Chapter 1, final part
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POLAND MENTIONEDD!!!
thank god he realized before a super awkward Convo
I'm crying and laughing at the same time 😭
jay going "O KURWA" fried me as a polish person , thank you... lmao
O KURWAAA 🦅🦅🦅🇵🇱🇵🇱🇵🇱🇵🇱
You're so frickin skilled my mind is blowing uppp
omg this chapter is SO pretty
Omggg i love thisss
I'm amazed at how beautifully it's drawn.. It's so beautiful
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I´m so happy to be here! i was a fan from insta I had no idea it could get so much better!!!! ♥♥
ADIL BABY NOO😭😭 btw I’ve been following your art since 2024 and now I can finally read it on here, I love it so so much!! Adil is my comfort character🥹❤️
I laughed bc coincidentally the only word I know in that language is “kurwa” from the BOBER KURWA MEME!!! I didn’t realize it was the same language 😂😂😂 this is so awesome!!!
finally, I subscribed to your patreon to read the story of these too and I can't be more happy, that's incredible
wanted to show up with flowers. showed up with a gunfire wound instead. wonderful
Same Jay, same. All i can say is co jest kurwa
jeez. this is pure art.
Podemos hablar del increíble trabajo que hizo Sansa con el efecto visual de las drgas? Increíble
Ay Adil LSNSSM te adoro
MY MIND IS BLOWN BY THE 'BEING HIGH' EFFECT that's so well-done, and that one shot with Jay in the window aaaah <3 you're absolutely brilliant at storytelling
WIAT OH MY GOD WAS JAY GONNA OFF HIMSELF
Then you compare this to when he told adil "you're the reason im still here" 🥹💔
oh my god i love this sm
beautiful
THIS IS SO GOOD
HOW can it be so tragic and funny at the same time i'm crying !!! also the change of style for the pov of the guy on drugs was magnifiscent !!
Seriously it was incredible!!!
I loved it! I'm Polish so i feel in my all body this "o kurwa". Right word to say in this situation, i would be the same XDD
I LAUGHED OUT LOUD!!! This was amazing!! I just joined today after following you on Instagram and I'm excited to finally read the sillies story top to bottom! Thank you for being brave enough to put a project of love out here in the world. I love it. I love it
So... Jay's been sitting on his balcony with a mug full of pills?... Contemplating whether or not to take them...?
I need to use critical thinking….i just thought that was a really inefficient way to store pills
ADILS PUPPY EYES I'M CRYING
Obsessed with how hes bleeding out and still making heart eyes at jay
The gun scene.... absolutely f amazing
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WHAT THE HELL THIS IS AMAZING YOU'RE AMAZING I ADORE YOU
O kurwa!!
Love this!!
Omg!! I love this so much! <333
Aww
SO worth the wait!! Im so excited for next chapter EEEEEEE
GOD I ADORE THE IMAGERY FOR THE SHOOTING GUN, THE COLORS ARE SOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL GAH I ADORE THIS
Just shot, might do something stupid - Adil
Oh, so he knows he is guy from the beginning hmmm
Nah, he thinks Jays a girl up until this moment
cinema
This you are creating is just wonderful, congratulations and thanks for feeding us hehe
HELEPP
Is this edible? I just took a bite
Fortunately, he is good doctor. Oh maaaan. Sasha, every time I'm shocked with how masterpiecely magically great you are! THANK YOU for this, all of this
THIS IS SO GOOOOOOOOD 😍😍😍
I would wait a hundred years for another chapter because this is peak
I would love to hear like a voice claim of them or something
Jay is so real for that reaction
This is so fucking good
Omgggggggggg
OMG OMGGGGGG <3
I AM SCREAMINGGGGGG FINALLYYY I LOVE THEM SO MUCH
poland mentioned 🇵🇱
Обожнюю 😭😭😭
As a fellow pole I absolutely love jay's kurwa drop
OH MY GOSSHHH I LOVE THIS SO MUCH 🥹 I wonder if we’ll get a flashback or something to see Adils mom.. THIS IS TOP MUCHCNCNCHCHC
love how you portray the dudes messed up state!
ADIL NOO YOU NEVER REACH INSIDE YOUR POCKET LIKE THAT HAVE MORE STREETSMARTS
AHHHHHHHHHHHH
The high guys POV is so coool omg
Oh my god the art style changing? PEAK 😭😭😭😭 I love your work sm help
I love this😭♥️ omg Adil been my kin was not expected
mindblowing artwork
Did you just turned into Van Ghog for a second?
I love the various art styles wow!!!
Omg, you are so talented!!! ❤️🔥
I LOVE YOU AND YOUR ARTWORKS !!! The way you create the setting n show emotions makes me feel like i'm experiencing a movie rather than a comic
It was just a toy!!!
O KURWA AMAZING!
Incredible
This is sooo cool! So looking forward to what comes next 😣
i’m in awe at how you change drawing styles to convey a message or emotion it’s so incredibly good and mesmerizing
LMAOOO THE SUDDEN POLISH
Хай всі боженьки вас бережуть
so talented
The new art style??!! I'm totally in love
The new art style??!! I'm totally in love
Laughing at Adil for idealizing this dude he barely knows as his 'dream girl' like I wasn't smoking the same stuff half a semester ago.
vou ter que escrever em português para me expressar melhor, MEU DEUS NÃO MACHUCA MEU FILHO, EU AMO TANTO ELE, AMO ELES, AMO TANTO, TADINHO (ao mesmo tempo que achei tão cômico a cena deles se encontrando, droga)
oh, my boy noooo
This is such an amazing work of art and still the first chapter ♥️♥️♥️♥️
the way you illustrated the gunshot and the gunman being high was so good oh em gee
i literally cried when adil was saying he was scared to die alone
I got home from work and immediately went to read this before saying hello to my family
the cat in his vision symbolising his mum as he wishes she was there 💔💔
also jay swearing in polish screaming bitch is incredible 😭
I think it's more meant to be an "oh fuck"
oh my GOD the range??? the way you drew the guy tripping and the visuals are amazing what
IN-CRED-IBLE WOW. the firework effect/overlay as the gunshot was SO GOOD and I love the way you created the visuals of the guy being high!! Also the realisation that Jay isn't a girl.... 😙👌 chefs kiss!!!
your use of symbolism is incredible
ADIL NO
This drawing style then guy is high is omg you are truly genious!
Jay’s “O KURVA” is killing me😀
the girl I was interested in wasn't a girl at all LMAO
Green yuri but make it pink yaoi
WAAAAAAAA
what a crazy way to find out your crush is a boy
i am so so so so excited to read more this is already so good
the talent you hold is truly unmeasurable, both art and storytelling btw can someone tell this poor spanish speaker what kurwa means
kurwa is a polish curse word lol
Sashaaa I've been wondering for a while (maybe not the best moment lol) but is there any actors or characters that have a similar voice to the ones u might imagine for adil and Jay? It would be so cool to know how could they sound like
She shared voice clips on Twitter that sounds like them
adil’s face in the last frame?? i mean, what hurts more—the wound or the shattered dream raaaaah the wait was so so so worth it, the storytelling is just incredible, and the frames are beautifully done. thank you! cannot wait for more 😫💗
It'll sound weird but the blood on adil's hand looks sooo prettyy
GOD they are so important to me
Ура ура ура, просто диво, зміна стиля під наркотиками дуже гарна і взагалі все дуже гарно, чудова робота, чекатиму продовження, коли б воно не вийшло
This style change is KURWA AMAZING♥️
Fucking amaziiing, super beautiful artwork, damn
I thought i'd save part 2 and this for myself as a treat later LITTLE DID I KNOW I WOULD BE SHOT 57 TIMES poor adil 😭😭 what a way to meet his cute girl neighbor (and to find out he is in fact not a girl) oh my lord??! Also the way he looked through that other guys eyes damn it was scary i love your artstyle so much!!
The high effect was so cool omggg
THANK YOU FOR THE FOOD 😭😭😭😭
😭♥️
MY POLISH SELF IS SO SO HAPPY. Amazing chapter ❤️🥹
AND ALSO IT MAKES ME EMOTIONAL THAT JAY KEPT THE KEYCHAIN ADIL GAVE HIM OMG
UGHAGGGG WAH YAYYYY
OMG THE CHANGE IN THE ART STYLE WAS AMAZING AAAAAAAAA I LOVE IT
O kurwa!
I keep forgetting Jay is polish. I wonder if he has an accent
Kurwa indeed
MAN THAT CLIFFHANGER!!! But boy was that crazyyy. Big story already hiding in those mfs' motivess
Love love lovveee, im so excited🥹 Your imagery is so goodd💔💔
I RAN HERE
I want to shake Adil like a cereal box (affectionate)
THE BLACK CAT
I read it too fast... now I have to wait again 😫
poor guy, his delulu didn't last that long :'))
I love them
PERFECT PERFECT PERFECT
OMG SOJEBGVENANSKIWHEVSJAOSKSMMSND THE METALHEAD MAN APPEARED
OMMMMMGKEKDJJWNZNWKSJQJS THIS IS INCREDIBLE SASHA WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH THIS IS SO GOOD OH MY GOOOODOODDODDD
мати василева…. дякую!
I LOVE IT HEREEIDIDFJFJFJF
WAAAASIDUWHAGAGGSHDD AND IT BEGINS!!!!!!!! OH MY HOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD HERE WE GO!!!!!!!!! also the way you depicted that guy on drugs was SOOOO GOOD??!?!!!?!?? media is always a 50/50 on how well things are portrayed and you did such an amazing job woooooooowwww sasha you have done it again 🚬🙂↕️ GOD IM SO EXCITED FOR THE NEXT PART AAAAASKDJWHSHS
ITS SO BEAUTIFUL AUGH🤧
oh mu goooooood
FIRST ACTUAL MEETING LETS GOOOOOOOOO arts stunning as always and the FIREWORKS wowza THAT LITTLE TOYS SO CUTE AND FIRST PROPER MEETINGSBJDJXMXCHJ
the same frame with jay in the open door like from adils imaginations you’re insane sasha i’m so in love with everything
Yes!!!!
How can u still amaze me sashaaa 😫😫😫
Noo my poor boy 😭 it's as always so well written and especially the high scene and the cut to the fireworks is artistically pleasing ah, I just love it so much. Can wait to read more. Also: Jay's reaction is very relatable 😂
O KURWA was my reaction to this update😭
"I wish dad was here" AUGH
I am so excited to see this comic finally happen, and it being so well drawn and designed, with the emotions portrayed amazingly…UGH I love
Omg the parallel with the toys… Jay’s bear breaking as Adil is shot, sasha youre incredible
THE HIGH SCENE ARGHHHHH IS PERFECT 😩😩
I love them
God Sasha this is painful but SO PRETTY AND I LOVE IT SO MUCH 😭😭😭😭
What’s the translation to what Jay said
"Oh, fuck" or "What the fuck"
THE ART IN THIS ONE WAS SO BEAUTIFUL, the colors the aesthetic, you're so talented Sasha. I loved this.
The way you illustrated being high is so gorgeous omg , the stark contrast between how scary Adil looks versus the beautiful painterly way everything else is portrayed is so cool , ABSOLUTEEE CINEMA
Yoo i thought the cup was for the butts of the cigarettes 😂😂 I saw the pills and my heart sank.
oh
WHAT AN INSANELY BEAUTIFUL FIRST CHAPTER OH MY GOD
OMGGGGG THIS COMIC IS SO GOOD
The kurwa took me by suprise! Loved it 💕
can u tell me what that means
This is so so amazing!!! ❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
YOUR’e INSANEEE GAHH, The art is so beautiful, I love the way you illustrated and depicted the gun shot soooo much. Literally my fav artist omgees 9also the cup of pillsss whattt? Did Adil just indirectly save him from something?)
Why do i type like this lmao
RAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
THIS O KURWA WAS HILARIOUS
I actually would like to know how jay's voice sounds like. Because although he looks feminine i like to think he has a very rusty and deep voice
He does. There is a post somewhere with a voice reference.
Adil thinking its finally time he could talk to his dream girl but damn hes in for a ridr
ITS HERE!!! AAA what a first chapter this is all so amazing!! Im so excited for the next now 😊
the story line ofc is so captivating but WOW your art is STUNNING
OH MY GOD
I knew he was not going to die obviously but when he said he didn’t want to die alone it broke my heart 😭😭😭, I almost cried… The fireworks slides looked amazing though !
О Kurwa😂 Adil be like: "Oh no, she’s got a penis! 😨 But what a nice one😍 😏"
Oh when they finally get together Adil will make the best boyfriend 🙂↕️ now i need to look for your old artwork to find that scar
MY HEARTTTT
why did Jay have a jar full of tons of pills ... 🧐 But also, Poor Adil!!!
U make me realized something... in some older Art Jay said that He wasn't be here without Adil... maybe that day He wanted overdose meds?
screaming
I have a normal amount of feelings regarding this.
was he about to try overdosing ☹️
Pill soup for dinner? 😟
O kurwa!
The girl he was interested in wasn't a girl at all
BAHAHAHHAHA
❤️❤️❤️
You've drawn pink hair soooooooo cute! <3
i can't he might be bleeding, hurting, almost dying but still he's gonna have a biggest smile on his face thinking about his potential "girl"friend
it was amazing i loved this first chapter!!!!!!!
❤️❤️ love it
FIREEE
Oooooooooooooooooooh
Beautiful, just beautiful and ended with soczyste o kurwa. Przepiękne🥹
I LOVE THIS SO MUCH OMGGG
Does anyone else see a little smile on Adil's face when he realises that the girl he has been dreaming about is actually a guy
I zoomed in and I think its more of a grimace, like he's disturbed or in pain
Wow what a first chapter 😍
ALSO I love the idea of having one of the mafiosos be high. He seemed overwhelmed with the situation, regretting getting high. There are many goons, gangsters, mafia etc in media that feel "evil for the sake of being evil". Bad guys, cause the plot needs a bad guy. This scene showed me that the "bad guy" has his own problems. And horrible things don't just happen because "well he's evil", but because of horrible circumstances and decision making. Love it <3
The whole art style change and the transition from the shot to the fireworks made my jaw drop this is so good ohvgiodhs
AAAHHH THIS IS SO CINEMATIC OH MY
KICKING MY FEET AND SCREAMING
I'm so curious to see more of jay's reactions after adil showed up at his door all covered all blood
Adil, Welcome to this thing we call "looking at people closely" XD
I also love how insecure Adil is about his looks, how he just sees himself as huge and scary, not handsome at all and he's just like a runway model.
The transition between the high gunshot and the fireworks is FANTASTIC. I love the art style change to show his hallucinations.
I love that he's a bathory fan
Unfortunately for adil I love the slides where the guy shoots .. looks so cool… ur mind ..
Obsessed with them actually
damn the gun scenes feel so visionary, love ittt allll😍 and Jay's reaction soo passed the polish person vibes check 🤌🏻
CHRISTMASSSS HAS COME EARLYYYYY FOR MEEEEE
i love your art soo so much
o kurwa summed it all up
With every part of the chapter Sasha uploads the theory that the black cat is totally related to Adils mom is less theory and more reality. 🥺
"o kurwa" very valid reaction, my guy
What does it mean 😫😫
I loved it so much... The way You portrayed the guy in drug, hid vision of the word was insanely good. And the end???? How can something be so funny and sad st the same time
The gunshot mingled with fireworks was so beautiful and violent
I AM SCREAMING
I LOVE IT
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Oh, Sasha. I want to say a lot of things, but i have no words. I love it.
MY BABYS
I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT THUS
I still remember the first time you draw this moment and now that I see it going canon I just can't describe my happiness and excitement. When Adil discovers Jay a guy by seeing him shaving. 😭🥹🥹🥹🥹
his face when he thinks he's going to die im gonna cry </3 also this art style im so speechless all those colours and the one with jay in the window idk what to say it my be my favourite art of yours
Omg Sasha I'm so happy thank you for doing this comic and make my life worth 💕💕💕🥹🥹🥹🥹
AUGHHHHH MY BABY
Padło słowo narodowe💜 great, as always sasha
SASHAAAA, On the day I'm quitting my job??? You're the best. 🥹😭
Illustrations are really something else, I'm stunned, the artwork it's absolutely amazing ✨
jay my slavic prince(ss)
So the cup that he was holding in the first chapter was full of the expired meds? I feel like crying. Does he just always like to carry it around with him?
He was planning to take those pills one after another, but Adil distracted him twice
I'm without words, you are incredible, love you
THE CAT IN THE BACKGROUND WHEN HE MENTIONED HIS MOM OMGG
PADŁO SŁOWO KLUCZ😭😭
O KURWA
Genial a parte dos fogos de artifício 🤌🏻🤌🏻 Grande artista
Haha his dream girl is not a girl poor Adil
OH MY GOD
Love the parallel of the door meeting from his dream and the reality
OH MY GOD YASSSSSAHAHH
O GOMFOMGOMGKMGOMGONGOMGKMGOGNPDĞSĞAĞAŞXJSĞDLS PLS WHEN IS THE CHAPTER 2
YOU GO JAY
Wow! This is such a masterpiece! What an absolute beautiful chapter, the art is insane!
YESYES
POLAND MENTIONED🇵🇱🇵🇱🇵🇱🇵🇱🇵🇱🇵🇱🇵🇱
NOT THE OKURWA 😭😭
“that’d be a good way to die holding a beautiful girl’s hand” Adil you are so real for that🙏🙏🙏even if Jay isn’t a girl lol
"and that guys, is how i met your mother"
THE VISUALS ARE CRAZY SAHSSAA RHAAH MARRY ME
I wasn’t READDYYY, I love the way you’ve portrayed the guy being high/scared/having hallucinations. The way you’ve mixed different medias is so cool, everything so beautiful. I love the final part !!!
Now imagining Jay walking in on Adil naked when Adil is coming to terms w the fact that Jay is not a girl and experiencing a near-death experience oh god 😭 and Jay was lowkey ogling him too
SHE POSTED!!!
Omg
nightmare adil made me jump lol and yay chapter ones all out congratulations!!!! its amazing x
Eeeeeeeeee! What a start, so excited to see all the in between parts ⭐️ as for the art your style is so versatile, like your good at every kind you are superhuman Sasha
LOVING THIS WITH MY LIFE 🙏🙏
That's how he found out?! Must've hurt more than being shot 🤣
OMG THANK YOU SASHA
padło słowo klucz 🗣🗣 sasha the whole thing is amazing, loving it so far!! Jay had the most polish reaction ever but also poor Adil for thinking even in this situation his father wouldn't help :(( he needs a hug :((
Dude I’m so so hype I can’t wait to buy these as books one day:) you’re so talented
ADIL PLEASE BE OKAY
Thank you for the serotonin today 🙌
AAAAAAAAAAA
KURWA MENTIONED🇵🇱🇵🇱🇵🇱🦅🦅🦅🇵🇱🇵🇱🇵🇱 (right reaction tho😭)
THIS IS SO MUCH MORE THAN I EXPECTED IM LOVING THIS also the tension shattered by Jay’s “o kurwa” made me giggle hahaha
Can’t believe it’s fully here and can’t believe this is how they meet
O KURWA XD Jay i love you xD i would react the same way xD
Funny how Jay's first word in the comic is o kurwa LMAO
im gonna cry
YEAYSUSUSUSHS
I love the art style change eueueuue
ARGHHHH
I too would go die on the doorstep of a beautiful doctor girl who thinks I am stalking her . He's just like me
O KURWA HAHAHAHHA😭😭😭
HE GOT SHOT?! what a start
Padło słowo klucz 🥹 ALSO THIS IS SO GOOD AS ALWAYS THE SHOOTING SCENE?!? THE COLOURS AND THE WAY ITS CRAYON-LOOKING?!?! ITS AMAZING 😭
wait what did jay say at the end 😭😭😭 a bad word ?
Yes, it’s a swear word in polish he said “Oh shit”/“Oh fuck”
RAWEWJDHEJDJDK IM LOSING MY MIND
Christ I’ve been waiting and so hopeful and excited for this for so long I’m actually tearing up a little
WHAT DID JAY SAY
"oh fuck" in polish LOL
About to reread it all bc I love it sm
EEE SO EXCITED FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER!!
YES YES YES MY BOYS
Yeeeei
OMG
nNNOOOO AAAHHHH
adil can we get our priorities straight please oh my god
JAY SPEAKING POLISH WHEN HES SHOCKED OH EM GEE
HOLY SHIT IT HAPPENED OMG SASHAAAAA! I also love your way of showing one of the gunmen was high by slightly altering your aft style. Overall this has been my favourite part of chapter 1 so far 😭😭
OBSESSEDDDDD
I'm screaming, his face between "da fuck is this a boy" but also "help i'm dying" 😭😭😭
Also LOVE the part where the other dude is high or smth, sooo cool how you portrayed everything!!
YEAYHHHHGGGG
БОЖЕ ОЦІ НЕМОВ МАЛЬОВАНІ МОМЕНТИ ВЗАГАЛІ НЕЙМОВІРНІШІ
How adil wishes to at least hold Jay's hand in his last moments omg pls
"My dream girl can save me" 😭 adil u gotta learn priorities, in this case yes but omg
YEAAAAS
oh so this is how they meet?? 🗣️🗣️
OHHHH the artstyle change in insane work i love it sm
AND THEY FINALLY MEET !
OH MY GOD THIS IS FUCKING BEAUTIFUL OH MY GOD
YAYYYY LETS GOOO
How adil's eyes turn so vulnerable I'm gonna cry
LETS GOOOO
O M G the cinematic and the art are amazing
I CANT BELIEGE THIS IS HAPPENING 🙏🙏🙏🙏 FIRST CHAPTER
God I read it in a second from excitement, got to re read the whole thing, I loved everything, the way you expressrd that guy being high, adil’s silliness, his thoughts about Jay, Jay’s O KURWA 🙏😭 thanks so much
AAAAAAHHHHHH
I'M SCREEEAAAMINH
Yaaaay it's here!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAA
Weird way to meet each other but ig it's another way to meet jay
YEAHHHHHHHHHHHH
MY BABIESS
WOOO!!!!
RAAAAH
woo