thank you Roger for sharing your insights. And thanks for giving me the confidence to reach the right decicion. Kiss