[norden] 21 years of surviving (birthday gift <3)

heyy!!

so its my birthday!! im now 21 years old, i didnt figure anything yet and thats okay! idk why but in my mind im still 15 years old girl who is raising her little sisters and love to watch movies! the only changes that happen since i was 15 that i graduated collage with honor and ive learned how to accept myself and i stopped caring about what others think! i admit it wasnt an easy road but ive learned a lot.

its kinda scary tho how we grow up so fast! i was undiagnosed depressed 13 years old girl with chronic stress, but right now im older and i take care about my mental health as much as i can! but one of the things that helped me surviving is TXT, i used to listen to kpop because my friends used to, then someday i came back from school and i saw that video that changed everything! on 10/1/2019 to be exact is the day i found a real reason to fight! but the moment their music video "run away" released i just fall deeper for them!! since then to this day im still in love with them because they saved me!

i stopped listening to kpop but i could leave them! i guess what im trying to say that somewhere in this universe you will find your reason! even if it was something everyone think its ridicules they just dont understand the meaning behind it!! im pretty sure that you will find your reason too if you didnt already found it!

eventually i want to say thank you all for supporting me i love each one of you<3 you all make the 15 years old me very happy and im grateful for you all<3

so quick brief about this gift : its my first original mesh!! i tried to make the same exact laptop i used to have when i was 15, it was my dad laptop but he bought a new one and give me this one! i used to stream txt songs and music videos on it and watch a lot of movies!! i still have that old laptop to this day as a reminder what i went through 😁

⭐its nonfunctional, i dont know python, i want to learn it but im still traumatize by coding because of collage 😬, also if i make it functional i wont be able to put txt music videos pictures😝

⭐original mesh and has 16 swatches!! the swatches are photos from some of txt music videos.

its free for all members <3

please enjoy my birthday gift and tell me your opinion or share your creation on my tumblr and feel free to share it this will make me happy, also if you have any problem just tell me to fix it.

please don't reupload my work or modify it and don't make money from it, also don't make it your creation and don't convert it to another game. if any of that happen i will take an action.