Unwanted

The most unwanted feeling is to feel unwanted.

Life is about accepting one another, but also about rejection.

In my experience as a model I dealt with more rejection, than I wanted. The feeling of not being enough - not being good enough, skinny enough, pretty enough, special enough.

It can make you feel unwanted.

Growing up I was confident, but at some point a change happened and I just never felt like I was enough. I felt unwanted cause i hadn’t met my people yet and I wasn’t fully living my passion. It wasn’t like a constant thought, but more like a sudden tug from time to time.

I still not know how to deal with rejection at all times. It still affects me and makes me sad, which I guess is pretty normal. Normally I just go ride a horse or go for a run, I try to focus on what I need to do and what I have accomplished already. I am sure in some ways it will make sense and will let me choose the right way.