July 11, 2025

Life Update 🄹

Hello Dolls 😊

It’s been a while since I’ve updated you all on my life, and before I dive in, I just want to say thank you to my amazing community for supporting me and enjoying my work. I truly appreciate each and every one of you—you’re the reason I keep going in this community.

Now, let’s talk about my recent lack of content šŸ˜µā€šŸ’«. Since last year, life has hit hard. Between family struggles and the heartbreaking loss of my pregnancy, I fell into a deep depression—one that lingered far longer than I expected. I felt completely unmotivated, overwhelmed with stress, and constantly getting sick. I lost track of time, days… even forgot to eat.

I know this page is mostly about The Sims, and maybe it’s not the typical space to get so vulnerable—but this is my outlet. This is how I process. And maybe, just maybe, someone out there feels the same and needs to know they’re not alone… because I sure felt that way.

But I couldn’t stay in that dark place forever. After a couple months, I got tired of lying to myself. I looked at my son and realized: he needs his mommy—he needs both parents happy and whole. So, I turned to prayer. Again and again šŸ™šŸ½. And slowly, God started guiding me back to healing. He never left me, even when I felt lost. I’m still on the journey, but now I can say with certainty: I’m okay. I will be okay.

I no longer let depression define me. I see it now as emotional waves—moments, not a life sentence. And it’s okay to cry. It’s okay to break down. What matters is that we don’t live in those moments. We feel them, release them, and move forward. I’ve learned to forgive—not to forget or excuse, but to free myself.

Through all of this, I’ve become more understanding, more compassionate—with others and with myself. And honestly, I’m proud of how far I’ve come. I’m slowly getting back on track, loving myself again, and ready to pour more of that love into my content—without overthinking.

Seeing how some of you use my CC in your builds, how excited you get when I pop into your streams, or the kind words you leave in the comments… it truly warms my heart. It fuels me. You fuel me.

So thank you—not just for supporting my Sims content, but for motivating me to keep going. For your kind words, your prayers, your love.

God bless you all. šŸ’–

Comments (6)

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Emily Cardenas Ā· July 31, 2025

Never be ashamed to talk about something that keeps you here, being able to process your emotions and push forward is the very thing that makes us human. Don't overwhelm yourself and give yourself the compassion to heal on your own timeline. Most importantly include god in everything you do, you will be okay and nothing that has happened is your fault, sending much love and prayers for you and your family.

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ByeHater Ā· July 14, 2025

BUT GOD!! Just like He told Gideon who was going up against bigger & stronger, "Go with the strength you have; I'm sending you". Praying over you ♄

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Katt Mitchell Ā· July 11, 2025

So sorry for your loss, may you continue to heal and find your way on your healing journey.

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Jazzlyn Ā· July 11, 2025

Praise God. You will get through this.

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Cort R Ā· July 11, 2025

Sending you massive amounts of love and light. Take whatever time you need to heal. šŸ™šŸ¾šŸ™šŸ¾

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Jenny Gypsy Torres Ā· July 11, 2025

I am so sorry for all you have been going through, I know what you went through since I also had experience this loss, but as you said God never leaves us, sometimes he doesn't show us right away that he is there but we have to show our faith and love and God helps us back on our feet, one day at a time, and do not worry about your cc's or builds because you and your family and your health that what is important right now and if you need more time off to recover than take it. We your supporter's show our care and love by understanding and being here when you get back. Always stay safe and healthy and may God bless you and your family always.