Chapter 2, Part 1
Hey guys!!
I’ve been a little sick, so I disappeared for a bit, but!!!
I’ve decided to try changing up the way I post chapters a little, posting shorter parts more frequently, with updates every week, instead of working on a whole chapter for months
I think this format will be more convenient!
Once the chapter is complete, I’ll just put everything together in one folder, so you can read it all at once instead of in parts
Comments (297)
WDYM HE SMELLS LIKE HOME 😭😭
Maybe a translation thing but I find it interesting that he says “the guy” instead of “a guy” like he knows him?
That was beautiful
Aw my heart hurts seeing baby Adil
This was an incredible chapter 🥺
I love your artstyle so muuch!!!
Oh i love this so much 😭
Omg this made me cry, plus the music I’m listening to😭I love this sm
the smelling like home part got me💔
Adil my sweet boy 💔💔💔💔
You are so cool wth this is so cool
I love this
My gosh, Adil's mom is so beautiful!!!!! 😭✨
BABY BOY NOOOO
I'M CRYING IN DA CLUB!!!!!
It won't load after the fifth image :( Does anyone know why? I did pay :(
Me too 😭
Baby Adil 😭❤️
You're so good at conveying the inner world of a character!!! LOVE IT
Baby Adil is so precious. I might have cried a little 🥲
Baby Adil is so cute my heart
What The FUCK is wrong with Adil's dad!!!???
EXACTLY what I said
I’m gone for a week, and BAM!! FOUR NEW POSTS 🎉
I wanna see jay’s mom when she was younger
Oh my god??? I'm blind i didnt see the noti for the first part, it if were t for the second part noti i would know lmfao this just made my day so much better!!! 😭💕
BABY ADILLL !!! his mom looks like an angel truly Your storytelling is so good, I love the transitions
It's so intense, I'm very moved... but please I need him to be okay ToT
Not here tonight to figure out when the next part is gonna be posted calculating when this part had been published. Not at all. (Ps. Lil Adil is a cutie patootie)
i’d die for jay
I actually cried
stay safe sasha!!!! amazing work as always!
Boze jakie to jest piekne, w takich chwilach ciesze sie że się nie zabilam w wieku 16 lat i moge przeczytac to arcydzieło
Rel
woooooooooooh
Adil makes me feel maternal
Delaineyyy pfp
MY HEART omg
OMG THIS IS AMAZING, IT HURT SO MUCH 😭
im sorry but the concept of his dad calling a small child an idiot is hilarious to me Beautiful work!!
My babyyyyyyy 😭😭😭 Oh that hurt so good Sasha I love you, thank you for the chapter 🤍
The detail in the eyebrows when he's soaked in water!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love this comic omg
AMAZING
Gosh you are such an amazing artist, its truly beautiful seeing your work! I hope you continue developing your skills.. thank you for your art! Samo naprijed!!
omg baby adil D''': my babyyyyyy gosh Sasha thank you for posting!! I hope you are feeling better now! ❤️🩹
SASHA I LOVE YOU
POOR BABY ADIL
FINALLY GOT TO REAS THIS AHH
I have no idea how but your comics are so movie-like
so peak
Hope you're feeling better! Always remember that you don't need to rush yourself, I'm honestly fine waiting and I'm sure most ppl here also are! The important thing is taking care of yourself! AND SO INTENSE THIS CHAPTER, damn felt so bad for Adil 🥲
Take care Sasha!!!! As always, no rush. I like this format better tbh!
My Adil!♥️ Hope you're feeling better now or soon and if making the comic ob short strips helps then is fine by me♥️ Do not feel pressure, we all love your content and will wait for it no matter how long it takes you! You are so talented! ♥️♥️ This is my favorite comic I've ever read!🥰🥰🥰
Amazing work as always ! Also, is it me or jay has the super short nails of someone biting them because of stress ?
oh my god oh no poor guy!
I genuinely can not wait for the next part!!! 💕
Loved this!!! Do you think you'll ever make physical copies for sale? I'd buy them in a heartbeat!
I really hope that someday it happens because I love the art style and I would love to have a physical copy of it
Jay out here saving lives
That Was sooooo kind and warm Tksm I really love the chapter ✋😔🤚💕✨🙏
wb Sasha! Hope you're feeling better! Thank you so much for the update! Totally agree with posting shorter parts at a time and spacing them out rather than in bursts. I imagine it's more manageable on your side and it keeps us at the edge of our seats too! more stuff to look forward to! 🫶 This chapter is getting a little intense, especially with Adil's earlier memories. (Poor baby boy he needs a biiiiig hug.) Him remembering home--the better part of it, at least--with meeting Jay is very telling, and I could see why this would build their relationship after. ueeee 🥺 (i also find it a little funny that he was so keen on meeting the 'girl' but sees Jay instead, haha! A better alternative if u ask me 😉) i'm excited to see how things will turn out, thank you for the meal! (pain and tears aside)
I always think I'm ready to be torn apart by the chapter, until I actually read the chapter 🥹🤏🏻
OMG
omg the joy when I see sasha posted notif is unmatched! I support the short chapters postings so this can happen more often. also adil’s crying face is so cute (outside the context of being stabbed
I already know how good you are, yet I keep getting blown away by HOW GOOD YOU ARE
Sasha took the knife and twisted it😭
Damn
the bullet hurt, her death hurt. the boys clutch their heads and pine for the comfort of a woman
oooHHH IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONE... TURN IT UP!!! i think posting once a week is gonna make me Want to live again. thank yous <3
God, the way you draw facial expressions is SO good but it is literally killing me 😭😭 fuck adil's dad omfg
I was saying the same thing 😭
я плачу, дякую 🙏🏻
When paying to feel pain is literally my best investment. 🙂↕️ Thank you Sasha.
I may never get over baby Adil’s face crumbling. And how pale he is, standing in Jay’s doorway. (And the fact that Jay’s legs are still about 4 shades paler 😆😆)
OHHHH IM SK EXCITED TO GET OFF WORK
I literally carried adil to term thats literally my son oh my gosh
Now that i've finished crying can i say that adils dad is so bad i need that icl
Holy fuck this is beautiful
Okay thanks for making me cry once again . beautiful art
So sad :(
I hope you’re doing well! 🧡 the storytelling is amazing!!
damn
insanely good storytelling, i always get amazed when i read your work! you are incredible
Саш,ну ти рiлі машина 🔥🔥 Дуже круто,особливо там де спогади Аділя змінются,та цей момент з водою,бляха💔💔 Дивовижно
sasha im sobbing and im just traumatised, you're destroying my mental health at this point (please keep doing it this is soo good)
OH STOP IM SOBBONGGGAHHH BABY ADILLL!!! Also make sure to take car of yourself Sasha!! 💛
TAKE YOUR TIME SASHA WE LOVE YOU !!!!!!!
little adil looks like a hirono
OH MY FUCKING GOD BABY ADIL OUUUU OUUUUUUUU
Umm..tech support? Help, I'm swiping but there are no more pictures!
Pls take ur time 🫶 I look forward to seeing the next part though!!
Adil, i love you so much ㅜㅡㅜ
Loving the new schedule! Hope you're doing better! So looking forward for what comes next! :3
I’m in abstinence
SWEET JESUS BABY ADIL IS LIKE THE SWEETEST ANGEL I’VE EVER SEEN, SASHA YOU’VE DONE IT AGAIN
and his beautiful mama being upset on his behalf :((
Ahhh I'm about to cry, your art is so beautiful and I KNOW this story will wreck me
SASHA I HOPE YOU KNOW I AND ALL OF THE OTHER PATRONS ARE SO HEAVILY INVESTED IN THE STORY!!!! I HOPE YOU HAD A GOOD HOLIDAY AND THAT YOU HAVE A GOOD NEW YEAR <3333
Damn Sasha, u make me happy when u post but sad with what u post 😔 Poor Adil
(Amazing art as always tho)
What a great way to start my day❤️🩹❤️🩹 COME HERE ADIL🫂🫂
Awg my heart, baby Adil
splendid work, as always O___O
Poor baby, what the hellyy
ouch, sasha
poor boy also hope you're feeling better!
Adil’s pale face 😭😭😭 I hope we don’t get to see that expression again aaaaa
that neck uuuuff
BABY ADIL IS SO CUTE OMGG
ok is it just me or his dad was kinda hot when he was young? 👀
OHH MY GOD THIS IS SO AMAZING
Short part every week is very appealing to my adil and jay addiction
NOOOOOOO 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
ADILS FACE IN THE THIRD FRAME :CC
Feel better soon! 🩷Also LOVE this! Adil looks so much like his mom omg 😲
This is so fucking cool Sasha wtf
💔
THIS IS SO COOL!!! Im so happy I get to see this! Ty for your hard work!
hope you’re feeling much better take care, your work is amazing as always!
I think your publishing plan is a good plan... but don't put yourself under pressure to post every week if you are not well. Look after yourself. x
LIK HOME HE SAID LIKE HOME EVERYONE CRY
Wow... your story telling is so wonderfully complex!
HIS MOMMM
маленький аділь довів до сліз, таке дитя ніжне((
I’m so glad we are being fed so well but I hope you recover from your plague soon!!!!
Thank you so much!! ❤️❤️ I hope you feel better !
so happy to see you’re back💗 the new format sounds very encouraging!
THIS IS PERFECT OMG your art is so great PEAK PEAK PEAK feel better honey 💘🍭🍩
IM SCREAMING INTO MY PILLOW
Sasha you are goddess blessing us to see this masterpiece, thank you, it's crazy good. Lil Adil iz sooo awww 💔💕
oh that’s,,,,,,that’s gore of my comfort character 💔💔💔💔💔
BABY ADIL OH MY GOD 😭😭😭
Thank you so much Sasha!! But take care of yourself first okay??
the transition? the storytelling? these emotions? i’m speechless sasha no words you’re the best
💔
Adils mom is so pretty 🥲
BABY ADIL OMFG 😭😭😭😭😭
Feel better Sasha ❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
the best and most heartbreaking birthday present ever thank u Sasha 😭😭 its so telling that Adil's mind weaponizes his father against him... much to think about. I wonder if he will ever tell Jay how his relationship with dad really looks like
♥️♥️
On the middle of my anxiety crisis..? Sasha, you just know me so well and know what my heart needs to feel better. Bless you and your hands, you amazing woman. 😭
as a new mom... ouch.... good job 🥲
This is spectacular.
HOLY SHIIIT
Holy fuck! Insane masterpiece! My honest reaction is literally adil's face on the last image. I absolutely love your art and the way you do the expressions is more than perfect, it draws me in and it's all so overhwelming, I love it! 🫶🫶
DAAMNNNNN I want to hug Adil((( and get well soon!
UR JOKING IM CRY
ummm... guys..?
WHAT
oh my god… i too have been stabbed right in my heart
"Like home" OH MY GAWWWWD 😭 Hope you are feeling better! Thanks for this part ^^
I love it so so much omg poor baby
MY BABY 😭😭😭
Can I hold baby Adil just for a second? 😭
omg he looks just like his mom, cute :)
Sasha, I hope you feel better soon 🙏🏾 there is a single phase in Adil’s life he is not so cutie and adorable?! Also, it’s funny seeing him remembering his father before wake up. In some way, his father looks to me as someone complex, who is very brute and tough with Adil, but at the same time, comes to his mind when he need to be strong beyond his natural capacity. I don’t know, I just feel like he bleeding and thinking about his dad to survive encapsulates their very ambiguous relationship. A masterpiece as always ❤️
NO, ADIL, MY BABY😭😭😭
AS ALWAYS, AMAZING ARTWORK
OH MY BABY 😭
I hope you feel better after being sick!!! I wish u a very happy new year Sasha! <33
it’s so representative that in his vision his mum was the much gentler one, whilst his dad is all extremely tough love, but wants the best for him even if it hurts him and it isn’t shown in the kindest way
baby adill☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️
Jay smells like home omg i can't do it anymore
I hope you feel better soon take care of yourself first <3 This is true emotional gold the way you capture scenes and expressions will forever be genuinely fascinating my god
thank you so much!!!!
THE ANALOGY OF ADILS CHILDHOOD IS KILLING ME OH MY GOD “She’s dead she can’t help you” GET OUT ☹️☹️
My heart can't take this 😖
Come here Adil, gonna show how a good parent does
jay’s socks n sandals…
POOR ADIL NOO
You left no crumbs
Woohoo! This is so good! Glad youre feeling better!
Baby adil :(((((
I’M GONNA CRY
OH. OUCH. Ugh the transition to "home" is so disgustinglt bittersweet.. . Incredle as usual.
thank you!!!!
I like how you show the smell of Adil's home and his brows in the last picture😝
thank you!!!
RAFGGHGFGGGGH
why Is he such a shitty dad 😭
I HATE ADIL'S FATHER SO MUCH I CAN'T TAKE IT
Adil’s mom is so pretty 😭🥺 and I wish he could revisit her memory without it being overshadowed by trauma but alas. So glad that Adil can feel like he’s at home with Jay even if it’s just connected by scent. I also love that his home smell is soap and cigarettes (hoping I’m correct) something very common and not necessarily beautiful but genuine. Hope you’re taking care of yourself and feeling better 💓
Thank you!!!! Yeah, his family wasn’t very wealthy, so his mom often smelled like cheap soap and laundry detergent, Adil loved that smell And of course, his dad added the scent of cigarettes haha Jay also uses cheap soap and sometimes smokes, so it turned out that his smell, maybe not the nicest for other people, was perfect for Adil
hope you get better soon 🤍 thanks for the update
thank you!!!
I have butterflies i’m so excitedddd 😭😭💕💕
STOP
OH MY GOD BABY ADIL 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
:(((
i'm glad you're feeling better now! And also I'm very happy with this new schedule, there will be months i probably won't be able to pay the subscription but now knowing we'll be getting updates weekly it'll be worth it<3 I was afraid I wouldn't have enough money before you published part 2
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baby adil omg my heart hurts😭😭!! I hope you stay happy and healthy, sasha🥹
Adil 😭 such a poor boy, i wanna protect him from the world
SO GOOD!! OMG! Your art is so beautiful, and in case no one has said anything the pacing with the chapters is SO perfect
thank you so much!!!! 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛
I'm here for happiness, not feeling sad
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BABY ADIL OH MY GOD YOU ARE BREAKING ME
Baby Adil is so precious 🥹
Omg, baby Adil and his mama🥹🥹
Love it so much!!! Really thankful for all your work💙💙💙
happy dancing before reading some possibly tear inducing content, my favorite activity!!! thank you sasha 💕💕💕
💛💛💛💛💛💛💛
I JUST GOT OUT OF A MATH TEST THIS IS TOOOO MUCH FOR ME
The "help yourself" in the background... i wonder how isolated adil mustve felt growing up..
I think quite a lot Although his father often helped him, in Adil’s fever dream he was probably interpreted as the voice of discomfort and self-discipline He really needed to wake up and save himself (if Jay hadn’t been there), he couldn’t just comfortably drift off to sleep and forget everything
OH MY GOD BABY ADIL AWHHWHWHWHAHHH HES SO CUTE BRO
i melt with love every time little adil appears.
Adil: fuck (your a man) jay: fuck (your bleeding)
yeah ahahah
OMG SHUT UP “why does he smell like home” and baby Adil I'M CRYINGGGGGG Sasha we love you
I jocked before about him finding comfort in the smell of cigarettes hahaha im so happy to see that one panel Love the update ♡
Yeah ahaha, but Jay also smells like soap, laundry detergent, and yep cigarettes, for Adil that’s the smell of home and childhood
Why, omg , I almost cried at work.
😭😭😭
get well soon sasha 💖
thank you!!!
poor baby :(
ITS FINALLY HERE YEI
Dude I'm in tears, poor baby Adil
1st of all i hope you are feeling better, 2nd of all THATS SO PEAK WTHHHHH THANK YOU ??? WHAT A GOOD DAY TO BE ALIVE
thank you so much!!!!
Amazing ! your art is scrumptious (hope you’re better after being sick)
thank you!!!!
Oh my god... the only time we see the dad smile and its IN A LONG DISTANT MEMORY
OMFMFOFMFMF
thank you for your hard work 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
awwww poor baby adil
I like this format alot better! I had to zoom in all the time before. This is gorgeous, so so so beautiful everything is so perfect. You have me missing adil's mom too. gosh this cliffhanger is killing me, you cant do this to me
I hope you get well soon :(
thank you!!!! I hope so too haha
Adil 😢 but he’s so babey nooo
JAW DROPPING
ADIL’S MOM IS SO PRETTY :< OUGH
MY LITTLE BABYYY 😫😭😭😭😭
Ahhhhhh!!!! :DD
❤️❤️❤️❤️
OMGGGGGG WHAT A DAY TO BE ALIVE
Now I am sad 🥹 but I'm also happy to see your beautiful work, Sansan. Thank you 💖💖💖 I NEED THE SECOND PART FOR YESTERDAY!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
thank you so much!!!!!
His dad lowly looked fine when he was young👀
Actually, yeah hehe Though I think Adil takes after his mom more
Im fucking crying my POOR Adil
OH MYYY
you're actually incredible
thank you so mmuch!!!!!!
Came for the pairing, stayed for the GUT WRENCHING DRAMA
YEESSSSSSS
ouch
I'M CRYING OH MY GOD
Sasha!! I’m cryyyying!!
Also I feel like when you see parents of OCs it’s really hard to make them look alike but Adil and his mum are like the perfect example of drawing backwards if that makes sense lol so so so good!
BABY ADIL NOOOOOOOO OSHBDJJBDNJW 😭😭😭 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
САША КАК ВСЕГДА ПРОСТО КОНФЕТКА
RAGHHSHSHSH
YEESSSS
oh my GOD that panel of adil falling into jay's arms im gonna need 3-5 million working days to recover
🥹💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛
Don't stress yourself trying to put something out every week!
OH!
WHOAAA SHUT UP
I BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONE
Made my evening!
i’m happy you’ve found a new posting schedule! i support 💪
thank you!!! I think this will be easier for me to work on and more interesting for you maybe, since you won’t have to wait so long for updates
sasha you keep blowing my mind! genuinely 😟
sasha you are a god i love you
🥹🥹🥹💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛
You are the coolest ever, I’m so excited for this!
thank you so much!!!!!!!
You didn't even kiss the brick
YESSSS YESSSSS
Omg baby Adil 🤏
СЫНОЧЕК МОЙ УАААААААА
PEAK JUST DROPPED EVERYONE WAKE UP
LETS GOOOOOOOOO
im so happey
releasing this during my lunch break, this update is for MEEEEEE THANK YOY SASHAAAAAAA
oh my god.
my poor babyyyyyph my godddd
OMGGGGGG
Millions died
IM HERE
wtf 😭😭😭😭 fuck his dad bro
This is just Adil’s imagination, it didn’t actually happen in real life More like some kind of fever dream
THANK YOU THANK YOU SASHA FOR THE UPDATE 💕💕💕
thank you!!! 🥹💛💛💛💛
YES BEST BDAY PRESENT EVER WAAYAYAY!!!
🥹💛💛💛💛💛💛
SASHA HOW ARE YOU SO QUICKKK
I wanted to post this way earlier but I got sick 😭
NO WAY
IT’S OUUUUT
EVERYONE SHUT UP- my show is on 😁🤚
1st!
OMG OMG OMG
СЮДААААААААА
Im sat
