another life
I’m finally back home and can get on with work!!!
Today I thought I’d do a quick sketch and imagine what they might’ve been like if the trauma had never happened
Jay would probably have built his whole life and identity around Chris and ended up being a lot like him
Adil, on the other hand, would most likely have felt freer to express himself and been way more relaxed and open
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Adil turns into a k-pop idol lmao
Adil is so Kazakh coded here
jay looks so bright and adil looks so soft :,)
not the light in jays eyes..
I love how trauma impacted both of them so differently. Jay without trauma, would grow to be this replica of Chris, this beautiful doll that Chris created; he wouldn't be free. On the other hand, we have Adil, who, because of his trauma, is not free; his real self is trapped, and without it, he would finally shine as he is.
i’m wondering why jay doesn’t have much lighter brows
i can clearly see adil, a super famous model with huge fashion brands and jay, a very excellent and renowned doctor. i really wanted to see them meet in this universe 💔💔
You're so smart FR Sasha. Is like the universe with no trauma for them doesn't mean is a good or perfect universe either. Especially in Jay's case. Anyway... I love them both in both universes because your hands only know to do masterpieces. <3
How come adil not bald 🧐
Im assuming his brother doesnt have cancer in this universe 🥹
I will protect these angels with my life
just fell on my knees and cried
i feel so deeply for these characters its not even funny 😭🫶🏻
oh my god jay looks like a mormon door knocker Adil looks like an idol
fruity adil 😔 what could’ve been
Serious questions: Is Chris still fucking evil? And do Jay and Adil get together in this alternate universe?
I feel like real Jay would be lowkey disturbed by non traumatized Jay. Also does adil still wear his meme shirts?
Jay’s make me feel sick and adil’s make me feel happy idk but it’s so fucking pretty
AU Jay looks like he is about to record a new daily vlog for his youtube med channel lol. That said I think he would just have to deal with another kind of trauma, struggling with his sexuality maybe, at least until he get himself free from C*ris 😢
Speechless, perfect Sasha!
Goodnight I Love them no matter What they both Look SO CUTE omh I LOVE adils hair tbh, But his Egg head is Still My fav 🙏
jay's eyes and adil's hair oh my god my shaylas 😭
okay party over the difference in jays eyes is abt to make my cry I think
dropping internalised homophobia makes you At Least 40% prettier iktr 🙂↕️🙂↕️ adil so gorg I loveeeee
Jay without trauma indeed looks like СВІДКИ ЄГОВИ
Damn they really do look so different, also I hope adil maybe comes to look a bit similar to what his other life looked like. Bc he deserves happiness 😭💕 also dang jay js wow lol
Adil being out and getting the bisexual boyfriend glow up is what he deserves - also Jay looks nothing like himself and that’s so insane
That Jay will haunt my dreams. Even if he’s “trauma free”, it just doesn’t feel like him. Even before the trauma, he was very rebellious and owned his own style. I feel like he would feel so repressed. That can also be quite traumatic.
Damn it makes you think of your own life as well
adil my beautiful wife
Jay's smile looks so fake yet, even if he's not traumatized
they’re so pretty….. my poor babies
Wait that’s so interesting, do you think Jay had the potential to become like Chris if he wasn’t himself a victim of his doings ?
I think she’s saying He would have become a doctor and “stand up guy” like Chris, not inflict harm the way Chris did
so stunning
seeing jay looking so much like chris feels so uncanny and just not like him, and it kinda makes me relieved that he could escape him and realise what kind of person he really is before he's influence on jay became even stronger but i just wish that there is a timeline where he could get free from him in less traumatic way
Good point
does anyone remember where adil is from again 😭💔 i cant remember
He’s from Kazakhstan
gorgeous!
thank you!!!
adil glam mode…. omfg
Wow!!! Powerful
“Jay would probably have built his whole life and identity around Chris and ended up being a lot like him.” I love Jay but I’m so so glad he didn’t turn into a version of Chris. Although I do wish he’s able to find genuine happiness. ☹️ and I’d absolutely love to see a happy Aldi. I’m cheering them on as they are NOW so they can find themselves and find a sense of peace and belonging.
To some extent, the price Jay paid was for the truth He suffered a lot, but now he’s not living in the lie he could’ve continued living in for many years if what happened hadn’t happened
I love bald Adil but with hair hes on another level
Omg uncanny jay and soda pop adil
Actually they both uncanny to me 😵
Adil is so hot omfgod
New kpop idol
Adil looks so pretty holy moly 😛
in the timeline where the traumatic stuff didnt happen does it mean that chris just didnt go through with it or that chris wasnt all evil in that au?
bro if its just chris didnt go through with it thats not that happy then, jay still gets manipulated
Omfg Adil my baby 😭
Adil in kpop boy haircut is too powerful 🫣💜
evil jay is so scary cause imagine he adopted the same personality as Chris, that's just sad to think about
NOOOO That’s what I’m scared of, that he’s blissfully unaware of Chris
Seeing Adil able to express himself and being comfortable is so heartwarming but also... evil-jay lets call him like that makes me so sad, chris i hate you in all timelines!!!
jay’s alternate path actually scares me bc he really looks like chris and makes me wonder if he would adopt his cruel traits too… meanwhile adil is a handsome kpop idol
He probably wouldn’t be as cruel as Chris, since Jay isn’t a narcissist and he believes Chris is a good person But he would become very similar to that fake version of Chris he presents to others
The shine on jay's eyes ☹️☹️
adil is TAAAKKKIIIIING IT!!!!!! 😛😛😛😛😛😛 WOOOWEEE BABY!!!!!!!
Would that imply that in this timeline Chris isn’t an absolute psycho? Or is Jay not a victim?
I think Chris would still be the same in this context, so still a psycho but he would've continued raising jay making him a lot like Chris which is horrific lol
Adil would absolutelly EAT if he walked face 💅🏻😭 in both versions tbh 🥹
Wdh theyre so stunning omg 😲
Godddamnn adil looks so cool
I don't mean to bully but happy Jay smiles so nerdy I love it ✨️😋
nice pearl necklace adil... lmao
Chris-like Jay isn't real, he can't hurt you
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Ouch my emotions
the black and white colour theme suits them so well 💔💔💔😭
happy Jay, but at what cost? And my baby Adil, heartbreaking, you are killing me sasha 😭😭😭😭
Knowing that Jay would mirror Chris makes me sad, it really does. As for Adil, he seems so alive and with a personality that's perhaps a little different, I don't see the innocence in this version haha But I love that
damn why adil so pretty 😭😭😭 my guess is he's also out of the closet and not in denial in this au
yep!!
ВОНИ ЗМУШУЮТЬ МЕНЕ ПЛАКАТИ😭😭😭😭
AAAAHHH
Out of the closet artsy Adil though is soooooo like damn he looks yummy when hes both rugged and artsy!
whew😭💔
Actor AU basically
Is Adil a Kpop artist? 😂 Sorry i cant unsee it
Saaaame, looks like Hyunjin !
I dont like evil Jay
WOW
Do you think they would still love each other if they met in this universe?
I’m not sure about that Maybe, but they’d need more time to get to know each other better
Jay has shine in his eyes in the another life au oml💔
so cute...
jay the kid of god
Jay...!! They look so different, but Jay's is STRINKING. Wow.
Hope your birthday was amazing ❤️❤️❤️
thank you so much!!!!
im crying theyre so gorgeodu
And in this timeline they kiss, please just let us have this
Adil having a pearls necklace kills me bc I know in the canon story he would never wear something so "feminine" 🥹
yes 😭😭😭😭
It's strange to see them like this. I prefer them both as they usually are. I really like Jay's long hair 😌
🥹
AHHHHH
oh Jay looks so scary😭 you nailed the resemblance
I know trauma can't be undone, but would love for Adil to get to be truly himself.
WJAT THE FUCK THEY'RE BEAUTIFUL
Also, If Jay would be a lot like Chris, would he also take his manipulative, narcissistic traits/personality?
Most likely not, since Chris hides those traits In Jay’s eyes, Chris was always the kindest and most caring person he knew, so trying to be like Chris, Jay would probably try to adopt his best qualities, striving to be a good, kind person
Omg I’m gonna fucking cry Adil looks so pretty 😭
They look like manhva material 🙏🙏🙏 Adil looks like a kpop idol 😭😭😭 We missed notifications from you so much, I hope you enjoyed your trip ❤️❤️❤️ would love to know your impressions about it, not sure if you posted it anywhere 💔💔💔
💛💛💛💛💛💛💛 Yes, the trip was wonderful I’m thrilled about Romania as a country and would really love to move there someday
omg adil
The AU where openly gay Adil hits on closeted baby Jay is INFESTING MY BRAIN
I think Adil is the baby everywhere lmaooo
Adil looks SOOO COOL that’s crazy. I love how you drew them in another life, I honestly think about my characters’ no-trauma versions too and it’s always very interesting to see how they could have grown up.
oh... sweethearts 🥺
Adiiiiil 😍😍😍😍
Аділь йомайо це протизаконно бути таким гарячим🔥🔥
the way my face changes crazy expressions of excitement everytime I see you in my notification bar 🎉🩷
SAME
My babies 🥹🥹 I love them sm wish them the best 🥹
Their hair 🥺🥺
OMG ADIL??:$:)/&/!:!/ HE LOWKEY IS REMINDING ME OF LIKE WANG YIBO
Also the sparkle in jays eyes 😭
oh wow they’re both still so beautiful
Wooooaa adil looks so cool 😿
Adil looks like a member from a kpop group i love it
Kim Seokjin is that you 🙏
would adil accept his gayness #woke
yesss
Hope you had a wonderful time!! 💕💕💕 Thirsting over Adil, bald or not, sigh... I need him to be real 😔
ADIL 😝😝😝😝😝
myshaylasssssss 😭♥️
oh my god jay im dead
MY BABIESS .·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·.
Sasha returned home and chose violence.
so adil looks skinnier in his “other life.” is this because he works out in fear of being seen as gay/effeminate? is that his main reason for working out to appear more masculine, to avoid being seen as otherwise??? or is that just ANOTHER reason, considering who is dad is now
Maybe if his dad wasn’t the mafia he wouldn’t have this much money for food LMAOOOO I just instantly remembered the post with what they eat daily,, also Adil always drinks those 1500 calories milkshakes
I'm crying, Jay looks so much more happy in the alt version 😭😭😭✋🏻🤚🏻
the most beautiful thing in the world
oh adil looks like he would absolutely win the performative male contest with a labubu and matcha latte 😭
Lmaooooo he's so tiktok boy of the month
ADIL KINDA 😩😩😩
BRO ADIL LOOKS LIKE HIS MOM
adil i see ur pearls ... ur gay ass cant hide from me. ....
I don't know whether to be happy for Jay or sad 💔
HOLY SHHH—- need Jay to intervene and help my boy achieve his dream look 👀
ADIL WITH HAIR
waoow…. adil 😍😍 so pretty
GOSH ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME 😭😭 I’m gonna go cry now bye
OH MY GOD, FREAKING HANDSOME BOYS
ЯК КРІС😭😭😭😭
AND ADILLL EURGHT SO PRETTY I LOVE THEM SO MUCHHCHCHSBSBDHD TY FOR THEM SASHAAAHSHSHSBSSBBSBD
WHAT'S THIS ?? MY GOD SO PERFECT
💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛
My love for them is real 😭
I just got out of school Sasha, this hurts 💔 (Welcome back)
💛💛💛💛💛💛
Oh babies!!!
gorjus
Oof I’m not sure if I like the idea of Jay being that much like Chris
Its scaring me a bit 😭
I. I don’t like how much like Chris Jay looks. The smile. Nope.
Hope you had a nice birthday holiday hopefully Sasha :)) <3
They still would've looked really good together 🌷🌷
short haired jay oh this has to be a crime
JAY LOOKS SO HAPPPY SHUT UPPPRKSBDBXVBBBAHSVUXZUSHS.
Whoa loving Adil in this!!
OH MY GOD
they are so beautiful