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You got this! You are stronger than you think! 💪 ❤️

I'm sorry you've been dealing with so much recently. Anxiety can feel so terrible and crushing, I understand. You take as long as you need ok? I'll be warmly waiting for you so don't worry or feel like you have to push yourself. If you need more time to feel better thats ok. Ease back into it and do whatever is best for you. We all care about you and want you to get back to doing what you love without the stress or feeling overwhelmed. And please know, you never ever ever EVER let me down or are a disappointment or a failure or anything like that. You never have to worry about that. I'm so thankful for you and everything you do and for every single moment I share with you 💗

you've never let me down 💙 I've never been upset at you for cancelling a stream when you're scared or not feeling it, I've never been angry about audio issues or mic bumps. your ASMR and all your other streams are a retreat where I can enjoy your presence. I can forget about everything for a bit and just be your kineko! in being your kineko, I wanna cheer you on when you're out doing your best, and I want to support you when you're anxious and wanna huddle away from the world. even if you just want to hug/massage the mic and not talk, that's enough <3 (also why I really enjoyed the cytubes! you mentioned you felt bad you couldn't talk as much, but to me it felt like when you're with someone in the same room enjoying them being there but doing different things.. kinda like parallel play, I guess? no pressure for you to interact, but you're also not alone) it's all gonna be okay! knowing that ASMR provides a lot for you too is really sweet, it makes me even more glad that we're able to share those moments ;; things have been very rough for you even before everything in June, you more than need that time. you're a dear person to me and many many others, we all want what's best for you; that means if you need room to breathe, please take it! we'll be here for fun, relaxing, and just feeling good whenever you're ready 📦🐈 (imagine this is the cat in the box) love you! 💙

it's ok, we''ll love you for what you are, have some good rest and come back with a smile 🥰

Thanks for sharing with us! Take all the time you need. The struggle is totally understandable, please never feel bad about taking the time you need. I hope you feel better soon! We believe in you! <3 <3 <3

and you have never ever let me down <3

no worries menace take as much time as you need <3 everyone of us is here with you every step of the way you got us for life menace rest well and take it easy <3 see you soon and take as much time as you need sweetheart <3 Mwahhhhh

It's better to take to time you need to rest than to burn out. You are not a failure or a let down and even if you think so there will always be people who will answer you with love and understanding. Try your best not to beat yourself up or ruminate. Things will get better💜

as someone who also has severe anxiety and panic attacks i understand how hard it can get, i'm really glad to see you taking time to recover and that you are trying to get better. Trying at all is difficult so i'm happy youre able to do even that! waiting warmly for you always <3

Take all the time you need, we’re always here. Anxiety is a tough one, I know from personal experience, and health is always number one priority. I know it’s easier said than done but just remember that any of us who are regular viewers don’t feel that those little things are failures or anything. Stuff happens, especially with live asmr, always will, those who care about you won’t hold it against you bc it’s normal for stuff to happen. Menasu love 💜

It's okay and don't worry about needing to delete things. Thank you for sharing how you've been feeling and what you've been going through because that's not easy and you should be really proud of yourself for it. You don't need to apologize either for going through a rough time with your social anxiety and anxiety disorder, or anything at all. I hope things get easier for you and please take as long as you need right now to process it all. Remember that progress isn't linear and just talking about it like this is a massive accomplishment. No matter how long you need to take I'll be here happily waiting for you and supporting you. You've never let me down, Menace. I know how much you try and how much you care and I could never feel let down by you knowing that 💗 Thank you for everything you do and I hope you can treat yourself to some yummy food and nice things. Wishing you all the best💗

It's okay, take all the time you need. Hope you feel a little better, and don't feel pressured. We understand that, sometimes things don't work, and that's okay sugar, and of course we understand you have your own struggles, and that's understandable, we completely understand, and we always be with you and for you. We'll wait for you, and i know, you'll be back stronger (and cuter~). Please, feel better darling, and don't you ever think you disappointed us... Never. We appreciate you so much, and we know how hard you work for doing stuff for us, i think i can speak for everyone here when i say that you make us genuinely happy, and at the same time, i know every single one of us want your happiness too, you deserve it. We love you so much, and we want the best for you, hope you have a wonderful day, have fun, relax, and hope your irl problems don't give you too much trouble. And this is a personal petition~ please treat yourself with delicious food, eat a nice cheesecake 💙 💙💙💙💙 MENACHU LOVE 💙💙💙💙

Its okay, take all the time you need. You're never letting me down by making mistakes (it's often very cute actually). You can take it as slow as you want on Sunday, make mistakes, mute yourself if you need to take a break, stop the stream if you have to. It wont bother me and I wont be mad or let down. I hope things get better for you soon, they haven't been easy for me lately either but I feel a bit better knowing I'm not alone. Thank you for everything you do for me, I really appreciate it.

We are here with you every step of the way! Keep your head up! Rest well and see you soon!

Were here for you, and I hope you start feeling better soon. It doesn't matter to me if you make mistakes, were human we fuck up, and I'm here to hang out with you and relax. Honestly, it's oddly a little comforting knowing I'm talking to someone who isn't perfect like me (though I'd still prefer you didn't make mistakes if they make you feel this way). Sometimes I look at how you cook, take care of yourself are confident, attractive, etc. and I forget for a bit you have your own struggles and aren't perfect, so you seem unreachable, but when you make small mistakes it's like a little reminder that you aren't some perfect being out of reach, but a person just like me trying to survive in the world. Dunno if any of that made sense, but I just wanted to put some positivity on your situation by saying the little mistakes make it a bit easier to connect with you.

Take all the time you need, it's totally understandable to feel overwhelmed with everything that you're going through. I hope all the irl things and your anxiety improves so you can feel more at ease. Spending time with you always makes me happy and you could never let me down. I care for you a great deal and only want to see you happy! Wishing you all the best 💙

You are perfectly fine Menace, please take all the time you need 💗 its normal to have these periods where things just pile up and you need time to regroup... I can only imagine what everything's like on your end but from my own baggage I do believe you're doing amazingly taking everything thats been thrown your way. As for the ASMR stuff, I'd like to think most of us wouldn't think less of you for a few mishaps. You've talked with us about your issues and we want to support you like you have us regardless 😌 That's the effect you and your art have had on us all. I don't want you to think you'd lose that over a moment like this. You've never let me down and I know you'll come back from this like we always do 🫂 Please take care hon

You do not bring disappointment, and we want to make sure yer cared for and comforted in all this too. I hope life stuff settles down and health situation gets better. Take all the time you need, we're always happy to see ya and appreciate you and yer intentions. 💗💗💗

🫂💗💗hope you feel better menace. I was really worried not hearing from you much as of late. Take your time to feel better, i dont really mind the hiccups! I want you to be well and happy.. see you on Sunday 💙💙💙

Take all the time you need. <3

You never let me down💙 Live asmr is expected to have some bumps here and there, that's why everyone has those warnings on streams, so I hope you don't feel pressured to perform perfectly when. A lot of these things are out of your control. I don't believe you screwed anything up. To my understanding windows just doing windows things, and id imagine ASMR sound settings to be complicated. I hope your IRL stuff is okay, I'll wait as long as I need to for you to feel better! Rest up and recover. 💓

It's okay Menace, I promise. A lot of us have anxiety ourselves, so we get it, and we know how things can spiral and start to feel so hopeless. We don't think you're a failure, we don't think you're letting us down, we just want to spend time with our oshi who is so wonderful and amazing even with her flaws, because our flaws are what make us so beautifully human <3 I think it's a good idea to take a little time for yourself, just to relax without feeling like there's any pressure or expectations on you! You're no more invincible than anyone else, and you don't need to force yourself to come back before you're up for it and end up feeling even worse. And even if Sunday comes around and you still don't feel ready, I want you to know that that's okay and we're not going to be mad at you, we just want you to be happy! Love you Menace, I'll see you whenever you're ready 💗

Take all the time you need Menace. I'm relieved you see ASMR in such positive light despite all that happened. I want you to know that you've never let me down and no tech issues or little accidents will ever change that. I love you a lot menace and I wish only the best for you. Please take care and I'll be waiting for you warmly <3

Its okay Menace. Take your time and try to find some comfort and when you are ready we will be here for you.

Menace, all i want is for you to be happy. Please take as much time as you need until you are ready to come back. 💙🫂

I completely understand, you've been dealing with a lot recently. Even though things have been rough, it WILL get better. No need to apologize <3 You've never disappointed me or let me down. I actually admire how strong you are and that motivates me. Take as much time as you need, your health and well-being always comes first. Hope you get to feeling better, I'll always wait for you! 💙

We love everything you do for us, Menace. Please know that I and the rest of the Kinekos will understand when you need to take breaks and will do what we can to help make you feel better! Anxiety is rough. My mom also has pretty strong anxiety so I understand somewhat how overwhelming it can be. We appreciate everything you do for us, including being transparent about what's been troubling you. 💙 Excited for your next ASMR as always! Take care of yourself!

Will be waiting. See you later💗

I'm glad you're able to share your feelings with us <3 You don't have to apologize for struggling, I understand 100%. Suffering from anxiety and panic attacks when things becoming overwhelming is all too familiar and when you need the time to process that you should have it! I know saying I never feel disappointed won't always come across but it's true, just knowing that you're improving is the most important thing. I'll always always always be here waiting for you when you're ready!! Menace love 💗

progress is almost never lineal, you'll get where you want to be so allowing yourself to trip in the meantime is really important. i'm on your side rooting for you!! 👊i'm glad you're focusing on taking care of yourself. i'll be more than happy to catch you live when you're ready. fightooo! <3

Take whatever time you need, we'll be warmly waiting and happy to spend time with you even if everything doesn't always go perfectly 💗

Take all the time you need. I hope the obvious outpouring of support here and everywhere else can ease your nerves at least a little. I know first hand that these issues are irrational, but please don't conflate struggling with your health as a personal failing. We love you, and that's unconditional

You have never disappointed me ever, but I understand how frustrating it can be to lose control of the one thing that brings you comfort. Your asmr is really special to me and I’m glad it’s been able to help you too. I can’t imagine how hard things have been without a proper coping mechanism. I’m sorry things have been so difficult with irl things. I wish I could comfort you the same way you have for me. We are all here for you. We care about you so much and you have made our lives so much brighter. Take what time you need and be gentle with yourself. Let’s both keep doing our best. It’ll all be okay 💕 I miss you and am looking forward to spending time with you when you’re ready

You've been through a lot just these past few months. Please take the time you need to get better. We'll always be here for you, and ready to welcome you back 💙💙💙

Please take any time you need, your health always comes first! 💙

It's completely understandable, it's gotta be incredibly frustrating that forces outside your control are taking away one of your comforts. I hope you're feeling a bit better now, you really are a very kind and sweet person and don't deserve all this stress and anxiety. See you Sunday 💗💗💗

No worries at all Menace been dealing with a lot and I know health stuff make anxiety Spike it really sucks take all the time you need feel better 🫂💗💗💗 see you Sundayand hope you feel better you have never disappointed me you don't need to apologize we see and appreciate all the effort you put in for us 💗