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November 3, 2020

I bought 200 more vintage sewing patterns...

Hello everyone!

This video is a continuation of a previous, MASSIVE vintage pattern estate haul. It was filmed over a month ago but I’ve been slow with editing.

I think today is going to be a stressful and potentially scary day for anyone in the US who is remotely concerned or effected by politics - and potentially worrying for anyone outside the US who is effected by our president too. I can’t do much about that, but here is an hour of talking about patterns that maybe some of you can use to escape it for a bit!

Also - I setup a coupon code, UNICORN15 for my Etsy shop that all of you, my wonderful patrons can use to get 15% off your orders of $10 or more. It will run for the next 30 days. You can enter it at checkout, or shop through this link: https://www.etsy.com/shop/countedandcurated?coupon=UNICORN15 

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On a separate note, I have some personally devastating news. My dachshund, and my best friend, Guinevere had to be put down yesterday morning. She had some health complications a few months back that I touched on, but she had been doing really well up until Sunday.

She suddenly lost mobility in her back legs and showed signs of neurological issues as well. After an emergency vet visit and a horrible night I made the decision to have her euthanized on Monday morning. It was very peaceful, and up until Sunday night her life was as full and happy as ever.

Not to be dramatic, but Guin was literally what got me out of bed every morning (she insisted on being fed at 7:30). And she was a bright spot in every day. I don’t have a lot of friends, and certainly not the type I can call in the middle of the night or cry to. But I always had her. She was with me for half my life, and my closest confidant for the last quarter when my personal life and mental health started to deteriorate.

She was very dependent on me - if I left the room even for a few minutes she would whine or bark. It probably wasn’t healthy, but her dependence on me motivated me to keep going even when things were rough because I knew she needed me to be there. She had a place in my sewing room, a place in my bed, a place by my side and will always have a place in my heart. Though all of those things feel quite empty without her right now.

I’ve been lucky enough not to lose anyone so close to me before, and I’m not sure how the next few weeks and months will go. I could see taking solace in the distraction work provides or being too upset to focus at all. If the latter is the case I will skip this month so no one is charged.

Thank you for your support and hopefully I will talk to all of you soon.

Angela

I bought 200 more vintage sewing patterns... | 1930s - 1960s Sewing Pattern Haul (YouTube)

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Lorri Baxter · December 14, 2020

So sorry for your loss. I have two dachshunds (Frankie and Zwiegle). The loss of a pet is devastating but be strong with thoughts of the good times.

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Leslie Soo · November 23, 2020

Big hugs.

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Sheila Gustafson · November 8, 2020

big hugs.

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Sheila Gustafson · November 8, 2020

Aww bigs . You are an amazing person, and I am sure your fur baby is looking down on you with happiness. My thoughts are with you. I can’t begin to understand your sadness, but I have been there. Please take care of yourself. Love from Winnipeg 💕🇨🇦

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Cass · November 6, 2020

Oh no, I'm so sorry... ;n; I lost my goober after 16 years and even though I knew it was inevitable, I still wasn't ready for it and probably never would've been. I looked forward to seeing Guin as much as seeing you in your videos and enjoyed the bits you shared with updates or photos. She was very well loved in life and remains with you in your life for her even now. I hope you think of a time when she made you smile or laugh. If you do, I hope you'll share it so we can smile or laugh with you. Big hugs and best wishes.<3

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Laura Kane · November 5, 2020

You and Guin have been on my mind for the last two days. I am hoping you have been able to seek comfort and peace with your loved ones in this very difficult time. Wishing you and your family all of the best <3

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Hope Shinn · November 5, 2020

I'm so sorry for your loss of Guin. It's so hard losing our best friends, furry or human. Sending you much love <3

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Cheryl McGowan · November 5, 2020

Deepest sympathy on losing your wonderful friend. Mere words are little comfort, perhaps, but I'm thinking of you during this difficult time.

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Hilary R. · November 5, 2020

Hi Angela - I'm so sorry that you lost Guin. Dogs are family and friends and companions. They have so much love to give and they are so easy to love. I hope that you are able to take care of yourself (as I'm sure she would have wanted) and treasure her memory (which I'm sure will be easy to do). I hope there's a little comfort in her being free of pain now and I hope with time, you'd consider another four-legged companion. Thinking of you and Guin and the wonder of dog friends.

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Mh Swen · November 5, 2020

We had a dachshund who had a very similar condition. He had some back problems and then he just couldn't walk. We had to put him down on New Year's Eve. It will get better with time. Now every New Year's Eve I remember all the times we shared and we toast to him. Take care and focus on the joy she brought you and may God bless you and your family.

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Meaghan van Loenen · November 5, 2020

I'm sorry for your loss. Also, just a small thing: Du Barry, as Madame Du Barry (mistress of Louis XV of France) would be pronounced "doo-bar-ee". I don't mean to nitpick, I just noticed that you pronounce it like dewberry.

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Susanne Mallmann · November 5, 2020

Actually, in French it is pronounced like "do bar-ree". https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n5fpcNqJpZ0

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Ariel · November 5, 2020

I'm so so sorry for your loss. It's absolutely devastating.

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Inlustris · November 4, 2020

Sending you love and condolences. Take all the time you need to recover. Guin was special and I could see how deeply you loved her and how deeply she loved you. <3

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I · November 4, 2020

I’m so sorry to hear about your loss. One of the cats born in our home died last year from a heart defect. It doesn’t matter if the decision comes fast over a period of time or if it’s sudden, it hurts so much. She had a loving home with you and I hope that is some solace

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Hysteria · November 4, 2020

Dear Angela, I feel so sorry for your loss. But keep in mind that Giun had the best life she could ever have with you. You changed it for the better. You mattered so much to her and she to you and you made her life the best she could ever have and I believe she couldn't be any happier with someone else. I guess this is to early so just keep in mind when you kind of feel ready that there is another dog out there you will have the greatest impact in its life when you choose so. Not as any replacement noone can ever replace those we love(d) but to give and receice so much love you can ever dream of. And to mend your heart a little bit. I'm sending you virtual hugs and strength from over the pond.

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Carolyn O'Brien · November 4, 2020

I'm so sorry to hear about Guin. I wish you all the strength for this challenging time and cherishing the wonderful memories you had with her.

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Harko · November 4, 2020

I’m very sorry for the loss of Guin. Wishing you all the strength you need, take care!

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Rhonda O'Dea · November 4, 2020

Oh I am so sorry for your loss, Angela. I know that no words can help. I'm sure your Patrons will understand if this time is just too difficult to be able to make any content. Please know that you have support here, with your fam-friends who are your Patrons. I always loved seeing the snaps of Guin. Such a cutie! Yes, she will be sadly missed. Sending hugs and comfort vibes. x

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Monica Leary · November 4, 2020

I know no words can really help at the moment, but I just wanted to say how sorry I am for your loss. I hope it gives you comfort that Guin was so loved by you and by so many others. Sending hugs 💜💜💜

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Ferret · November 4, 2020

I'm so very sorry for your loss, Angela. I know what it's like to lose a furry member of the family. I'm sure she loved you and that you gave her a great life. She'll be wagging her tail all the way across the rainbow bridge.

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Anne-Marie Rufiange · November 4, 2020

I'm so sorry about Guin ❤️ much love from far away ox

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Tori Savage · November 3, 2020

I'm so so sorry. I'm sending lots of hugs your way. 💜 Guin was a wonderful pup and I'm sure she'd want you to take care of yourself; whichever way you can. Take your time and know it does get easier as time goes on.

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Vikki Davina · November 3, 2020

Guin was lucky to have a human who tended to her every need. As a long time pet owner I know that they become our everything. You letting go when it was her time is a beautiful gift to her. I had to do the same for my dog Sheena, from my teen years through my twenties, after 14 years together (high school grad, a marriage, and a divorce)...I still mourn. ...my 16 year old, Gracie, a few years ago, and our Smellie Ellie last year. We have cremated remains in beautiful boxes. (Weird, I know.) It never gets easier, even though it always feels like the right thing to do. ♥️ The Hubs brought home two Frenchie puppies in March. They are spoiled rotten.

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Peggy Riordan · November 3, 2020

I'm so sorry about the loss of Guin from your life. It's an awful pain to go through. We lost our fur baby a few months ago and still mourn the loss. It takes time to learn to cope with loss, so go at your own pace. Sending prayers for Guin, you and your family.

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April Bailey · November 3, 2020

I am so sorry for your loss. You did the best thing you could for her by not letting her suffer. I wish we could do the same for our human loved ones.

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ArielHerself · November 3, 2020

I am so sorry for your loss. This must be so hard for you. Losing a pet, friend, and confidant is so difficult. I am sending you lots of good thoughts and love.

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Vicky A. H. · November 3, 2020

I am so sorry... I know how hard it is. But she lived well and was loved, and that's something to be happy for. I send you a big hug and my best wishes!

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Aleksandra Sandstrom · November 3, 2020

Oh Angela, I am so so sorry for your loss. Thinking of you and hoping you are taking care of yourself as best you can. <3

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HC · November 3, 2020

also you should make up a pretty dress from hollywood pattern number 1 ( first one shown in the video)

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HC · November 3, 2020

i send a hug and a light in the darkness, I hope to send you a small smile. Passing back the strength you once passed to me, :P it seems like you could use it. I hope this brightens your day alittle. It is hard.

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Rebecca Clayson · November 3, 2020

*internet hugs* Unfortunately I understand on multiple levels. Know that everyone who watches your videos are also grieving Guin's loss with you

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Susanne Mallmann · November 3, 2020

Oh dear Angela, I am so sorry for your loss. It is so hard to lose a friend that is so close to you. She had a wonderful life next to you and she knew she could depend on you. Of course she would whine if you were not there. She loved you just as much as you did her. Take your time. She will always have a place in your big heart. If I could, I would send you a huge hug and try to console you. Lots of hugs from the Netherlands

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Rebekah · November 3, 2020

I am so sorry to hear about Guin! I always enjoyed seeing her in your videos! Losing a pet is like losing a family member, especially if they've been everything to you. She was a very lucky dog to have someone like you giving her such a good life.

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Foggy Hedgehog · November 3, 2020

Hi Angela, so so sorry to hear about Guin. I was in a similar position last year and while the choice to say goodbye to Nigel was the right one, it was still an incredibly hard choice and I felt that a big part of me had been torn away. I'm sending you lots of hugs and warm thoughts to get you through the tough times. Please take the time you need to take care of yourself and know that it does get easier with time. Lots of love from Maryland.

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Ashlee Roberts-Houck · November 3, 2020

I know how difficult it is to lose a fur baby. We recently had to have our 7 month old kitten put to sleep also. He such a sweet little cuddle bug. Having projects to work on does provide a good distraction and helps take my mind off of things. Best wishes my friend ❤️

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Angela Platts · November 3, 2020

The week we lost our Springer, Ben a couple of years ago I was unexpectedly thrown into the deep end at work covering for a wardrobe mistress working on a live stage show. I was heartbroken but found the work helped me get through the week. Work as a distraction can help, but just do what feels right for you and take care of yourself. Sending love from one Angela to another. xxx

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Dana Riggle · November 3, 2020

I'm so sorry. I'll miss seeing her in your videos

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Danny · November 3, 2020

I lost my puppy shadowpaw earlier in the year and it was devastating. Unfortunately, I had classes and a lot of work and I couldn’t take the time to grieve her properly. I still haven’t. Please give yourself some time. It’s hard to lose a best friend, but it’s even harder when you can can’t grieve their loss. Best wishes, Angela, Guin is happy on her side of the rainbow bridge.

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Joburritto · November 3, 2020

I am so sorry for the loss of your companion. I understand how terrible that pain is in part from my own experiences. I loved seeing her appear in your videos and she was a bright spot. I am thankful you shared her with us and she had a wonderful life with you. Sending love and peace your way.