Chapter 2, Part 3

Jay's stronger than me, I would be distracted cuz DAMN

I really doubt I'll get a response since this is SUCH a late comment, but on slide 18, I can't fully read what it says at the first part, but the dude in the back going "Do you.... know how serious this is? You realize you're going to fucking jail?" who is that and why is he saying that Jay is gonna go to jail? All I can think of is that MAYBE it's Chris or a coworker or something, but I have no idea why they'd be saying Jay is going to jail. Any explanation would be so scrumptious 🥹

Bro you can even kinda see the blond roots in the 'it's just a grazing wound' panel, the attention to detail is insane and this art is so cozy

The way he won by getting the "look all you want" pass

The tonal shift between this part and the previous is so unwarranted and difficult to reconcile. The previous chapter had enough patience to spend entire parts on just adils thoughts and feelings, suddenly chapter 2 swings around and they've begun practicing sex positions 15 minutes after meeting each other. Its jarring, and its trying too hard to develop their relationship quickly. I'm a little disappointed with the route it ended up taking

Best moneys I’ve spent so far

The slutty lil tshirt push up…I can’t…. Omgggg

This makes so much sense that Adil would've unknowingly pulled Jay out of a bad situation by giving him a situation to fix and a person directly in front of him who needed helping

jay is so pretty i would fall in love with him too

So thoughtful, censoring the wound <3 I loooove that one flashback over there, it looks so striking! And when Jay screams, love how you convey that motion over there! Ugh you're absolutely brilliant!!!

Jay is so sweet with him

AAAAAAEE

im so sat this is so fire

I like Jay's face at the end... and how scared both of them are and still trying calm down each other. Btw the movement to tie hair is soooooo nice

The thumb movement on slide 8 is such a good detail !!

“Words you can say in the bedroom and while saving someone’s life” slide 11

oh i wonder what happened with jay in the hospital, was that the reason he stopped being a nurse and was he able to avoid jail ?

Omg guys, it's his first time :3

Sasha ilyyyy 😭😭

MY BASAAAAABBBYYYYYYYY 😩😩😩😫😫😫😫😭😫😭😭😭😩😩😩😫😭😩 also love how jay looks so done in the last frame lol BUT ALSO JAY GETTING TRIGGERED AND ADIL HAVING TO BRING HIM BACK ONLY FOR JAY TO HAVE TO DO THE SAME A FEW MOMENTS LATER 😭😭😭🔫🔫🔫🔫 SASHA YOURE KILLING MEEEE (i love you and your work <3)!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I cannot explain how much I love this comic and how well everything is portrayed

Bro the flashback jay image of him abt to cry with the devil himself yelling at him in the background…im going to cry and scream

So failed surgery incident happened right after chris raped jay,presumably,that moment from when jay confronted chris about it midwork,i guess after that everything went down.geez...no wonder he wanted to kms.i would do to after all that shi.....

OHH MY GOD :(( JAY… ily bro I CANT WAIT TO HEAR MORE ABOUT HIS PAST OMG?? The background text is eating me alive.. he made some sort of mistake when he was practicing surgery?? I wonder if that was Chris’s fault or if he really was just struggling/not cut out for being a surgeon, but I have a feeling it has to do with everything that was going on in his life :((

Чому Джей поліз у рану голими руками 😭😭😭 Типу він помив руки і зав'язав волосся, але не надів рукавички, контакт з чужою кров'ю це дуже небезпечно, він же лікар

every episode reminds me more and more of how adil-addicted i am

i didn’t expect the wound to be like THAT. it looks awfully realistic, in a good way. and it definitely looks disturbing. i literally gasped. i hope you didn’t have to look at references too much for this one ughh

My Boy has some good muscles….

I literally can't even like acknowledge properly how beautiful your art is to me like wow what this is wow wow is this how art critics stare at the renessaince era wow

Good thing Adil's tits are big enough to hold his shirt up, it would be a pain otherwise

Jay honey why would you tie your hair AFTER washing your hands noooooo

Also I think the text bubble don't get mentioned nearly enough? You have a nice hand writing. Very neat, very easy to read, and I think having text handwritten instead of typed really elevates a comic, especially the way you use them. It compliments your artstyle very well too💕Forever grateful for your hard work, I love your boys

My favourite thing about Patreon is that posts don't get instantly buried by newer once like Instagram so I reread them everytime I open the app until they go into hiding

Oh and what is this about touching that instantly stopped their panic reaction gurl, I’m really freaking excited about this

Also, Jay saying his not a good doctor but in the next second being THE professional

Don’t look at me paying more attention to his abs than the gaping wound 🗣️

That’s just so well done, I can read it a thousand times 🖤

First of all, the washboard abs definitely have me gnawing at the bars of my enclosure but, also the rendering of the wound looks so superb! . The uncensored version made me wince and grimace and that’s how you know the details are damn good. Also I’ll never get over how well Jay is under pressure even when he’s clearly in distress and overwhelmed in his mind. The ability to compartmentalize in the moment is such an admirable feat but unfortunately the result of someone who’s had to endure stress multiple times. I have so much empathy for Jay but, also so much sadness for the mistreatment he’s been through. I just wanna wrap him in a blanket and give him a forehead kiss 😭🥺🤍. Thank you for your continued hard work, I hope you’re feeling better this week!

"Then trust" 🥹🤌 Good soup

adil chest exposed legs open whining and begging and i’m supposed to be normal about this… anyways great chapter as always!!!!

love love love

HEHEBEEE

Omg😭♥️ you always made my day with the updates!! The details on the wound are peak!!! Great job!!😍

"it might be the first time for you but not for me. I know what to do, eyes on me you'll be fine" OH THE PARALLELS I CAN SEE COMING

AWWEEEE

they’re helping each other overcome their fear 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

DOUBLE WAMMY posts today WOwieee the way i was kept away from this because my shart ass email didn’t alert me. Anyways amazing as always, expressions, dialogue, absolute cinema

Omggggg Jay really is my favorite character ever

UHGGG SO FIREEEEEEEE

When chapter 2 is finished, can you please put it all in one post? Same with chapter 1 please. Right now it is complicated to read the old stuff.

OMG

How beautiful Jay looks tying his hair back?!? Moment of silence, please, to appreciate

i look forward to these updates so much thank u sasha <333

This is sooo 🤌🤌 The vulnerability, the skill with which you drew the wound, their eye contact, the foreshadowing (“it’s the first time for you, but not for me” welp). But I cannot stop laughing at Jay’s face in the last panel. 😆 Bro was so ready for Adil’s spasm of pure agony.

I love this so much it feels so real like there reactions to the situation and each other 😮‍💨

The pain in his eyes 😓

you are so talented ✋😭🤚 truly so grateful to bear witness in real time ahh

sweet boys

oh god i feel so emotional about this and also so hnnngng

Jay even getting PTSD locked the fuck in

Jay is such a proffessional 😭 Even through trauma flashback he's still sound of mind enough to keep doing his thing and keep his patiend calm on top of that 🥺 I don't know what transpired in the operating room that day but I'm 100 percent sure it couldn't have been 100% his entire fault since i believe he was a resident back then... Than being said... Was he washing his hands after the surgery in the flashback.. with nail polish still on? I thought everything had to be sterilized and... Or maybe is it an artist blooper? ahshjs Please let it be a blooper Sashaa 😭😭

YAAYYY

“I’m scared”, “I know” - it is so simple but probably it was everything Adil needed at this point. Sasha, I love how you color Adil’s skin. I can see him getting kinda gray/pale for de blood loss.

I'm so in love with your characters and your mind. Thank you so much for the beautiful art!

I just going to say .... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

the dialogue is sooo good bless you and your storytelling 🥺

I CANNTTTT THEY ARE SO SOULMATES AFFFF iwant to eat them whole but also savor it slowly aaaaaa

I feel like Chris was freaking out for HIMSELF because if Jay was a resident or an intern he would be protected legally for so many different things malpractice wise. Unless he did something insane like posting photos of a patient or like murdering them lmao like maybe Chris was worried this would make HIS crime come out??? Since jay was obvs traumatized and fucked up and not bouncing back at all like Chris maybe expected?? Such insane art btw this chapter was beautiful

the fact that adil freaking out got jay out of his brain and got his confidence back

Incredible amazing gimmie 15 of em right now

If Jay grabbed me like that and said I’d be ok I’d fall in love too Good lord

i mean yeah it’s very dramatic and overly emotional chapter, but “it might be the first time for you, but not for me, okay?” made me GIGGLE (also nice angle)

Also why is Adil so fine? This man better to pass his exercise routine

Wooow I usually handle blood in drawings/animation really well but reading how scared Adil was make my stomach sank when I read the uncensored version, so well done!

Omg so that’s the other thing Chris has over him? Cause Jay had that surgery the day after he Chris SA’d Jay?

I’m making too many comments but Jay is so pretty I can’t get over it

omg I just realized Jay always bites at his lip when he’s disturbed 😭😭😭💔🌱

You can draw literally anything ur so talented yo

two posts in one day?!?!!!! anyway this chapter is amazing 🥹

locked in from day one

i caved and read this at work, the way adil soothes jay after having just told him hes a bad doc.... jfmrkekdjgjd

i wouldn't be mad if jay made that mistake with chris

This chapter... woow so good!!!! 😿💗

Oh, my babies 😭😭❤️❤️❤️

they’re really for each other since day one💔 my poor boys i love them

that was so hot

you’re feeding us today sasha WE SAY THANK YOU

We are so blessed today ❤️❤️❤️ God, I NEED them to kiss so bad like omfg. Despite the serious situation, I definitely feel like Jay was getting an eyeful lol

What did Chris do after the failed surgery to avoid Jay going to jail? Did he tell Jay that he’s not getting charged with malpractice?

Wooow Sasha the artwork is so good! Keep up the good work!! 🙏

Both panicking and Jay having to lock in when he notices Adil. The blind leading the blind

Ommgggg🩷

hellooonomg jay

okay what wow

WHATTTT HE'S RIPPED WOW

AMAZING work as always Sasha!! But could someone please help me decypher what Chris is saying?? My eyes are very bad and I just can't figure the first speech bubble out:((

oh my babies 😭💗

frothing at my mouth in excitement to read this once im off work. im shaking

Also I love how Jay just went into doctor mode even though he was panicking too, I’m so proud of him 😭

FUCK YESSSS! perfect reward after i finish at school

“This is the first time for you but not for me” Pun intended? I’m sorry 😭

okay but lowkirkenuenly this is the first time they held hands guys

I have no words... I love ur work

JAY HOLDING ADILS HAND BACK BRO GTFO

Your art is so gorgeous <3333

Okay but jay looks SO out of it oh my god the pair of them in this scenario BROO I CANT

Jay said, "Eyes on me" and Adil thought, "Great, I'll go ahead and do that Literally Forever"

I love this it's so good

first panel looks like the hayao Miyazaki photo lol

Adil blushing while still bleeding is not serious

OMGHHHGGG

having a horrible day,,,, you just made it 10x better Sasha :"") thank you TwT

Aaahg it is sooo good 🧡🩷

oooooooh YES. Jay only calming himself down after he realizes that Adil needs someone steady and confident is SO GOOD. Fuck, what did Jay go through?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

He is saving the love of his life and he doesn’t even know it omg

poop Adil 🥺

See now this why I won’t go to the hospital……

TW: Chris

Role modellll

SASHA YOU ARE GONNA KILL ME

I love how Jay just locks in omggg

😭😭😭😭 i love them so sosososos so so so much

Two posts in one day holy shit

i turn into a rabid dog every time i see a sasha post

oh my babys :(((

I'm so obsessed with them, I love them sm!!

oh my god… what did jay do🙁

Ugh the way he makes sure to keep Adil grounded despite his own anxieties— that full eye contact was definitely for the both of them

You a treasure, ty for spoiling us.

POOR BABY 😭😭😭

opening my own internet to read this..god i love how jay comforted him here, even thought he isn't calm himself 😭

Yipiyipiyipi! I get so excited when you update :):):)

You've been spoiling us with all this content, Thank you for this part! I feel bad for them :(, at least Adil is out of danger danger Did the hospital ever investigated Jay or did Chris covered it all up?

ok I know adil was shot and all but HE BLUSHED WHEN JAY CUPPED HIS CHEEKS.

Hold that pose adil

Ugh Jay locking in for Adil so sweet 😭😭😭

TE AMO SASHA

the way they ground each other ☹️☹️ adil grabbing his hand to snap him out of the past and jay holding his face auuuhghghgh they make me ill

They both grounded eachother in different ways 😭😭😭😭 When jay was sort of disassociating and drifting into a bad memory again, adil kind of distracted him from it and he could focus on adil/the task at hand. Vice versa, adil focusing on jay when he was starting to panic. omgg theyre soulmates actually

increíble

this is so tragic but romance prevails

We eating goodddddd

TWO POST IN ONE DAY??!? ITS LIKE CHRISTMAS AGAIN

You are a contemporary genius omfg this is amazing

not your first time you say.....

TWO POSTS IN THE SAME DAY?????? I love you Sasha 💛💛

Amazing chapter

The way you depict his gash….. oh Sasha you genius

its insane how well you can show emotions through eyes , the part where he gets flashbacks?? crazy

Jay lowk funny for not giving adil much time to prep for that pressure and doing it so dead panned

AHH I BEEN WAITINGGGG also two posts!!! Imagine my surprise when I saw that notification 😭💕

you are so talented oh my goahhh

RAAAHHHHH ITS SO GOOD EVERYTIME🥹🥹

Switching the last slide like crazy hoping there’s something else that just didn’t load 😭😭

AAAAAAA

He's so scared and it breaks my heart 💔💔💔💔 God I loce the details with Jay also coming with his whole background. Aughhrhed

DAMN TWO POST IN ONE EVENING😦 I love those two so much I’ll cry, help

How are they so fucking sweet to each other OMG they are soul mates 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

This is disgustingly intimate thank you

THANK YOU

They are so trauma bonding and angsty but….adil abs and boobies…..🤤

obsessed

JAY IN A BUN IM DROOLINGGGGGG

Absolutely in live with the way jay places his hands in Adil's chest, ohhhh my god. Also yikes, looks like a certain someone just made his debut 😒

🤍🤍🤍🤍

Jan gentle parenting Adil 😭

Ouch... ;-; God, this is perfect to read from night to morning, a thousand pages at a time, I'm so damn curious

Thank you for posting both versions sasha♡

JAYYYUHH my heart ❤️

❤️❤️❤️

Jay really is the best out there

i am crying thanks

YEEEEESSSS

Thanks guy, my heart hurts

AAAHGG

OMGGGGGG

YaAYYAYAYAY

SASHA YOU'RE SPOILING US ILY SM

I've been WAITING for this one!!!

YAAAAAAY LETS FUCJIVG GOOOOOO

Here!!!

Two posts in one day omg!!!

MI NOVELA

CELEBRATEE

Two in a day, Sasha you spoil us

LETS GO

too early..

IM EARLY YEY

wowie were eating well tonight

WOOP

Oh my goodness IM SO EARLY