Chapter 3, Part 3

i dont know its my first time reading IM SCAREED

I'm rereading the comic for the hundredth time and oh... Sam's look... I can't

Curse chris😤

Do you know why most of the pics are blurred ?

Computer, blow up Chris

Half of the images are not loading, am I the only one?

Does anyone have any news about sasha? I dont have ig so i dont know if she has posted anything there. Hope she is ok and just need a break!!🫶🫶

i miss you, pls take care

Espero que esteja tudo bem sasha🩷

First time subbing and im so sad i didnt find your patreon sooner. I WILL be resubscribing next month. Much love! 🩷 thank you for inspiring me to pick up my own pencil again. :)))

Hope everything is ok sasha! We all love you and hope you’re doing okay ❤️

I hope everything is okay, Sasha. You've been gone for a long time

Hello Sasha, I wanted to share a thought I had recently (sorry if my English isn’t clear). I’ve been following your work and your art for a while, and just yesterday I discovered a band called Mayhem (you probably know them, I’m not sure). I realized that Jay looks a lot like the vocalist Pelle, and I wanted to ask: is it just a coincidence that Jay (before dyeing his hair) looks like Pelle? It’s probably just a coincidence, or maybe not—I just found it really interesting. That’s all. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR ART. (Oh it’s interesting because the lore of the band)

Hi Sasha! how often are the comic updates gonna be? Thank you for yor hard work!!🫶

We miss u🥹

common religious Polish mom prob hitting close to home for many 😭

Y'know, I kind of see blonde Jay and pink Jay as two different characters. That's why I love seeing blondie with Sam, because without Chris (and maybe the rest of that familial abuse) he would've probably stayed happy and healthy with him. Pink is different though, he's been through shit and needs someone who will support him, who needs him, and who will make him laugh. He needs a sweet and gentle person like Adil instead of the rough around the edges Sam. At least that's my view on it.

first time subbing to the patreon! i came from twitter from the whole “my life is yours” post a long while back and i’m so happy that you’re fulfilling comic work! i’m in the process of making comics for my boss and it brings me a lot of inspiration seeing you go at it ^^

I love Sam so much my shayla

IM SO HAPPYYYY I CAN FINALLY ENJOY ALL YOUR WORK :')

Amazing work as always. Your backgrounds are PHENOMENAL

textbook gaslighting 🫠

AHHHHH, the abuse is so on point for how these assholes talk oh my god. But the bit with Sam 😭

JAY MY SWEET BABY BOY NOOO

LAAAWWDDDD

Where did they send him the package and the letter? They don't know his address right?

sam looks so good with short hair 🙂‍↕️☝️ 👁️👄👁️

Is it me or the current Jay looks much skinnier than my blonde legend...? HAHA it's just something ab seeing this old Jay that gets my mind going.. there's something different ab him!! More confidence, I think he stopped taking care of himself that much after what happened with Chris....

I’m so. Exiteeeddd, I’m sad that all the parts feels fast, i need a thousand pages

CHRIS IF YOU DONT GO SOMEWHERE..

oh em gee I just noticed Jay has the same ear piercings Adil has here

Chris how about u shove your disgusting texts and your stupid phone uP YOUR NASTY A-

Chris catch me outside how bout that

OMG THE TEXTS IN GONNA COMMIT A CRIMEEEEE 🤬 Sam being the only one getting the weird vibes out of Chris…. 😣 I think I’ve never hated someone this much in a story, I need CHRIS DEAD 🗣️ ps. Do not show me Sam and Jay together like this anymore I’m weak and I feel Adil judging me behind me looking at me with those puppy eyes… feeling betrayed 😩 IM JUST HUMAN I SEE TWO MEN KISSING I GO ALL GOOEY

Chris meet me in a dark alley at 1 am I just wanna talk

OMG

When I getchu Chris, Chris when I getchu 😡😡

MY BABY

Chris is a piece of shit, no talk. I hope he will get what he’s truly deserves. дякую, Саша! чекаю наступну частину 🤍🫶🏻

Oh god those texts make me sick :’) Can’t wait to see what’s in store for Chris

I hope Chris gets whatever's coming to him and that he was one of the bodies in that room in chapter one

I wish jay and his mom met better people...

JAY IS SO BOLD PLS

god this chapter is absolutely gorgeous, the backgrounds took my breath away

WHY THEY LOOK SOOO GOOD OH MY GOD THE SEXUAL TENSION?????

Я не буду плакати потім, я краще зараз поплачу

Not Chris projecting onto Jay - "you don't do anything for free" like come on. I actually hate him so much 😭😭😭

i’m gonna lose it, seriously i hate that bastard so much it hurts

oh my babies…… i need to put chris on a cross and throw arrows at him at my leisure

the way im not sure if I ship Jay and Adil more than Jay and Sam

aw i love seeing jay and sam being cute together T^T

oh im bawling

ARUFHSGSHBSB

It infuriates me that Chris doesn't even begin to understand the gravity of his crime. He should be kicked in the ass to the farthest planet. He's a public danger.😾

I cried my eyes out, seeing Jay so alone with those huge buildings behind him, I wish I could hug him.💔😿

ohhhhhhhhhhh this is sooooo good

The detail pf the phone screen is so good😩😩

This is the most defined I’ve seen jays eyes..they’re usually black :(((

Lol the way his mom is worried about him struggling with money when Jay has TWO BALENCIAGA BAGS in the first pannel. You're absolutely girlbossing, Jay 💅💅

sasha. The way you draw these boys- I spent maybe 10 minutes staring at their hair and another ten on their expressions. Jay looks so healthy, and full, and the way you captured not just emotions, natural movement, and colors, but WARMTH and atmosphere in your drawings?? It’s incredible. Truly truly you are one of the most talented people I’ve ever seen

I love them so much I’m gonna scream

wow, metalhead blonde jay is so healthy looking. there’s so much light in his eyes and color to his skin so he really looks alive compared to pink haired jay

also i have to say how impressive your anatomy is. a lot of people struggle with making faces & face structures look different but you nail it sasha, and even the continuation of how everyone looks across chapters and panels is crazy impressive

he was so happy in the flashback oh lord. he looks so much more free, can we hit chris with a truck

I'm honestly eating up any samjay crumbs we get (also chris needs to die)

SAMMM JUST ONE CHANCEEE 😫😫

Jay used to glow and be so confident FUCKKKK I'M GONNA THROW UP

Chris tainted what was once a fine relationship between a father and son. CURSE YOU CHRIS!

Sasha, I love you so much 😩😩😩 your work is amazing, impecable, perfect ughhhh I'm DYING 😭😭😭😭

Thinking Chris murder thoughts what’s new

It’s horrible to see how Jay’s trust was broken in such a horrible way. I want only the best for him:(

Would Jay be capable of cutting off things with his mom in order to stay away from Chris? 😭 because for what I see, he'll always find him through her 😓

Ah this conversation in retrospect is such a tough read but it’s not like Sam could have know that Chris would do such a horrible thing to Jay later on. The ✨lighting✨ and getting to see the perspective of the building across the street from head on and then top down through the window is so *chefs kiss*. Also when Jay and Sam started getting frisky I was losing it !!!!!! (Thank you)

Another amazing chapter part! Absolutely adore everything you put out, even if it hurts lolol

that stupid piece of shit is still trying to manipulate jay… “you only ever knew how to take, and the one time i asked you for some love, you walked away” (not the exact words, but the same idea) i hate him so much, but even death would be too easy for a trash like that. i’m just glad jay managed to escape him. still, i know it hurts seeing his mom stay in contact with the man he hates most.

Why is jay wearing a mask? Does the story take place in 2020? Love how cinematic this looks

this is probably a fucked up conversation for both of them to think about

BTW I need to now Jay's nailpolish. He has his nails look perfect all the time!

Oh my god this chapter made me feel so many emotions, it's so beautiful! Thank you Sasha once again🙏🏻🩷

Oh i just know Sam felt awful looking back into this conversation. He was right, but I’m sure we wishes he hadn’t

Bro I’m kinda sad ☹️ errr I hate that man

SAMJAY 🥹🥹🥹🥹 and that stupid twat ig

Omg i hated on Sam a bit for the way he acted towards Jay,but actually,he kinda got the point back then....Jay was waaaaaaaaay too naive,i mean,ofc,he was raised this way,but still........i can only imagine how much of a painful experience it was to be betrayed by someone you only saw as damn FATHER figure.....

They’re so sexy I can’t

The match cut between drawing four and five!!!!! So good! 🤯

I love Sam 💕

😦😯😳

Why do I feel like Im cheating on Adil with my eyes every time I watch Jay and Sam interact… Im so sorry kitten(( Honestly obsessed with everything youre doing, the way you handle contrasts is insane. Like how he used to see the hospital and his future in these warm tones… and now its all gray the sky is heavy with clouds and theres this realization that your abuser is trying to control you through your own mother. Im going to throw up.. 🫩🫩🫩

в мене немає слів щоб описати наскільки є огидними ці повідомлення… дякую за третю частину 💚

omg amazinggg

It really says a lot of about your writing and character writing that I literally recoil whenever Chris is mentioned. I love how you show him as the snake that he is and how you portray that predators can live anywhere and once be close with anyone. And then the juxtaposition of how he used to be with Sam....every updates kills me a little yet fills me with the need for more!😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️

Why won’t he just leave Jay alone? I don’t understand what he saw his relationship with Jay as. He didn’t see him as a son, so what did he see him as??

Aiai fico tão feliz quando tem capítulo novo 🧘‍♀️💗

My baby my baby....

SASHA WHAT THE HELL????? THIS IS LITERALLY THE BEST THING I'VE EVER SEEN!!!! Omg omg omg omggggg this box with the letter and the hospital and beautiful houses in the background and SAMMM!!!! Like in this chapter there is a lot of lore revelation and goshhh,I really love your work and your characters I want to say so much about this chapter but I can't find the words, This is fckng awesome!!!!😭😭💥💥

I need Chris to die actually like????🫩😭🫩

this is the manliest Jay has ever looked, wow

Ohuu. Ouch. You wanna hurt us dont you

Sam aroused expression is so beautiful

chris we are executing you in the town square at dawn tomorrow.

You made a great villain,the comic just started but already want to kill the fucker ughhhhhh

Chris [Red Guy waving fist]

Fuck yes

But art and storytelling are so amazing, I am speechless!!

I am so sad for Jay, poor baby 😭 we need beat Chris to death 😭

First at all damn jay 🥴 and second fucking Chris I hate him solo much really fucking psychopath

EWWWWWW BOOO CHRIS BOOO

Somewhat off topic, but Jay’s braids gave me a random thought — I know Adil probably wouldn’t have experience since he doesn’t have a sister, but he kinda strikes me as the type who’d enjoy playing with hair, especially Jay’s. I wonder if he’d try to look up pictures on Pinterest or youtube tutorials on doing different braids/hairstyles on Jay when he’s bored, especially once he gets less uncomfortable with his masculinity/sexuality (*´꒳`*) it would be very cute and funny

It's crazy the kind of visceral reaction I have to anything related to chris. Everytime something to do with him shows up in this story, I get so angry and sad. I've never wanted to strangle a fictional character more. Maybe because it's so realistic in the ways he's a predator, it's too scarily accurate. You've done such a good job with portraying these characters, and you're art is so beautiful 💜💜

Chris's texts filled me with so much disgust and second hand embarrassment, like calling Jay his boy just to sound like some teenager with a broken heart, ughh he's such a pathetic man. The moment Jay wiped his eyes after reading that letter </3 I really expected him to throw away that box with treats mentioned in it in a next page. I love Sam's first appearance tho all the jokes hurt me sm, Jay was so unaware of everything like he just took the money and didn't saw anything weird in relationship with Chris, he trusted him so much. I want to say something about your style but I don't even know where to start, Jay in that sunlight looks just breathtaking. It really seems you're getting more talented with every chapter, can't wait for more Sasha <3

More Jay making out with people is always a good thing in my opinion 😋

Okay I forgive you because that was hot but reminding me that Chris exists was actually evil. Art is arting like always ♥️ And remember, you are blessing us all with this, take your time and enjoy the journey 🫂

MEWMEOWMEOWMEOWMEOW

I've never wanted to hurt a fictional character more

a lot going on this time!

everyone should throw rocks at chris

We are beating Chris to drath with stones

Cute And fuck chris

the backgrounds are literally breathtaking, every detail is so prestigious. i hope underdogs grows even bigger and gets all the love it deserves, you never disappoint sasha! thank you for your hard work! 😭💗

this makes me so sad omg

Another great chapter thank you Sasha😭

I am just obsessed with your work. The facial expressions, the storytelling (the abuse and Jay’s desperation to please are agonising), the lighting, how you render skin, hair, blushes, a thread of spit connecting their lips… I can’t get enough

the way sam always knew chris was off and jay being in denial of it all… is honestly scary.

I just wanna hug Jay and make him a pie

The fact that chr*s is trying to manipulate him after everything happened is crazy... he still acts like he did nothing wrong and it was all about money?? He's so evil seriously

Thank you for your amazing art, Sasha <3

Chris is so pathetic.. He’s like an obsessive little ex bf who constantly tries to get your attention

OH MY GODNESS

When my therapist tell me to imagine my safe place i see your drawings (fr im not joking)

It always makes me want to throw up remembering that while Jay saw Chris as a father figure, Chris saw him as a sex object

Jay is so cutieful I also felt Sam’s blue balls

God Sam knowing that Chris jerks off to Jay when this is ostensibly before The Incident makes me sick what did he know 👀

Im so excited

That shit is hot and heartbreaking and I'm horny and sad now tf

I cried reading this chapter, your art is so beautiful Sasha

I never prayed on the downfall of someone more than I do Chris.

Jezzzzz i want to see more actionnnnnnn. Thank youuuu Sasha

the saliva string… nom nom

I wonder where does Chris take Jay's new numbers from? Could it be from his mother? It sounds so vile, weaponizing her against her own child, and the letter is just heartbreaking 💔 If I didn't know the backstory, I could think from those texts that Chris is some ex who never got over Jay. It's revolting. Also Jaysam! Jaysam! The teasing is such a bad omen in retrospect but I love to see them being somewhat happy. Excited for what comes next!! (Sry for the essay 🥀)

La química con Sam, queeeee. Amé

I hope that evil evil man dies so slowly and painfully

one thousand rats to eat #him alive

Omg

its like leaving people hard and red is a hobby for him😭😭

HORRAAAAAYAYYYAYYAYA

OH GOD I HATE CHRIS I HATE HIM SO MUCH PLEASE KILL HIM

Sick to my stomach while reading, but still zooming in to study hand rendering HELL YEAH 😭😭😭💔💔💔

Kill Chris i’m begging you

Zoinks!

My broner so hard for Jay and Sam but oh god poor Jay I cannot IMAGINE going through that and having that evil man remain so embedded in his life/stalking him just to gaslight him 💀 thank god he didn’t let Chris convince him it wasn’t rape

Pissed and happy at the same time at this chapter 🤔🤔love it either way

THEIR CHEMISTRY IS INSANE OMG (kys chr*s🙏)

it’s so good!!!!!!!! the art is stunning as always! it’s been a while since then but I also want to say that we greatly appreciate all the hard work you put into every single piece of art you put out! You should never rush or feel rushed, I honestly think you’re actually spoiling us A LOT lol Never feel bad for taking your time, never feel like you’re not doing enough because you are doing MORE than enough!!!! Stay safe and stay healthy and be happy and work at your own pace!!!!!!! Thank you so so so so much once again, so grateful to be able to see how the story progresses and so happy to get to see everything you give us ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

It was instant I got so excited to read and im screaming ! Back story time 😝🥲🥹

It might be wishful thinking, but that blood on Jay in the flashforward at the beginning of the comics better be Chris' blood. 🙂‍↕️

his braid Is so pretty!!!

oh my GOD sam is SO fine

mixed emotions in this chapter, sad but also hard but also I love the art god bless.

insanely pretty once again I can see you worked hard, also the Chris texts are really realistic :(

we appreciate your work very much sasha. you're doing something so special, that every time i see that you posted your art here i get all excited, and (if i can) i drop everything just to click in the notification. these two sillies and their story are so good written, and the drawing??? beyond my knowledge in words to describe it. so please, take your time and do not overwork yourself sasha:( you're doing great, believe me

SAM OMGGGGG THE CHEMISTRY

I hate that evil freaky guy

I'm rlly sad about the "jerking off" part though pls why 💔💔💔STOP MAKING US SUFFER WITH STUFF LIKE THIS

the last part is really interesting ! it’s good to see how chris affected jays life so big

I’M SCREAMING

WOOOOHA

Instantly pressed the notification they are so pretty

New Chapter of Underdogs out? Day improved. Chr*s is mentioned in said chapter? Day ruined. Hotel? Trivago

Sam is so cute for wanting Jay to keep his money :(

Screaming crying throwing up

Hells yeah

SAM MOVE ME NEXT

i want to take all jays suffers and make it 10billion and give it to the evil white man

🤤🤤🤤

Papi chulo sam 😍

THIS IS SO BEAUTIFULLY DONE OH MY GOSH IM ALWAYS SO BLOWN AWAY BY HOW AMAZING THESE ARE

My babies 😭🤧

Thank you so much rhisshit is delectable

Jay casually cheating on his future soulmate Also didn’t know Chris is still texting him, didn’t expect those messages, especially the tone? I know Chris is gaslighting Jay into thinking that thing was consensual but those texts make him sound like he’s an insecure ex idk haha

somebody slime out chris please😭 jay was so happy before😿

The lightning on the 5th slide!!! I’m impressed

HOW DID SAM KNOW ARGHWHRBFB

OMG

also if i had the opportunity to put chris in a blender i would

Damn Sam really had Chris pegged that early that’s crazy

thank uou for feeding us. needed this today

beautiful art, sooooo beautiful

Janek, you sexy beast xD

ALSO PLS MAKE CHRIS DIE ARGH

Tearing up bc wym Jay was so happy ☹️

oh those texts made me want to throw up actually

ugh the TENSION

MORE JAYSAM CRUMBS LET'S GOOOOOO

I CANT CHECK IT NOW BUT IM SURE ITS WONDERFUL

he is NOT your boy 😭😭😭😭

those texts are vile

I woke up just in time. Hooray.

I have been a big fan for ur art nd characters for so long and finally bought ur patreon. So worth it

AHHHHH

EVERYONE SAY THANK YOU SASHA

OMG

HELL YEAH

GDHEUWIIQOWOLSLWLQPPW!!!!!

WOOOOO