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Actually, the relationship with Sam really hit Jay’s self-esteem
At some point, he started finding reasons not to go to his concerts, even though he used to love spending time there
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Sam is so baaaaaad omg omg
jay looks majestic even though he also looks like he is in despair in the last one
I love the way you portrayed Jay literally feeling like Sam's shadow 😭💔
The composition of the last drawing ughhhh your mind I love this
sam looks SO HOT IN HERE
I was suspicious already of the posts description (found in a "weirdly iteresting collection") BUT IVE JUST REALIZED THE POSTER LOCATION SAYS CHICAGO IM GONNNAAAA 😭😭
yesss, im really curious of what it means... the person thinks jay is a girl, but rn, beside chris, wouldn't the only people having a pic like that be sam's friends?? whom we kno some are/were homophobic? either way, ugh
Now, the real question is why Adil is looking at pictures of Jay kissing...
The way jay looks at AD lol he looks at him lately like a puppy that wants all his attention.
the shadow casting over is brilliant
Aww nooo jay needs a hug please TT
I really cannot express how excellently you draw emotions. I just feel like I'm about to cry
S A M
Oh gods that look Jay has, I have felt that far too often, when a revelation hits and it’s not a positive revelation
I know this post is about Jay and his sad boy feelings but is this a safe space to say all the things I want to do to Sam hotmiddlename Darsalia?
literally
I'm getting suspicious/paranoid of the account description saying the photo was in a "weirdly interesting collection" 🥲
I would absolutely print that last panel and put it on my wall that is the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen
Adil, my love 🥺🥺♥️ my absolute fav
This hurt A LOT
Every time you post something new about jay, I realize he’s just sooo me
aww my baby Jay 🥹
So crazy though because Jay used to be just as hyped as Sam’s new partner (in the corner) I wonder if she would start feeling the same? Maybe not as certain parts of Jay’s past probably affected this reaction as a outcome but just curious lolz ε-(´∀｀; )
Every time Sansan posts I run to play my carefully curated playlist before reading ∠( ᐛ 」∠)＿ Another banger as always, Beautiful art, beautiful story, sobbing and shitting
Dry heaving rn
I wish Jay could see himself the way we see him. He’s super cool and he’s special too. 🫶🏾
i'm ready to cry
Omg
damn
aww
is that sam’s gf after jay in the bottom left corner ? such a cool detail sasha <33
yep!! thank you!!!
Awwww
The detail of the account calling Jay some random girl when hes already talking about feeling like he was plain/in the shadowsss 😭😭💔 Jay pls my baby
awwww adil's pfp
why is he feeling so bad tho? it is because how Sam treated him or just because of them be in a relationship
or maybe it's because of how he had been in Chris shadow when he was working as a medic?
i wish jay knew how much he means to me and that he is someone special:(
oh the parallel....
The ig post kills me every time lmao, “sam with a random girl” and girl in question has an adam’s apple right in the smack of the dab of the picture
Your art is absolutely incredibile. So honored to support you
awwwww :(
Jay development but Sam is Lowkey taking my attention here sorry Jay I am contributing to your decrepit self esteem
sashaaa, the visual narration of your artwork it’s so so amazing, i love it!!!
im on break now and god your rendering always takes my breath awau
CHICAGO MENTIONNNN
I'M IN THIS ONE
“some random girl” PUT SOME RESPECT ON JAYS NAME THAT WAS HISWIFE
poor jay 💔 adil PLEASEE tell jay how special he is to you 😖
Ok I love Jay and I feel for him but that picture of Sam is 🥵🥵🥵
:( MY SHAYLA
The way you composed Jay to just be in Sam’s shadow 😩😩😩❤️🔥❤️🔥 I love your art so much!
idk but something about jay calling himself the “opposite of special” .. even a stranger labeling him "random" is just... heavy. he’s prob convinced the photo proves he’s invisible next to sam. but the irony is that adil prob liked it for the exact opposite reason. he didn't care about the “rockstar”—i bet he just thought jay looked hot.. jay thinks he's an extra fading into the crowd.. a blurry face. to adil, he's the focus of that pic, the one he sees
I really like this
Noooo, we love you Jay!! ❤️🩹
ill always be glad you kept Sam close to Jay and i get the feeling hell also get closer to Adil and be happy about whatever their relationship become 🫠🫠🫠
I swear jay’s eyes have never looked lighter and more full of life since everything with Chris ☹️
You never fail to make me emotional 😭. Off topic but for the longest time I thought Adil name was actually Aldi like the grocery store and I didn’t realize that tell last week 😔.
You are such a great artist!!
THAT COMPOSITION CHOICE WHATTTTTTT
Awwwww noooooooo poor baby Jay :")
I need Sam
This is so good, you are so talented...
Adil liking the picture. And what is his pfp??😭😭😭 Feeling for Jay💔
ithink thats a polygonal walter white
SAAAAAM MY BELOVED - me every time i see him if we ever get underdogs merch pls pls pls include Sam and my life is yours😭<3
I know u always get this but ur art really feels sooooo reaall 🤩
I'd be interesting to see Adil's ig profile
Your skills are insane! Oh, my poor babies 💔😭
The lighting is everything here 😫
your art is just incredible
Did Sam ever ask Jay about the excuses? Or did he not notice?
I wonder if that’s going to change when he becomes famous, and he’s the one everyone’s looking at?
Jay </3 he looks so anxious at the end, it just hurts so much to see it bc it seems he tried so hard to get Sam's attention and to fit in just to feel left out. It's such a accurate depiction of those bad sides of being in love and changing yourself for someone. I'm so happy tho how happier and healthier he looks with Adil with every update we get ♡
Sasha, I need you to know that this panel of Sam is one of the greatest pieces I have ever seen. Your skills are out of this world
the slide of jay LITERALLY being in his shadow looks sooo good mmm yummy yes thank you sasha
Oh he's hot as fuck
😭😭
Jays feelings about their relationship make a lot of sense tho. Pretty realistic for any average person dating a celebrity imo
soooooooo good
WAIT WAIT JUST WAIT IS ADIL’S PROFILE PIC ON INSTAGRAM IS A FUCKING WALTER WHITE 😳😳 (Btw I finished 3 season of breaking bad recently)
LMAO I LOVE THIS DETAIL
You never truly need to read the words to tell what is going on because the expressions and the lighting you create are always so perfectly spot on, it’s one of my favourite things— it shows wonderfully in the last panel
thank you so much!!!!!
Still so fucked up that strangers post about peoples privacy so normally
I think Sam is already used to it, though for Jay it’s still a bit of a jumpscare But fortunately he doesn’t use social media to come across those photos
U just end up being "someone in the crowd"
Exactly When he was all hyped up from meeting Sam, Jay didn’t really see it, but later he realized he was just part of the crowd that loved Sam, not someone special
That last panel is gorgeous holy shit
thank you so much!!!!
You never fail with the attention to detail
🥹💛💛💛💛💛
Ugh this is so beautiful
thank you so much!!!
Jay looking HEALTHY
Sam's makeup looks awfully familiar lol
Jay was learning from him hahah
I CANNOT this is so good. The composition of the shot of sam and Jay standing in his shadow IS SO INCREDIBLE
thank you so much!!!🥹💛💛💛💛💛
the panel of Jay under Sam's shadow is a masterpiece honestly
thank you!!! I think that’s exactly how Jay felt, living in Sam’s shadow Sam was more confident, popular, and successful Wherever they went, all the attention was on Sam (which isn’t surprising, he’s pretty charismatic and outgoing, loves to talk and have fun, while Jay is more introverted and shy) On top of that, Sam always took the lead Jay couldn’t help but notice the difference, and it bothered him
but why? what happend? hmm
IM AT WORK BUT IM IMPATIENTLY WAIITING RN
AND I WA SJUST STALKING YOUR INSTA YESSS
yay a heart stomper ❤️🩹
i've been waiting for this since i saw u post on ur story 😭 DID NOT disappoint
thank you!!!!
I love the crowd details so much, how they're all different and unique, even their teeth, it's such a cool detail
thank you so much!!!!
Dw guys Adil will give Jay princess treatment!!!
Jay 😪
jay :((( ily
He’s literally in the shadow of Sam 🥹
yess 😭😭😭
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
also, i love being able to see Jays eye color, its so pretty
Yep!! He has gray eyes
AGH IM TWEAKING
jay is so real for that
You cooked so hard
Why does everyone think Jays a girl 😭
Jay is pretty feminine, and I think hardly anyone expects Sam to be gay
IS ADIL’ S PFP WALTER WHITE LMAOOO
yes hahaha
This comic strip reminded me of my last relationship. I'm very active online, while my ex-girlfriend was like Jay. It was a funny dynamic, and things ended the same way. I understand both sides 🥸
I think this is generally a pretty common situation in relationships, when one person is more active, successful, and extroverted
i love the way the last part is done, Jay is literally under Sam´s shadow
thank you!!!
i cannot do this anymore 😭😭😭💔
FINALLY a clear view of Sam's sword tattoo
It’s really heartbreaking really how much both of them have gone through.
Oof the text on the bottom of the insta post!! Nice touch but poor Jay :,)
We Love Samantha💓♥️
Adil liking the picture probably cause he thought Jay looked good in it ? He’s such a sweetheart
I think he’ll also keep that picture to come back to it sometimes lmao
ugh everyone you draw is so gorgeous 💜
thank you!!!!
Also the last drawing is just a masterpiece, Jay being literally in Sam's shadow??? Beautiful
thank you so much!!!!
Idk why but I have a bad feeling about Sam.😔🤚
Adil wearing a normal shirt for once
Sam reminded me of Vessel from Sleep Token with his hands like that
This is incredible, the weight of that last panel, even without words, and the shadow cast over him, how do you even think of this?!🎉🎉
thank you!!! I just thought his feelings could be shown pretty literally haha He felt like he was in Sam’s shadow, not someone special, just part of the crowd
обожнюю, як ви малюєте емоції персонажів🫶🏻
дуже дякую!!!
his insta pfp dhsksnkans 😭
so unserious i love him
My heart forever clenches for Jay
Amaziiiiing art, god Sam looks so beautiful Does Jay still feels the same? Even if they are just friends now
I think so, yeah, though it’s a bit easier now since they’re not in a relationship anymore and he doesn’t have to “compete” with anyone for Sam or prove his worth to him On the other hand, back when they were together, Jay had an advantage- money He was richer than Sam, could pay for him, buy him gifts, and at least feel somewhat on the same level with him Now he doesn’t have that
🧡🧡🧡🧡
Art is incredible per usual, love the colours! 🥹
thank you so much!!!!
Am I seeing things or is it Sam’s ex girlfriend in the left corner
he truly just pick them all from the crowd lol
OMFG I had a feeling that Jay wasn't that happy about the “status” difference between him and Sam. Like Sam could pick anyone he wants because everyone wants him and Jay feels like he just got lucky... Maybe that's not really how he feels I don't want to say something wrong lol, it just gives me this vibes
I think Sasha mentioned that Sam literally told him something like that </3
Also I love Sam being a bottom the juxtaposition w/ his stage presence is so peak
sorry i’m actually so distracted by how pretty sam is
I wanna be hurt but my god.......
Did Sam ever correct anyone that Jay is not a girl? Lol 😭
I don’t think he even looks at what those fan accounts post haha, only Adil is chronically online
Sasha you’re such an amazing artist actually like WOAAAHHH
thank you so much!!!!!
:(((((((((((( my sweet baby jay
my baby :(
SASHAAAA!!!!!! doodle jay is corpse paint again and my LIFE is YOURS!!!!!!!!!
So cool!!!
every time you post i get whiplash from how good it is, also sam is so hot as a rockstar, i thought he was cute before but i See it now 🙂↕️ (jay ur always special in my heart baby!!!)
🥹💛💛💛💛💛💛
I hate the "some RANDOM girl" part of that bio, like yeah sure call him a girl but don't call him random 👎👎
LMAOAOAOAOAO "SOME RANDOM GIRL" i love how Jay is so androgynous!!!! Wonderful!!!!
such a beautiful set of art (as with everything you do!) but also adil's unserious pfp SOOOO TRUE
thank you so much!!!! Yeah, I think Adil loves those kinds of pictures lmao
Sam looks so delicious I might die
Jay my baby, my little baby 🥺
Sam does have me barking at the walls ngl.
Dang 😭 idk this hurt my feelings lmao but that is relatable loving and caring abt someone so much but at the same time feeling like your small and in their shadow in comparison.
:( poor babies
Jay my baby , he need to be seen ( I can’t wait for him to realise that adil see him for who he is )
WOWZA
poor jay 😢
OH GODDAMN
omg the art is just so amazing!!!
thank you!!!!!
Oh my god Jay im going to shrink you down and put u in my pocket
noo sweetheart
WHOAAAAWHOAWHOAAOAOA YES YES HOLYYY
sam is giving the vampire lestat
Omg yes!!