Sometimes I just feel like making detailed renders

I just combined three things: an angel, an orca, and a blue budgie

Idk, I just enjoy doing this more than anything else, even though it usually doesn’t do well on social media lol

I think a lot of my frustration came from wanting to make a living from this so I wouldn’t have to leave the house. But lately I feel like I’d rather focus on making stories with my characters and my weird ideas instead of keeping up a gooner image. Even if it doesn’t perform as well, I’m not planning to stop doing the stuff that gets the most views either