Chapter 4, Part 6

jay is so so pretty in the last frame

hello they still don't load 😪😔😔

​Great chapter! However, the pages after page 4 appear blurred and won't load for me. Is this due to a tier restriction, or was there a glitch during upload? Thanks🥲

Oh my god his dad is gonna die from the stress hahah

Hello ! Just wanted to say that i joined your patreon out of curiosity cause i like your art and i didn't know i would find the full comic there. But i fell in love with it yesterday and now i can't wait to see the next chapter 😊

I can't see more than first three images. Someone knows why? 🥺🥺🥺 Apologies for my english

FINALLY I CAN HAVE THE SUSCRIPTION AGAIN 😭🎉 Poor Adil and his family in general. His father having to be on high alert all the time, taking care of his sons, his little brother sick, and him having to keep a low profile for his own safety :( And Jay maybe getting involved in all this without realizing it 🥀

JAY😭

oh noooooo 😭😭😭

I hate that he just wants a normal life and can’t have it cause he’s caught up in his dad’s shenanigans 🥲🫩. He deserves to have a choice and I hope that he’ll eventually be able to stand up for himself. The prospect of people actually coming after him is so scary though because they could also hurt Jay so 😟!!! You got me on the edge of my seat Sasha. Thank you for all your hard work

How are you Sasha? :<

Had a short stay in the mental hospital and got my phone back to another part. Very grateful sasha!! Thank you!! 🩷

Is Adil wearing Jay's jacket from Ch 3 p 3? 👀

Adil my love

OMG

The last pic looks so funny

panel 12/13 is something I heard almost word-for-word from my father when he was alive, I even still have a letter written from him with walkie-talkie channel and safety instructions. it was shocking to come across and read here to such a verbatim, but the end piece is also so much of a shocking whiplash I really appreciated it LMAO needed the laugh 😂😭

I wouldn't want to leave my pink haired angel neither...

He never had a friend before, so he must have been feeling all this excitement like a child making a great friend for the first time, so I can not judge him. He was always in danger doing his father’s job, so I do understand him trying to keep a new exciting normal thing in his life!

my poor boi :’(

Jay: DON'T MOVE OR LIFT ANYTHING HEAVY CAUSE IM NOT GONNA RE STITCH IT!!! Adil: erm,,,,,, sorry i don't think i heard that the first time 😅

Are some pages supposed to be blured or my phone in broken :c

That explains the gun and such that jay finds later- he’s not running things,he’s being hunted :(

i love how colors get warmer when he's with jay

Adil puppy face on the last page.... irresistible. i love him!!! ❤❤❤😻

YESSS NEW CHAPTER PART🙏🏻THANK YOU SASHA🫰🏻

i know its been a while but i just wanted to say i hope youre doing better with your mental health and the medication your taking. i know its very personal, so i hope its not overstepping, but i have an idea on how hard it can be. Not to mention everything else going on in Ukraine. Your work ethic is very admirable, but i hope you feel you can take a break if needed. 🤍

is it just me or is the composition softer and lighter when adil is with jay 🥹

Same Jay. Same.

Adil: I'm legally bilnd

do the right thing adil put out a hit on chris and you will be reincarnated as a lotus flower

Jay is DONE 😭 when you give a patient instructions of what not to do and they take it as a to do list 😭

Oh no, he’s too into Jay. I hope this doesn’t end terribly

oh no another homoerotic bandage 😭👀😭

lol It was foolish of Adil's father to say they would leave the country before Adil himself had said what had happened 😭😭 My bro won't leave his pink-haired bfff behind Anyways this comic is making me tense and increasingly curious about how things will unfold because UUURGGHGHH Sasha writes this story so well I'm fascinated btw I signed up for Patreon today and was greeted with a brand new chapter!!!! I'm so happy ty

ADIL YOU HAD ONE JOB 😭😭 poor guy he heard leave the country (leave Jay) and said fuuuuuck that

poor jay LMAO

Hes stressing Jay ALL the way out. Stressing me out too to be fair.

Not Adil risking his life to stay with Jay 😭

YOOO the contrast in the cooler tones when Adils is with his dad compared the warmer tones as soon as he's around jay CHEF'S KISS !! 🧑‍🍳💖

I love them ❤️

UGAHHHHHHHH I FEEL TO MATERNAL TOWARDS HIM

Thank you so much for the new chapter, you’re single-handedly getting my through the days 💕

I went from “ooooh ahhhh intense omg” to “yeah Jay, I get that frustration” lmao

why do I feel like this is going to create more problems...

you just save my day thanks Sasha

I kinda get the feeling that his father worries SICK, and I'm the same type of person, so I can just feel his love language towards his son, he puts so much energy in him being safe....idk it might be my east european talking 🙂‍↕️💔

JAY IS SO DONE WITH HIM LMAO😭😭😭

I'm sat. 🧎‍♀️

Whenever Sasha posts it's the highlight of my day

Omg I love them so much!!! Adil not wanting to leave! Jay being soooo done with him 😂😂

YAYYYY!!

Adil: stay with Jay > personal health and safety

JAY'S FACE AHAHAHAHA beautiful as always absolutely stunning work, my favorite artist <3

Sasha. I appreciate so so much that you keep giving us all of this chapters and this art even when it's so so challenging for you. You are the completely best. And I cannot think in any other artist that I'd love to give all the possible support. You are a great woman. Thank you for everything. Sometimes in life your art has been everything for me. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

Adil's face when being scolded- MY BABYYYY AGH

bro has zero survival instinct

He is NOT going anywhere

This guys meet the concept of sharing clothes and let never let it go. I LOVE IT. LOVE IT

Adils expressions are so amazing! They are so complex and human, I can't stop looking at them!

Suffering the whole chapter and then the "sorry..." kinda made me laugh. Dunno how to feel.

Adil 😭😭😭 just tell him the truth, no man is worth this 😭😭😭 (although i know the story wouldnt work out otherwise...)

Enough w the toxic masculinity mr adil's dad 😮‍💨😮‍💨

Omg his father really piss me offfffff like why he don't work in that shi alone?? Why he have to involve his son in this if he knows is dangerous??? Do your things ALONE if you die you die alone don't put your son in danger aaaaaaaaaaa

Stressin jay out fr

im crying he had one rule to follow

I love the colors! How everything is blue and cold when Adil is with father and change warmer immidiately Jay apears

jay and the neverending torment of tending to a bleeding hot guy

now this is your eternal problem Jay🤝

his father cares so much but it's all so bitter at the same time knowing his care has to be riddled in illegal activity 😔😔

Jay be like ''urg he's such an idiot'' (and he's god damn right but not for the reasons he thinks)

Jay is so done 😭 Adils expression, pls Rustem, cut Adil some slack

YYYEEESSSSS BRUH TYSM

My poor baby 😭😭😭 lemme hug you, Adil 😭😭😭❤️❤️

HE'S WEARING JAY'S HOODIE AUGHHH 💔 ): he only just got a taste of a true friendship (and pure unadulterated yearning 😏) he doesnt want to go back to a life of loneliness 😭 thank you for the most scrumptious chapter update

also didn't expected ending to be this cute

I'm very into Adil's father's feelings... he acts like a tough doberman all the time but inside... it's just a scared father trying to protect his son the way he knows, might not be the best, for sure but... damn. 🥹

his look as he still helps through the pain as if its nothing 🥺 my baby, i just want to hug him

im glad adil at least have jay.. even if they barely know earch other rn😔 what would happen to him if he were all alone😣 my sweet child😭😭😭🫂

Oh my FUCKING GOD 😩😭 This story has me in a chokehold I swear!

And here i am thinkg i ate today🙏🏻🙏🏻

I know you’ve been working so hard for not just this chapter, but for the whole comic and your art in general. It turned out absolutely amazing and gorgeous as always ! Thank you for everything you do Sasha ! I hope you’re doing well 🫂🩷

Adil saying nothing cuz he doesn't wanna leave jay😭

Thank u so much for the new chapter!! I feel so bad for Adil, I hope he can find some peace next to Jay🥺💙💙

I LOVE I LOVE I LOVE

Adil knows what’s good for him… as in staying near Jay, not pulling his stitches.

Looking forward to the story and their relationship development 🥹✨

Getting fed while I'm at work??? Sasha loves me 🥱

OH MY GOSHHH

i was looking through your art today

Made my day

poor baby 😭

omg i was so happy to see this notification! may I ask how you design your characters’ faces, like their features? the way you draw scratches my brain and im just wondering about your process :D

adil wants to stay with his mannnnn 😭😭😭😭😭

Hahahah Jayyy😭😭 u can't get rid of Adil so easilyy😉

my boy Jay is TIRED 😭😭😭

I honestly thought I was late to see this chapter

Awww adil lied so he could stay 😭

ugh i can FEEL how everything is complicated in his mind right now TT and he just want to stay TT

risking his life so he can stay with jay😭😭😭

Made my day 10x better getting the notification for this 🤞

poor bb he wants to stay w the pink angel

YIPPIEEEE

I missed them sm I love them sm oh my god I'm gonna die

SASHA I MISSED YOUUU

JAY'S REACTION OMG 😭😭

Oh Adil. He doesn’t wanna leave Jay 😭

I was just thinking about this, it seems I've summoned Sasha, wow

no way this was posted RIGHT as i went on break omg

i was just looking through adil & jay art because i missed them then i got this notif 🥹 yippie!!!

Oh my god he’s so stupid

Yippee, more food!!!

Beautiful work as always

Adil doesn’t want to leave huh

YESSSSS

Jays so done w him im sobbing 😭

My shaylas

YEEEEEEEES NEW CHAPTER PART

the scream i let out

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS NEW CHAPTER 😭✌️

Meow meow

SCREAMING

OH MY DAYS