All In
Sometimes you want to write something more, because I get caught in my routine of preparing for the next session, recording it, making sure it's edited well.
That's my routine.
And you guys message me. I see your messages, and sometimes I don't reply. I'll just read it, and muse on it.
Its like this little whirlwind dancing around in my head of all the things you've said.
I think a lot about how I should better reply - Because I hate to not give you the input back that you all give me.
Right now, I could reply to all the messages if I made time to. But I also think about the future, if things grow, and that is my hope, how could I? I don't want to just hire someone to reply. That seems... artificial.
Instead, I want you to all better understand me a bit.
Maybe you don't want to hear about that, and just see where the models are going, and get excited about that.
I could do that.
But you guys must see me and think Im an eccentric, and maybe one who is a bit arrogant at that. I mean, look at my name. The Greatest Hypnotist. Who do I think I am?
And while I cant talk to each of you individually, what I want to say is that what I really want with this channel, is, to inspire others.
Even if my grammar cant really reflect that (People often tell me that its like I don't care how I write and maybe I dont)
Im looking at Lea's page now and I get a little sentimental because for me, and hopefully for some of you, it has been more of a story.
Story.
Not some technique. Not some act on a stage that has its closing end.
That's what I feel that this channel can be. And though its been just a year, I cant help but feel its just the beginning.
I look at Lea starting her own story now. I hope it's a good one.
Another thing about me is, I really like the singer Ado. For those of you who don't know, she's a singer from Japan who lived in her basement and refused to show her face on camera. How do you get famous just recording from your bedroom, and you dont even show your face. She just hides.
She hides, but her music is beautiful.
But what I love most about her music is her story, one you can see and hear in her voice and expression. I dont speak or understand Japanese, but even reading the subtitles, this video affects me deeply
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=86FNwysc110
The truth is, the channel is still this small thing. I know when you are at the top, it can be different. You are no longer the underdog, maybe you get arrogant and think you've got it all figured it out. What a horrible thought - To imagine a world where we cease to innovate and keep things new simply because "It's all been done before"
And maybe it has.
But I'm going to at least give it my best shot.
So even with this long-winded post about my dreams, my hopes, and my ambition — I just want to inspire some of you to create something meaningful, to write a story worth being a part of.
Thank you for being here. You're a part of my story, even if I'm silent sometimes.
I'll leave this song with you as I end my weekly long Sunday ramble.
You are all as amazing as I thought you would be, and the models too. I started this page just a year ago and I knew nobody. It was all a blank slate for me. But now I have all of you showing your amazing support, I have friends, the amazing models on this channel, and even a fellow collaborator in Lea. One who inspires me as much as I hope I inspire her.
I told you all in the beginning this, more or less. That if you subscribed to me, I'd be all in. I wouldn't let up just because I saw some success or got from point A to point B.
I may be mad, but were at point B and were still going all the way to Z, and then some.
Were just beginning.
Im all in, just like I was on day 1 before I knew the stories we would write together.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=elRjusCwyPg&list=RDelRjusCwyPg&start_radio=1
If you have a little dream too, like me, or Lea, know that I'm rooting for you too.
I know you'll make it happen.