Kirito - From Beta Tester to Beta Bitch P2

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🌙 MESSAGE OF THE DAY 🌙
⚠️ A LOT TO SAY ⚠️
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Mortals,

There’s a lot to say…
and honestly, I don’t even know where to begin.
So I’ll start with the most obvious thing.

I know that yesterday I said I would be absent.
It was a heavy message, emotionally loaded.
But as I tried to fall asleep, I couldn’t stop punishing myself for my mistakes.

💭 What did I do wrong?
💭 What could I improve?

So I searched. And searched again.
And I found a small solution to a problem that has been tormenting me lately.

📱 The set of today

It was finished from my phone.

Obviously, I can’t generate images from here.
But what I can do is write and edit.

Was it slow?
Was it tedious?
🖤 Absolutely.

But worse than that… would have been doing nothing
and letting myself rot from the inside, not knowing how to fix it.

This isn’t a definitive solution.
Creating from my phone is even slower than desktop,
and my wrists are on fire, screaming carpal tunnel…

But —
✨ it’s a real alternative,
and right now, that matters.

🕯️ Second topic — why I did all this

Simple.

As I’ve said before, my obsession with doing things right
sometimes destroys me.

Yesterday, when I shared the news,
some people left the temple.

I don’t blame them.
I don’t judge them.
It was their decision, and I respect it.

But it still hit me.
Hard.

It’s a difficult thing to process when the problem
wasn’t even under my control.

So I knew I had to do something, and fast.

🌒 But — not all is bad news

Between yesterday and today, some left…
but others arrived.

In fact, almost a bit more than those who left at first.

🌬️ A breath of fresh air
after so many mistakes and frustrations.

It’s been a wild week, truly.

🌙 For now…

As I mentioned, I’m still out, but with this new trick,
I might be able to bring something tomorrow.

For now, I need to rest —
my wrists and fingers are killing me.

I’ll prepare: • the censored / incomplete version for Pixiv
• and a small SFW mini set, just in case

And now… yes.
I’ll stop here.

🖤 Nothing more to add.
~ Nyxvet

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