Confession

Did Jay cover Adil with blanket by himself?!I read it few times and just saw this detail

oh my god re reading this with context of the first few chapters……

thinking of how when they first slept in the same bed they used different blankets but not anymore

OKAY SO - and this is hilarious to me - BUT DID ADIL ACTUALLY JUST EXCUSE HIMSELF RIGHT AFTER THE ALMOST KISS TO HAVE A SHOWER?? IN JAY'S SHOWER?? HOW DO YOU EVEN EXPLAIN THAT TO ANYBODY LMAOOO

Aw poor Jay. Very excited to see your work

this one wasnt put in the underdog sketches pile

Can't believe the comic's coming soon, yay!!!

awww he lay down on Adil's pillow

💔💔❤️‍🩹

Fuck, I'm crying

I’m feining rn gimmie more before I start tweeken

Él no entiende que no se refiere solo a NY...

AHHHH

Okay but can we also talk about how Adil went to lie down as far away from Jay as possible on the bed, but now Jay got closer and has his head on his pillow and they are both laying on the same side of the bed ❤️. There's no escape for Adil. 🤭

Jay is too nonchalant about hearing Adil

they are the sweetest 😞

JAY HEARD HIM ??? 😭😭

The way jay got closer😞😞😞

OCTOBER OHHHH

Excited for the first chapter! 🩵

I understand Jay. Hopefully some day he will be still here for himself

stay strong 🔥🔥🔥🔥

good luck for the first chapter! always supporting youuuu

Adil's Blush is So addictive Istg I want that Cookie so damn Bad 💔🥀

My babies! Ow ❤️. Now I'm scared for Jay! Adil please stay close to him. ❤️

After a long day this is like a caress to my soul ❤️‍🩹

Sasha i would print your art put it in a sandwich and eat it

MAKE SURE NOT TO RUSH YOURSELF ‼️ everyone will love your crumbs or cake because they all come from the baker (my analogy for basically saying if you post a 30 page comic in full color or a sketch you made in 5 minutes we will 100% love both equally)

SUICIDE POSTPONED!!!!

I cried

FIRST CHAPTER AS MY BDAY PRESENT 😭😭❤️❤️❤️

Sasha you’re working hard so take care and stay healthy ♥️🙏🏾 I’m sure the first chapter will amaze us 😭

sometimes I just wish they runaway together 🥹

Amazing as always 😭 SO EXITED FOR THE FIRST CHAPTER 🙌🙌🙌🙌

RAHHHHHHHH OMGGGGGG SASHA THE BLORBOS!!!!! 😭😭😭😭

Omg I’ve never felt such an insane urge to read something until I found underdogs

He totally heard that but hes lowkey suicidal and codependent so he doesnt care about that rn

side note the way you draw jay's hair is absolutely angelic holy shit!!!

I just wanna tell that Jay first cover Adil with blanket and then lay down on HIS pillow

“you’re the only reason i’m still here” oh, the multiple meanings behind that simple sentence.. jay</3

jay leaving absolutely no space for adil to NOT sleep close to him ;-; they’re so sweet together..

Oses adil hace mucho ruido haciendo eso en el baño?🤣

джей як кіт забрав собі більшу частину ліжка 😭🤏

OMG WHATATATATATTTTT

Ahhh i’m so excited for the first chapter!! Don’t stress yourself! （≧∇≦）

Literally been checking the patreon every night to see if we got an Update. The fact that Jay heard all that is crazy 😭

but what about Jay’s mom? isn’t she also some kind of reason

soooo excited for the first chapter!!

Came back to look at this again .. the hold these characters have over me … bro… there isn’t even a comic yet … bro ..

TELL ME THEY ARE GOING TO SLEEP CUDDLING, I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE 😫

OMG,, my poor Adil, his head is gonna explode for so much overthinking sbchandgwj i hope he stayed so he didn’t feel so alone with his thoughts, thank you so much for all the hard work you are doing to release the comic as soon as possible Sasha, remember to take breaks too💛✨

SASHA IM ON THE CLOCK SO I CANT FREAK OUT ABOUT THIS BUT IM HERE AND I JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW IM ITCHING TO GET HOME 😭😭😭😭

This is the best it could have gone hahaha I was so scared

oh my god.

Oh god, Jay can't drop a bomb and the fall asleep

Omg omg I’m so excited

God these characters are so beautiful

will the comic be released on webtoon ?

Adil, now, holding his own hand in the last frame 💔

OMG I CANT WAIT FOR THE COMIC HIHI

oh my boys :(

Oh, Jay... :C Poor guy. These two break my heart, man, they're so sweet but so scared of hurting each other.

OH MY BABIES

i need their faces close on the pillow AHH HOW I LOVE THEM

“YOU HEARD THAT???” “…no”

LOL HE HEARD HIM???

OCTOBER YEEEAASSSSS

Stole your heart AND your pillow, jay. Wake up!

Im gonna kill myself

nooo babe...

OMG OCTOBER!!

pls let them cuddle .·°՞(˃ ᗝ ˂)՞°·.

its lovely how they indirectly help the other so much without even knowing

i love how he doesn’t even mind about the shower thing and is just glad adil is there ☹️

Ugghh My heart

The fact that Jay scooched up so much that they’re wayy closer now 😭 jays too slick for this world

‘here in new york??’ no babe here on earth

i need to crush your art up into dust and snort it like a line of coke

Wait so.. did Jay actually know what he did in the shower??

Jay putting the covers on Adil 😭

STOOOP “STILL HERE”??? DOES THAT IMPLY HE WAS / IS SUICIDAL??? OR AM I BEING EXTRA????? I CANNOT

Is Adil clueless or is he slowly figuring out what Jay meant?

SO READY!!!!! Where are u gonna publish the full chapters, Here on patreon? Just curious! :) Gonna read it wherever it's gonna be lol

I Keep coming Back to this like I need tgis injected into my Veins already IM SO EXICTED

Are you going to reveal the first chapter to us? Or make it a paid digital content? I was wondering if you would make a paper version of the final work? Or artwork print of this story ?Because I definitely want to buy anything related to it! 💕🫠 I am obsessed

i love the little "you heard that?!" he's so cute. i hope he has a little lightbulb moment and realizes just how much he means to jay. i like how jay didnt clarify, idk why but it just feels right to have adil left with his question hanging in the air

Omg Im so excited for the first chapter!!!

I love them sm but they kill me

October needs to hurry up omg😢😢I Love this

OMG THE COMIC IS ALMOST OUT SOON LIFE IS GOOD AND WORTH LIVING AAAAAAAAAAAA

OHMYGOGOD

IM SO EXCITED FOR THE COMIC

I swear I can handle Jay pretending he doesn't remember what he said and what happened because he was drunk but HE HAS to remember! Pleaaase ! And also, October OMG I didn't think it would happen so fast! You're moving fast! 👏🔥💕

I'M CRYING OH MY GOD

ALSO OCTOOBEERR OMGG LIFE IS WORTH LIVING

jay thinks we didn't notice that he discreetly went to adil's bedside lol

the way jay is moving closer and closer every update adil just hug him already or something

Btw did jay figure out what adil was doing in the shower and how is adil feeling bout jay knowing if he did know? 😭

Sending you love and strength for the comic !! 🫶🏻🫶🏻

OMGGGGGG SO MUCB IS HAPPENING

so jay is okay that adil was doing things in shower after adil thought he was going to kiss him. or probably jay wasn’t thinking that adil did it thinking about him… And Adil again was left with more questions than answers ig 😭 Also, Sasha, sending you all my support and sympathy towards you, I’ll be looking forward to finally seeing first chapter of the comic!!! ❤️❤️❤️

OH MY GOOOODDDDDDDDD - THANK YOU FOR FEEDING US SO WELL

And it's good that Adil doesn't know what he meant by saying that last thing. Stay strong Jay!💗😭💞

YESSSSS I needed more Adil and Jay in my life today

Jay's face on adil's pillow 😭 Adil pls read this body language that scream "stay" 😭😭😭

YAYYY thank you for your hard work sasha!! 🩵🩵

I DONT EVEN KNOW WHICH PART TO COMMENT ON 😭

Oh noooo! That confession was so heart warming. Jay is so gentle with him. 🥲

Jays expressions are so painful here. You can "see"(more like feel) how he is holding back tears and so much shame and self hatred, but at the same time hes filled with worry about what Jay said

You can leve me like that, omg please, mooooore

poor adil has so much shit to work through, he needs several hugs

THERES SO MUCH TO UNPACK HERE

Ima just real quick renew my subscription cause I’m a sucker for Sasha’s art 🥹🥹

I lovb adil

Crying on the subwayyyy but also so excited for the comic to start, would wait till the end of time for a snippet so please take your time don’t rush and continue to be you! It’s why we’re all here!

Jay saying no so adil doesn't freak is hilarious and so cute. And ohhh the double meaning 😭 this is revolutionary

BROOO OCTOBER IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!! my 21st is going to be awesome now

OOOOOO SASHAAAAAA 😭😭😭😭😭😭

Oh jeez Jay,

Якщо можна запитати, ви ж малюєте за допомогою графічного планшету? Чи чисто мишкою на комп'ютері😅

ALSO YAYYY the comic almost coming out!! So proud and happy for you. My cousin helps making comics so I know it’s hard work!! 👏💕

unlimited hugs to both of them, ugh ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 take it easy, Sasha, can’t speak for everyone but I consider your work very much worth waiting for 💛

Can't stop thinking how we got an even MORE IMPORTANT confession than what I was expecting 🥲. And baby Adil is just 🤔

kskxkkskx Adil is the type to go "to WHERE" if Jay said "they're shipping us" 😂 okay but question, did Jay hear him do the deed? 💔 poor Adil, I'd kms 😭 (/hyp)

Im actually gonna combust Sasha I love you

does he mean in NY or the only reason he's alive?

My heart OMG!!!! The need to protect the boys from everything evil in the world!!! 🥺🥺🥺

THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR HARD WORK

Your ability to evoke emotions is incredible, they don’t feel rushed or pushed, it’s natural and makes every moment more real. ❤️

Oh 💔😀

thank you for the update!! it always makes my day to see a notification from you :3 i’m so excited for your comic, i hope it does well!

Does he mean… like… alive…? 🥹

Who said that

AND MAYBE KISSING EACHOTHER

PLEASE MAY YOU GRANT THEM THE POWER OF GOING TO THERAPY

😭

gosh I love them so much

OMG

SASHA

OCTOBER YESSSSS

😔😫😔😫😔😫😔😫😔😫😔😫😔😔😫😔😫😔😫😔😫😔😫

It Needs to be October alreadu Oh my god im going To have a heart attack

thank u for the food sasha i owe u my life

SASHA IS COOKING

oh gosh okay

OHHHHHH MY POOKIES :(

OCTOBER OMG IM SO EXCITED AAAAAAAAAA

OUGGHGGGHHHHHH IM SO SICK DO U THINK WORK WOULD ACCEPT YAOI SICKNESS AS A REASON TO CALL OFF

I send you all the positive energy I can, I know how hart it is to make comics, and it's a TON of work. Hang in there ❤️

The love I have for them. 😭

I love the small adils sm

All the stuff we've seen until now is part of the prologue? Or is it part of chapter one?

OH MY GODDDDD OLEASE MY HEART

Is jay ever gonna tell adil about the SA?? I'm so curious about how adil will/would react to that 😭😭

did you just stab me right in the chest-

Wha- JAY WHAT DO YOU MEAN?! (I know what it means 😭😭😭)

AAAHHHHHH I can't I love them so much

So incredibly excited for the comic Sasha tysm !!

I love them so much

Oh my pathetic sexies

I'm so excited! I love your work so much!!!!!

I can't wait to read the whold cómic!!!

I THOUGHT WE WERE NOT GETTING ANY UPDATE TO THAT PART 🙏🙏🙏 Very excited for the first chapter, even tho you might not post as often as earlier you’re still one of the most productive artists I’ve seen (and in terms of socialising with the audience too)

Jay ❤️‍🩹 need to hug him so bad. Thank you Sasha for this moment, even though it must be hectic for you with the release of the comic approaching ♡ We're so excited!

hello sasha, I'm a med student & work at the hospital if you ever need any info on that stuff. good luck with the comic!!

Damn was Adil moaning in there?

me hungary

Also ive been keeping a collection of the tiny adil drawings love them

AGGHJHHBBB I can feel the emotions through the screen

i cant believe Jay actually told Adil that hes the reason hes still here OMFG 😭😭😭

i have a feeling he means more than just staying in NY when he says Adil is the only reason he’s still around…

WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE HEARD ADIL IN THE SHOWER 😨

thank you.

OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD

Omgg jay is so closeee ADIL CUDDLE HIM NOW

The way adult doesn't even know how bad jay is mentally and assumed that jay meant that he wants to move somewhere else breaks my heart omg

whewww jay moving closer in the last panel😮‍💨 i know it’s because he’s drunk, but this level of openness is so sobs great to see😭❤️❤️ thanks again sasha!

Jay scooching more and more into Adil's side and pillow 🫠

You’re doing great!!! Also jay has never looked more beautiful wtf

My heart exploded when i saw the title

He def heard bro gooning in the shower

pssss sleep holding hands 😋😋🫦🫦🤭🤭🥺🥺🥺🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️👏🏻👏🏻

I'm so so so excited, thank you for your hard work!!🥹🥹

ITS COMING THE DOOMSDAY IS COMING

I don't know whether to cry or be happy when I see them 💔

Omfg this is so embarrassing for Adil

OMG AHHH 😭😭😭

dios santo

ugh i love them so much 🥺

MY BABIESS

SASHA MY LEFT VENTRICLE

SASHAAAA 😭 his face!! oh he’s torn!! Thank you for the food amongst your hard work on the soon to be chapter 🙏🏻

OMG SIHRJEJEJSJAJWJJWBS

AHHHHHH I RAN HERE 🧎🏽‍♀️

i’m a simple woman. i see your post notif, i open patreon, i cry

aaaa they're so cute 😭😭 I will be waiting for that first chapter 🩷

this is so exciting

I'M SCREAMING AT HIM KNOWING WHAT HE WAS DOING AT THE SHOWER, HOW LOUD WAS THAT-

MAMAAAAAAAAAA

sasha is making moves in silence…. 🚬

omg Adil is so clueless…🥺

I broke my ankle running to come see what this post was with a title like “confession”

YOURE KILLING ME And also I can’t believe he heard him 😭😭 HAHHAH poor Adil

Jayyyyyyyyy pookie don’t make me cry

im actually combusting

IT’S FINALLY COMING

PLSS TELL ME THEY ARE GONNA CUDDLE OR SOMETHING IN THE NEXT PART

OMG HE SAID SOMETHING LABFKCHAKENFPQPQN I LOVE ADIL FREAKING OUT THINKING JAY HEARD EVERYTHING LMAO

AAAAAAAAAUGHHHHH

I screamed when i saw a notification. I would die for them.

Jay looks specially stunning in this comic omg 😳

AHHHHH I RAN SO FAST

MY HEART 😭😭

crying

AHG, how could you hurt me so. Tho I'm happy that the situation is improving with communication

Sure break my heart why not

😭

WAIT WHAG DOES HE MEAN HE HEARD

holy cinema

literally sprinted here they are so 😭 him moving closer to Adil to prove his point like DUDE MY GOSH

JAYS FURROWED BROW IS MY ROMAN EMPIRE

AADHHDKAASMDAKAAHSSMMMF I'M GONNA CRY

🥹🩷

I clicked as fast as humanly possible the second I read the title

im gonna cry

My skrunklies 🥺

Oh my poor babies

Awhhh😭😭😭

WTF SASHABWJWBWJJWOWNWOWJAOQ

SCREAMING❤️

OMG