TKSSS:STA — Chapter 45 - 46: Kindness and Backbone
Rukia tucked her textbook under her arm and bounded down the stone steps in front of the teaching building two at a time.
She was in a good mood today. In the morning's Kidō practical class, she had successfully released Red Fire Cannon with incantation abandonment for the very first time. The power was only enough to scorch a small patch of the target black, but the Kidō instructor had actually called her out by name, a rare thing, and said she had made "great progress."
As she cut through the shade of the old pines in the courtyard, Renji caught up from behind, thick eyebrows knotted, chewing on something.
"Did someone steal your soul? You run over there every single day." His tone carried unmistakable displeasure. "Just who is that guy in plain clothes, anyway? You don't even know his name, and you still go to his lessons every day."
"His understanding of Red Fire Cannon and Sōkatsui is incredible!" Rukia turned around and walked backward, eyes lit up.
"The Reiatsu-gathering technique he taught me last time — I tried it in practical class today, and it actually worked. The teacher even praised me. Renji, you should come learn too. That Red Fire Cannon of yours—"
"No." Renji cut her off, expression darkening.
He remembered the disaster of his last attempt on the training ground, the fireball exploded at his fingertips before it even fully formed, singeing off a chunk of his eyebrow. Kira, standing next to him, had immediately pretended not to notice. Momo Hinamori, on the other hand, had earnestly offered several words of comfort, something along the lines of "at least you're very brave", which somehow stung worse.
His feelings toward Kidō could be summed up in a single word: hatred.
"His methods aren't for me. I'll go practice my Zanjutsu." He turned and walked toward the training ground, raising one hand in a lazy wave goodbye.
Rukia watched him go, the smile still sitting at the corners of her mouth. She turned back around and kept walking toward the old pine tree, her steps a little quicker than before.
Seijūrō sat beneath the old pine, back resting against the rough bark, casually sketching a Kidō structural diagram on the ground with a piece of chalk. He looked up at the sound of footsteps.
"Good mood today."
"The teacher praised me in practical class!" Rukia sat down across from him on the ground and spread her textbook open. "I used the method you taught me last time — gathering the Reiatsu half an inch in front of the fingertip instead of on the fingertip itself. Red Fire Cannon formed so much faster."
"Forming quickly is good. But what happens after it forms?" Seijūrō spun the chalk between his fingers. "When you practiced last time, the fireball scattered the moment it launched. All the force was spent at the instant of release, with no sustained Reiatsu driving it forward. Against an opponent whose Reiatsu is stronger than yours, that kind of fireball won't even dent their defensive barrier."
He drew a simple arrow on the ground, pointing from "Launch" to "Impact," and added several small circles along the shaft.
"Red Fire Cannon isn't throwing a stone. Once a stone leaves your hand, it's out of your control. But with Kidō, your Reiatsu is pushing it from launch all the way to impact. If you only put force into that initial burst, the fireball coasts on inertia for the second half of its flight and falls apart the moment it hits any resistance. What actually drives the fireball into its target is your sustained intent. The launch is the starting line. The hit is the finish. After the fireball leaves your hand, you keep pushing it — all the way until it explodes against whatever you want it to destroy."
Rukia stared at the small circles on the gravel for a moment, brow creasing. Then she raised her finger toward a wooden post at the edge of the training ground and closed her eyes. A fireball formed at her fingertip and shot out. It flew fast at first, but visibly lost speed halfway, and hit the post with nothing more than a small burst of sparks. The post didn't even sway.
"Your intent slipped halfway." Seijūrō said. "It wasn't a lack of Reiatsu, before the fireball even connected, you started wondering whether it would hit. The moment your intent slipped, the Reiatsu cut off. Again."
Rukia bit her lower lip and gathered her Reiatsu again. This time, the Red Fire Cannon struck the post squarely, and a clear ring of scorch marks appeared across the wood. She lowered her finger, wiped the sweat from her temple with her sleeve, and turned to look at Seijūrō, waiting.
Seijūrō nodded.
Rukia smiled, then caught it and reined it back, replacing it with something more composed.
"Teacher. I have another question. Not about Kidō." She settled down beside him, textbook hugged to her knees. "After practical class today, people in class said I'm the Kuchiki Clan's adopted daughter, so I get private Kidō tutoring. That's the only reason I'm improving. They said the Kuchikis have connections in the Gotei 13, and that's how I get special treatment. I didn't know what to say back. Renji heard it and slammed the desk and got into it with them immediately."
Seijūrō didn't answer right away. He turned his gaze toward the old pines across the courtyard, their needles shifting softly in the breeze. Chalk dust drifted from his fingers and settled on the gravel.
"Did it make you angry?"
"A little. Not because they said I got special treatment. Because they made everything you taught me sound like I just walked in through the back door."
"Then practice your Red Fire Cannon until you're first in the whole class. What others say doesn't matter. What matters is that the Kidō in your hands is real. People saying you rely on connections, that's their story to tell. The scorch marks your Red Fire Cannon leaves on that post, that's yours. What others think is their business. But if you stop training because of it, you're punishing yourself for their mistake."
"I don't know how to argue, though. Renji says arguing is all about being loud. But every time I want to say something, I think about whether it'll hurt the other person, and then the words just get stuck."
"Not wanting to hurt others isn't a bad thing. But thinking too much for others can make you forget to think for yourself. You don't need to become Renji. What you need is not to be dragged along by other people's dismissal when they dismiss you. Thinking for others is kindness. Thinking for yourself is backbone. You need both, you can't hold onto kindness while having no backbone, and you can't have backbone while forgetting kindness."
Rukia stared at the chalk dust scattered across the ground by the wind. She thought of Hisana, that frail woman she'd only glimpsed a handful of times through a folding screen, who had never once spoken to her.
Every time she went to her elder brother and asked, "Why doesn't Sister want to see me?" Byakuya would only say, "Her health is poor."
She had always told herself it was because her background was too low. That she didn't yet understand the Kuchiki Clan's rules well enough. That she wasn't qualified to stand before that screen.
Wind moved through the courtyard. The pine needles rustled.
"If one day I have that backbone," she said, "maybe I'll finally be able to face the people I never dared to face before." She lifted the textbook from her knees and held it to her chest, stood up, and bowed to Seijūrō. "I'll head back. Tomorrow I'll finish my Red Fire Cannon practice."
Seijūrō nodded, watching her figure disappear around the corner of the courtyard. She followed the path toward the academy gates, and as she passed the calligraphy classroom, the air rich with the scent of ink, she nearly walked into a tall, slender man with brown hair and glasses who was stepping out at an unhurried pace.
Rukia immediately brought her textbook to her chest and bowed in greeting. The man offered a gentle smile and nodded, telling her in that easy, elder-like way that the hour was getting late and she should head home soon. Rukia answered and ran off toward the gates. Only after her figure vanished at the far end of the courtyard did Sōsuke Aizen walk over to the old pine tree, the hem of his Squad 5 Captain's white haori drifting in the breeze. He sat down on the ground with the same impeccably composed posture he always kept.
"Teacher is giving her private lessons again." Aizen's tone was light, touched with a well-measured smile.
Seijūrō spun the chalk between his fingers and looked at him sideways. "What — jealous?"
"How could I be?" Aizen smiled. That signature smile of his, gentle and harmless. Then his gaze drifted past the courtyard and settled on the corner where Rukia had disappeared. The curve of his lips stayed exactly where it was. But something in the depths of his eyes had shifted. It wasn't anger. It wasn't jealousy. It wasn't even scrutiny. It was the look of a child crouching over an anthill by the road, picking out the exact ant he intends to crush.
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At the same moment, on the eastern edge of Rukongai, outside an abandoned warehouse.
Emiri Tsunayashiro stood on the gravel, surrounded by a scattered sprawl of burly figures in Shihakushō. Some clutched their arms. Some had curled in at the waist. Some had already gone still, white foam seeping from the corners of their mouths. Emiri recognized the squad insignias on their uniforms, the crest of one of the Gotei 13 divisions. These weren't ordinary foot soldiers. They were active seated officers, core vanguard. Several of them were built like walls, but they lay across the ground like puppets with their joints torn out. The air carried the cloying sweet smell of blood mixed with the burnt residue of Kidō discharge.
The last one still alive knelt on the ground. She was a tall female Shinigami, broad-shouldered, arms thick with muscle, her Shihakushō scorched through in several places by Reishi. Her jaw was square, her eyebrows heavy, her short hair plastered to her forehead with sweat. Under other circumstances the fierce set of her face might have been imposing. Right now it was just terrified. Bruises covered her face in patches of black and purple. Blood still ran from the corner of her mouth. Her shoulder had taken a heavy blow redirected from someone else, and she couldn't lift half that arm. A single round bead of blood clung to the tip of Emiri's folding fan, sliding slowly down along the brushstrokes of the inked landscape. He walked up to her and pressed the fan's handle against her throat. She went completely still, her windpipe against the fan's rib, not daring even to swallow.
"If I let you go, will you report this?"
"No! I would never say anything! Not a single word about today, I swear it!" She braced her good hand against the gravel and pushed herself backward, not even noticing as the rough stone tore open her knees.
Emiri tilted his head and studied her for a moment. He spun the fan once through his fingers and tucked it back at his hip. The female Shinigami froze for half a second. Then she scrambled up off the ground and bolted for the warehouse entrance, stumbling and half-crawling. Her footsteps crashed through gravel and weeds. Each step carried her farther from the warehouse. Farther from that green-haired devil. She could feel the night wind cold against the back of her neck. Alive. She was still alive.
Then her vision blurred.
Something at the base of her skull gave way, a precise, miniature detonation, like an armor-piercing round going off inside her cervical vertebrae. Her consciousness cut out mid-stride. Her body ran two more steps on its own before she pitched forward into the grass, the back of her skull caved in around a fist-sized crater of blood. It seeped into the crevices between the gravel stones and into the earth beneath, and went cold quickly.
Emiri stood outside the warehouse and slowly unfolded his fan. He watched the last drop of blood finish its slide off the edge and fall onto the gravel, spreading into a small, unremarkable smear of dark red. He turned the fan through a few more slow arcs in his palm.
"Why is everyone the same?" The words barely made a sound.
He folded the fan and began working through the scene. What needed burning, he burned with Hadō. What needed concealing, he covered the Reiatsu traces with Bakudō. Unhurried. Methodical. The same way a man might dust the shelves in his own office.
In the night sky above the warehouse, a waning crescent moon hung alone among the branches of a dead tree. Farther off, atop an abandoned water tower, Kaname Tōsen stood in the structure's shadow. His deep purple natural curls drifted in the night wind. Those sightless, pure-white eyes held fixed on the direction of the warehouse for a long time.
Then he turned and stepped behind the tower, folding into the dark.
➤ Next: Kotobabachi
Chapter 45 - Kotobabachi
In the Squad Five Captain's office, Aizen sat at his writing desk with a calligraphy brush in hand. He was correcting student homework from the Shin'ō Academy calligraphy class, circling brushstrokes in red ink on each sheet of rice paper with methodical care, his posture unhurried and composed, as though whatever storm was brewing outside in the Seireitei had nothing to do with him.
Gin Ichimaru leaned against the window frame, his short silver-gray hair stirring in the breeze.
Kaname Tōsen stood before the desk, the knuckles of his clenched fists white at his sides.
"Lord Aizen, Emiri Tsunayashiro must be eliminated as soon as possible." Tōsen kept his voice low, but every word sounded like it had been forced up through his throat. "Last night, outside the East District warehouse, he killed several active Shinigami in succession — including a number of seated officers. After he finished cleaning up the scene, every single Reishi sample we had extracted through those men was destroyed along with it."
Aizen did not look up. He kept marking the rice paper.
"You've been coming to see me too often lately, Kaname."
Tōsen pressed his lips together.
"Gin as well. Both of you need to keep a lower profile for now. Less contact with me."
Gin turned his head from the window and raised both hands in a lazy gesture of surrender, still smiling.
"That's unfair, Captain Aizen. Lately I've either been sleeping or staring at the ceiling — but Tōsen isn't wrong. That Emiri silences witnesses fast and cleanly. His methods don't look like a first attempt. And he's Tsunayashiro clan, noble connections run deep on that side."
Tōsen stepped forward, his voice carrying a fury he couldn't quite hold back.
"It isn't just a technical problem! He interrogated those seated officers who extracted souls for our experiments one by one, and then he executed them, all while declaring the evidence was conclusive and they deserved it. A lapdog of the Tsunayashiro clan, wearing the face of a champion of justice to pass judgment on my people."
Aizen finally set down his brush. The same gentleness as always sat in his eyes, but Tōsen knew the weight of silence behind it. He stopped talking immediately.
A moment passed before Aizen spoke.
"The plan is close to ready. A little more time and it can be set in motion. As for Emiri Tsunayashiro, if he loves cleaning house, let him clean. Those seated officers were only ever disposable pieces, used to gather Reishi samples for the Hollowfication experiments in the early stages. The soul Reishi collection is complete. The experiments have no more use for them in Rukongai. He cleared away the last batch of pawns for us. If anything, he saved us the trouble."
A faint amusement surfaced in Aizen's voice. Not directed at Tōsen. He was savoring a move on a board whose outcome was already decided.
"Besides, I've already found a suitable candidate for the next step. Rukia Kuchiki."
Gin tilted his head. Tōsen was silent for a long moment, then slowly unclenched his fists.
"...I understand. I won't come to see you again for now."
Gin hopped down from the windowsill. As he drifted past the desk, he tossed out a stray remark: "That green-haired Vice Kidō Commander, during the interrogations, he apparently went down the line pointing that fan at each of those seated officers one by one. I do wonder what kind of ability he keeps hidden behind it." Then he strolled out of the captain's office, as unhurried as ever.
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The Kidō Corps headquarters.
The door to the Grand Kidō Chief's office pushed open from the inside, and Emiri Tsunayashiro walked out. His long green hair swayed lightly against his shoulders. The folding fan that never left his side was tucked at his waist, and his expression held its usual languid ease. Only the knuckles of the hand resting near the fan were flushed red, not injury. The kind of flush that lingers after forcing down a surge of excitement, the capillaries not quite back to normal yet. He stood in the doorway for a few seconds, then turned down the corridor toward his own office.
He had just rounded the corner when his guard fell in beside him, voice dropped low and urgent.
"Vice Kidō Commander! Are you all right? Did the Grand Kidō Chief make things difficult for you? I was listening from outside just now, and I heard,"
"He said he's going to report everything I did, down to the last detail," Emiri said.
The guard's face collapsed. "Th — then what do we do? Should we call on the Tsunayashiro family's connections —"
"His report endorses my actions."
The guard stopped.
Emiri kept walking. At some point he had already opened his fan, raising it to cover the lower half of his face. Above the fan's edge, his peach-blossom eyes caught the light, bright and unguarded, nothing like the cold executioner who had walked out of that office moments ago.
"He approved of me. What I did, the people I killed, every reason I gave, he approved of all of it. That feels so good."
The guard opened his mouth and closed it again. He had no idea what to say. He quickened his pace to keep up.
Emiri said nothing more. He lifted the fan a little higher, covering the corners of his eyes. He couldn't talk right now. He couldn't turn back and look at that closed door. Because he was afraid of what he might do if he did, something undignified, like walking back in to request overtime on the spot.
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That night, Emiri sat alone at the desk in the Vice Kidō Commander's office, turning the folding fan in his hand. Outside the window, moonlight shifted over the landscape painted on the fan's surface, brightening and dimming in turns.
He spun it around and around. Then he stopped.
This was the first time anyone had acknowledged him. Not as a pawn of the Tsunayashiro clan. Not as an informant the nobles had planted inside the Kidō Corps. Not as a viper in elegant clothing. As a person who had done the right thing.
He snapped the fan shut and set it on the edge of the desk. Then, alone in that empty office, he smiled.
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The Tsunayashiro clan had once stood at the head of the Five Great Noble Families. Oldest bloodline in Soul Society. Most expansive family tree. Coldest childhoods.
Emiri's mother was a concubine's daughter from a branch family, ranked far down the genealogy, her name a footnote, a collateral line barely worth a single brushstroke.
His father never remembered his name. Every year at the clan's ritual ceremonies, Emiri was placed in the very last row. The direct-line children looked at him the way they looked at the stone lanterns in the courtyard, present, but not worth noticing.
The only person who was ever kind to him was his elder half-sister.
She was also born of a concubine, three years older than him, with the same long green hair. When she smiled, her eyes curved like crescent moons. She saved her sweets for him. In winter, when his hands and feet went numb with cold, she tucked him into the kotatsu. When the others called him a "useless illegitimate child," she stepped in front of him and took their fists with her smaller body.
She was the only light he had in the Tsunayashiro clan.
Emiri was still very young when it happened. His sister caught a fever. Not a Hollow attack. Not Reiatsu loss. An ordinary fever, the kind that could have been treated in Rukongai without a second thought.
He knelt before the clan head and kowtowed until his forehead split open, begging for her life.
The clan head sent people with medicine and had her taken to Squad Four. She died anyway.
He found out later that the clan head's messenger had sat on his hands for hours before moving, because that day, the clan head was entertaining Grand Kidō Chief Mahiru Tokito.
The Tsunayashiro clan could not afford to snub a Sage of Central 46. They certainly could not afford to slight the Grand Kidō Chief who held authority over the barriers. The life of a concubine's daughter from a branch family was not worth letting the head of the noble families lose face in front of the Kidō Corps.
After his sister died, Emiri did not cry.
He pressed her name into his heart. He carved Mahiru Tokito's name into his bones. And then he survived the only way the Tsunayashiro clan had ever taught him, he learned to smile. Learned to grow up unnoticed in the back row. Learned that when the direct heirs came for him, the answer wasn't to fight back but to sidestep, still smiling. Learned to keep his head down at rituals and stay in the last row. Learned to become, in everyone's eyes, an obedient and harmless snake that didn't bite.
He was waiting. Waiting for a chance to drag Mahiru Tokito down from the position of Grand Kidō Chief.
Then he found Seijūrō.
By the time that news began circulating within the Tsunayashiro clan, Emiri had already been watching from the shadows for a long time, watching Seijūrō track down barrier loopholes, watching him work through decades of documents and inspections and careful maneuvering around Mahiru Tokito, stitching the net shut one stitch at a time with nothing but silence and patience. He watched him corner Mahiru Tokito inside an abandoned node and force a confession. He watched him quietly rebuild the Kidō Corps in the aftermath.
It was the first time Emiri understood that justice didn't need a loud voice. Didn't need authority. Didn't need noble blood. It only needed one person willing to walk through the mud for decades.
He wanted to stand beside that person.
So he did something he had refused to do his entire life. He used the Tsunayashiro clan's connections, those strings he had spent years pretending didn't exist, to place himself directly into the position of Vice Kidō Commander. Not for the nobility's benefit. Not for power. Only to stand beside that man and watch how justice got done, one step at a time. And then, if he was lucky, to become the sharpest blade in that man's hand.
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Disclosable Information:
Zanpakutō: Enbatsu
Shikai Release Command: Swear, Enbatsu.
Ability: The pattern on the fan's surface appears different to every person who looks at it, a reflection of their own inner self. When an opponent makes any subjective statement about their own future, the fan records those words as a pledge. Once the opponent's actions diverge from that pledge, the fan inflicts punishment proportional to the degree of deviation, ranging from Reiatsu backlash at the mild end to instant death at the most severe. The more specific and absolute the pledge, the greater the cost of breaking it. The vaguer the pledge, the lighter the punishment. Against an enemy's boasts, curses, or battle-rage declarations, the blade is lethal. Against opponents who say nothing, it has little to work with.
The blade is a projection of Emiri's obsession with oaths. He grew up inside a family built on false promises, his father swore he would remember his name, the clan head swore he would save his sister, Mahiru Tokito swore the Kidō Corps would uphold the law impartially. Every single promise came to nothing. So his Zanpakutō does one thing: it makes people answer for their words.
➤ Next: Two Paths — Face to Face
