God

gods busy refilling hairspray or some shit

I buyed the membership 4 days ago , before that i already stared at these exact pictures on instagram because it just mesmerized me how wonderful this got told and drawn and now i cant stop thinking about excatly these pictures because it just got drawn so perfectly that i feel some kind of emotion that makes my heart race. I LOVE THIS so so much you express emotions in a way i never saw or thought anyone could , im sooo impressed and i just wish i could draw like you , wow. 💕

I’m in class trying not to bawl my eyes out this is amazing

Got to this part right as Fake Plastic Trees by Radiohead started playing just rip my heart out atp

The emotions you are able to draw always hit me like a f***ing truck. Please say we will be able to see Adil comforting Jay about this😫

I understand him so much omg

omg this is so ethel cain

god youre so fucking talented

This is exactly how it feels growing up catholic for me, it only filled me with shame about myself and my sexuality

This is probably my favourite work you've done ! (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

i love how your characters express feelings through their faces... you're an amazing artist, big inspiration for me

I need your art in a Gallery

Your ability to capture raw emotion is just phenomenal. Beautiful. And god, it makes my heart ache for Jay even more.

I keep coming back to this post it is so incredible

I fucking love your art so much

That freaking third panel is crazy, you got the EXACT emotion nailed like me to king, me to, I felt that shit

How.can.someone.paint.this.good.

oh, jay sweetheart :( there’s a resigned, bitter intensity in his face in the last pic that makes me clench my fists.. hang in there, jay </3

Same Jay, same 🩷🥲

OMGGGGG i Love the Way ur art Illustrates Such intense emotions, the way jay Looks in The Third slide is so Heartbreaking i Want to Hug him so Bad 💔💔

Owtchy

OH MY BABYYYYYY OH MY GODDDDD💔💔💔💔💔💔

OH HELP ME GOD HIS FACE THIS IS SO SAD

Also same 😭 crying to a god that’s not there

Oh my baby 😭

Oof. Been there, buddy.

This is so beautiful

OH MY GHODS i love the light and shadow work, its incredible 😵‍💫 and the emotions i can't breathe IM OBSSESED

ive been checking your pateron daily ily

No way, emo twink with pink hair from Łódź, used to belive in god? I never heard of that pipeline in my life! /j + /positive

Sasha :( our boy :(

this is amazing as always!! i was wondering if you would ever be willing to do a small tutorial on how you render hair? because it always looks absolutely stunning

YEAHHHHHHHHHHHH STAB ME IN THE HEART WOOP WOOOP

the way you convey emotion never ceases to amaze me

MY BABYYYY NOOOOO

i am amazed by the last pannel, the anger you feel

the unbearing pain on Jay’s face, it’s heartbreaking, i hate Chris so much, it’s making me sick

SASHAAA ??? the lights, the facial expressions, my heart has been ripped apart

Im sorry to ask but just to understand context: is the third image the event happening, or him crying to himself after? thank you

I love this. you're so talented ❤️

oh my baby ☹️

This hit close to me lol :(

the betrayal, this is so lonely. ‘losing’ God on this way is so lonely. having your trust broken two very important figures in his life at either the same time or not far apart. it hurts even more. neither protected him like he believed they would for so many years. the rage people have for God after something like this is so real and so understandable

ive been really interested about this! also reminds me of adils father too

WTFF

i saw the notification, smiled because i really needed this today BUT the way my smile faded, holy shit/pos i've never been religious in my entire life but damn i can recognize how much this is SICK and WELL DEPICTED, i love your art so much thank for existing

We love you Sasha ✋️😔 ♡

he's so real for this

Not to take away from how emotionally heavy this is, BUT THIS IS FUCKIN COOL like this is one of the hardest panels I’ve ever seen.

oh jay :’(

His facial expressions hit home so hard! I look at it and say, “yes that’s exactly how that feels”

☹️🫂

i relate to Jay so much its getting unbearable

hey can someone plz explain to me how i read this story in order? and also how do i access the discord ?? i just joined this yesterday n im a bit confused :’)

Jay💔

what a way to start my morning

Now why would you hurt me like this. His expressions are so raw it's painful

Sasha, you had no right to rip my heart like that with that third image…

This is the most relatable thing I’ve seen in a hot minute

is adil non religious too ?

your ability to depict emotions with facial expressions are fucking insane to me, absolutely insane

Man. This really hits home. Even still in the back of my mind I can hear my self going "oh hey god blah blah blah" before I sleep then going "god isn't real dip shit."

ouch ....

ay jay 😞💔

I dont like this anymore 😔

This hit close to home... heartbreaking

off topic but his uneven part means everything to me

jesus christ this is devastating

this one hit so close to home that i got slapped in the face by it. damn.

Just rip my soul to shreds why don’t you 😔

Oh my lord

MY SHAYLAAAA 😔😔🤧

oh ok! why did u do that to me!!

oh ive never related to jay as much as right now

noooo

I'm so happy Jay can explode everyone

oh jay :( poor baby boy…..

oh the rage the pain the betrayal EURGH he's so gorgeous i love him so much so so much

Awww my baby

You are absolutely incredible at portraying emotions, it so raw, I can almost feel it

Watching this while my literature teacher scolds us for something that was her mistake😝

I JUST NOTICED the the eh SOMETHING ON JAY’S LIPS IN THE LAST FRAME IS IT FROM THE TIME HE WAS BITING HIS LIP???????

The face of RAGE This IS it, the rage is so RAW and real

i hope he gets to live a wonderful life 🥲❤️ he and adil deserve only the best

💔💔 jay my bby i will take all ur suffering and pass it to chris

oh

Oh this one hurts

religious trauma jay means so much to me

im not religious anymore but rn I hope hell is real bc that's where I want to see chris at the end of the story

Jay 😭😭😭😭

the range of emotions you are able to express is incredible it’s like watching a high class actor

crying at 11 a.m

… this hit a bit to close to home T-T

that look of hatred 💔 this one feels way too close to home and when I thought I couldn't relate to him more than I already did u drop this, my poor baby l just want to protect him from everything even if its way too late for that

hits hard

Nenhuma experiência é individual mesmo né.... :(

I love that you can see literally the anger on jays eyes, like, it is such a relatable and specific emotion and you portrayed it beautifully

MY SHAYLA💔💔

Well I guess my heart is more broke than ever

this is so mean sighh 😭 this is beautiful it ruined my day 💔

UGH JAYYY STOP IT I WAS HAVING A GOOD DAYYY

Well I didnt plan on being happy today anyways

Oh Sasha your art is so beautiful and painful :(

MY FUCKING SHAYLA 😭😭😭

13th reason

oh my god. everything about this is genuinely breathtaking, your skills know no bounds. religious trauma and relationships with god are sometimes overlooked, and this is a very heartbreaking but beautiful way to portray. hats off to you sasha

Amazing Sasha 🩷 I'm super interested in this aspect of the story. I figured he would grow to resent and hate God for the things that happened to him. Can't wait for the comic!

Pobrecito😭😭😭😭

oof religious trauma hits hard

Oh polish people and God have such a messy, toxic relationship.. You often grow up catholic whether you want it or not, so as someone who also went through the "maybe God is not real, after all" revolution Jay is so well representing it. Terrifying process, horrible circumstances, I wonder if because of it he ever felt alienated from his religious mother

this is painful

wow... amazing

i just wanted to give him a hug.

holy shit sasha… this is insane and beautiful and just wow. you have so much skill in both art, writing, and portraying humans realistically. you are truly an inspiration 🩵

this is cyberbullying :(

Thank you for the depression. It’s always hurt me phishing when I think what he had and hurt me even more when I think how many people really went through this.

so relatable. This is so beautiful 😭

this is amazing, i genuinely feel the pain in this work !!

NOOOOOOO

WAAAHHHH WAAAAAHHHHHHH WAHHHHHHH 😭😭😭😭

i hope chris dies and goes to hell and burn until he melt❤️

Poor baby </3

Both your art and storytelling are amazing 👏 🤩 I can't even phantom the work and the emotional investment needed to reach this level. Please take care 🥹❤️

MY SHAYLAAA 😭

The anguish on jays face, holy shit

MY BABY☹️

The background of the church is soooo beautiful...my poor boy!!! 😭😭😭

something i've always admired about your work is the way you're able to convey emotion. you have it down completely, it's crazy. even the slightest shift in expressions is visible in your work and it really helps to establish an atmosphere :o you're a young artist and if this is where your art is now i'm so, so excited to see where it will be in the future. i love this!!!

What a genuinely painful and relatable post

Okay that's it, Im doing God's work and finding Chris myself😤🔪

It’s something I’ve thought about but haven’t seen much is how jays relationship with religion changed after everything happened so this is fantastic! Very relatable even if you aren’t religious, think there’s lots of people/things you stop believing in when bad stuff happens to you so I’m interested to see how Jay deals with it all! Another belter Sasha thankyouuuu

Honestly..... I can't blame him. This looks absolutely incredible, though.

Exactly what I think about religion now😭 many hours wasted in praying

I'm gonna cry Sasha pls what is this

My Sheila.......

The disgust he almost has on his face looks so real..

OMGG THE RENDERING IS SO GOOD ❤️❤️❤️

My Shayla :(

Oh I just want him to be hugged tightly by somebody he trusts🥺🥺

oh my

Oh okay I feel this on a personal level

this is amazing and ur art truly beautiful, i feel so bad for jay :((

oh my, this reminds me of what you once said about Adil's father's relationship with god.

You can see the resentment in his eyes, you're incredible Sasha 💛💛💛

This makes me cry Sasha NOO 💔

Sobbing hard rn

I'm obsessed with that last panel 💖💖💖

Love a bit of religious trauma to spice up your character's life

The tears on the ear lobes are a phenomenal touch

The light in the second slide is just so gorgeous wow

Your art and expressions are geniunely some of the most beautiful Ive ever seen. I relate to Jay alot here.

HOLY FUCK! SASHA THIS IS BEAUTIFUL! MY POOR HEART 🥹

his hair looks like it’s gotten thinner, is it just from hair dye or from stress too?

omg,,,,, he's so me,,,,,

I’m so in love with your art! Can’t wait for the second part to be released🔥❤️

day: ruined (love your work im just gonna go scream rq)

he makes me feel so paternal

I stop my work every time you post something and It’s always worth it 🖤🖤🖤

jay 😕😕☹️💔

don’t know what to say you’re way too talented.

I was wondering if religious trauma would crop up I KNEW I related to Jay a bit too much

the one of him crying on the bed … probably during the incident … i’m gonna be sick

God better pick up the phone to my boy rn 😞

Oh nooo the way he looks at him …

SASHAAAAA AAUGHHHHH

Fuck i will never get over your art 😭

💀🚫

holy (haha) shit

Ok I'm crying rn ty ｡⁠:ﾟ⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)ﾟ⁠:⁠｡

oh my poor baby

Your art genuinely makes me feel so much emotion. Keep doing what you do best Sasha!!! 🫶🏻💖

Jay my shaylaaa 😔

This is terrifying and you’ve portrayed it well

I am genuinely in tears. Sasha. The way you drew his expression, how he looks crying. I have no words

the way you draw facial expressions never fails to impress me lol you’re increible!

Jay, my Shayla, were the same 🖐️😭

Yeouch but I know the feeling 😔

beautiful stunning scrumptious amazing yummy delicious glorious ethereal art as always 🥹

jesus christ…. poor baby

OH MY GOD

oh jay ❤️‍🩹

This feels like a heart attack

thats hurt

The emotion on his face is done so well

🫩

Ouch

My shayla 😭😭😭

SAASSSHHAAA????? IM CRYIN' IN DA CLUB

Omg Sasha why would you 😭😭😭😭😭😭

WAKE IP EVERYONE

oh damn ahaha this is a bit relatable 😃

It’s okay jay

youre killing us here

Bro, stop. This is painful 😭😭