💀Under the Skull’s Smile: The Price of My Passion💀

~ Personal Goals ~

By your devoted death and night goddess, Nyxvet

As I mentioned in the "Monetary Goals" post,

my greatest desire is to become a 3D artist...

And truth be told, I never planned to start in the NSFW world,

but sometimes life guides us through unexpected, deliciously sinful paths.

And from somewhere, we must begin.

Sadly, that “beginning” comes at a high cost.

It’s been nearly three years of trying to start on my own—

But life is expensive, and dreams don’t bloom easily

when you’re trapped in minimum wages and tiny rooms.

That’s why I decided to be clever… to be fierce.

Why beg, when I can earn my place?

So here we are, my little cult—

walking a path lined with bones, beauty… and purpose.

My short-to-mid term goals

(Estimated in months to 1 year—depending on the support I receive)

A Mid-End PC, strong enough to create

• Quality renders

• Short loops

• Animations that won’t melt my poor laptop

• And most of all… content worthy of your devotion.

Why not go straight for a High-End PC?

Because I know I’m still a baby artist.

I don’t want to aim higher than I can currently reach.

A high-end PC would be delicious, sure…

But I wouldn’t be able to unleash its full potential—yet.

So instead, I’m aiming for something realistic:

A PC that isn’t a burning toaster when I render a single frame.

Just that. For now.

I'm not here to ask for handouts.

I’m building a temple with bare hands, bones and kisses.

And if you want to help me lay the foundation,

then come closer…

Whisper your support into the veil.

And stay with me.

We’re going to make magic, you and I.

~ Nyxvet, your deathbound goddess

PS. Next post: My artistic goals + learning path