I feel like I am waiting for someone ..
Your thoughts sometimes may wonder around the topic or also called fear of ending up “alone”. What would be wrong with that?
Don’t we come on this earth alone? Don’t we leave it alone anyway?
I know what you mean, when you say you don’t want to be alone cause my fear used to be that too. I had attachment issues and therefore wasn’t sure if I would be able to find someone, not knowing I already had everything. Cause I’m solitude there is grace and being alone doesn’t mean loneliness.
After my period of being afraid of being alone (even though I actively didn’t want any romantic relationship or were seeking for it) there was the period of protecting my peace so much, that I realized I hadn’t many friends nor any romance in my life left.
Don’t get me wrong I still had a handful of sisters and brothers (metaphorical) and my horses, but most of the time I would be alone.
One thing I learned during the past 2 years is, that this is what’s good for me. This is what’s right.
I love meeting new people and different people, but I won’t call them friends right away.
My mom said you need a handful of friends and I say you need a horse…
Most of my life I was single and honestly I don’t regret it cause “you don’t need someone to do x or y”
You can do anything you want because all you ever need is inside you. You need to be happy on your own to be able to share the cake.
To be loved is to love yourself first.
If you want to do something, do it even though you are afraid.
The right people will let you go and will support you.
Life is about growth, if you stop growing you stop living.
What helps if you feel that way?
- write down your thoughts
- go for a walk without music or any distraction to be with your thoughts
- go to water (ocean, lake, river) it’s scientifically proven it helps creativity and problem solving
- move your body cause from back in the days your mind will think it’s getting away from the fear and will call down naturally
- laugh cause your brain will produce endorphins
- don’t over socialize
- attract and don’t chase
- we are all energy and frequency so do things that make you happy so you will attract happiness