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He's a good man Jay...*sobs* he a good man
Reading this while listening to “Pink in the Night” by Mitski and it’s a life changing experience. To know everything Jay has gone through and how he was taken advantage of and then see Adil who has feelings for Jay, care for Jay in his vulnerable state and go as far as to lower his shirt to reserve his modesty. This is so beautiful it makes me emotional
omg Adil is such a cutie 😭
nice parallel i’ll explode now
bro is just another me fr 💔
he’s such good boy despite his internalised homophobic tendencies
ugghh idk if im gonna be able to handle the morning after 😩😔
the sweetest (avoidant) cuties
love the composition of jay covering adil's shoulder on the last slide, like he's surrounding Adil and his thoughts and feelings
Yesss I knew he was gonna carry him into bed! Adil you sweet gentleman Jay is safe with you!!
Adil is so sweet 🥲💕
i like to think Jay is not asleep at all, probably (a bit) drunk and he’s actually blushing (his ears…so cute)(apart from the booze) because Adil is taking care of him, probably also pretending he’s asleep because he’s afraid of Adil leaving and things changing because of the smoke thing he did, correct me if i’m wrong, anyway, i love Adil so fucking much, he’s so respectful and sweet, making sure to tell Jay to close his door after he leaves?? 🥹🥹😭😭😭
Omg Adil 🥺😭 he's such a sweetheart
i just teared up
What I wouldn't give to know what's going on in Jay's head right now... I want to put them in my pocket and protect them from all the evil in the world 😭❤️
Adil is so beautiful, his soul is.
and u said you weren’t sure jay was 100% asleep… oh my god
Adil is so caring! And it’s nice to see Jay allowing someone else take care of him.
Not him making sure the chips don’t go stale!! 😭 💕
WHAT A GENTLEMAN AHHWHHH 😭😭😭😭
awwwww
Will this be the last part of this scene?? I LUVVV this scene so much. The overall tone of this whole scenario is so addicting and yet so depressing i almost dont want it to end at all 💔
bro js tear my heart in half atp💔
adil💔💔💔
oh☹️
adil i love you
I look forward to seeing how they will deal with this. Adil is clearly the avoidant one, and Jay is usually more forward, but after this I could see Jay being nervous to push Adil more. I’m sure the last thing Jay wants is to feel like he is sexually pressuring someone who “secretly wants him” as I’m sure Chris made him feel. I expect this entire situation be really difficult to deal with, and I think this is the beginning of their split which we have seen alluded to with the bar scene. I doubt they will talk this out, and that makes me sad :( I don’t think Jay will open up about his trauma and Adil certainly isn’t ready to deal with showing Jay, or himself, the real him. Anyways, amazing illustrations as always. The mirror of the situations is beautiful and I love the title. Also so happy to be on Patreon so I can see the full spreads. Everyone is begging for a “full comic” but I really feel as though this format is fully formed. I love how you blend the illustrations together, and somehow it always makes so much sense and is so readable.
Oh I agree so hard with what you said about the comic
i knew it
Jays.. jays happy trail….. TWEAAAAAKING… jays happy trail. Happy trail happy trail!!! Happy trails make ME happy… haha…hahaaaaaaHAPPY TRAIL!!!!!!!!!!
may Adils pillow always be cold on both sides!💗
You're spoiling us 💕
Ough i want to sob Jay's waist is so perfect here 💔💔
adil really is such a sweet young man and he cares so much about jay, which is why i feel like his feeling of disgust might also be because he feels like he’s almost objectifying jay in his mind?
this is so cute 😛😛😛
I didn’t mean to put the tongue emojis omfg I’m at work I meant “this is so cute ☹️☹️☹️”
Please make them happy (and in love)
They are so broken in a healthly way, i can't explain 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ green forest vibes
I love them so much 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️
Love how Jay trusts Adil enough to be drunk and vulnerable with him considering his trauma
Honestly, I feel like this was a bit of a test that Jay was putting on Adil. Jay is clearly embarrassed, I mean can you imagine coming on to your close friend and they angrily tell you that they aren’t gay and storm off to the shower? Ouch. So I think Jay chose to be a bit destructive here, and relive his trauma some. Maybe to test if Adil “really wants him” so he could take him while he was asleep like Chris did, or maybe to see if he could trust him. I could imagine Jay thinking “whatever happens, happens” in a very resigned way. All of that to say, I doubt Jay is as inebriated here as he lets on.
the blushiest boys omg my heart 😩🫶🏻
He just didnt want Jay to get cold you guys 🥹
Adil would be the friend u trust to hold ur drink and I rlly appreciate that about him
all the comments saying adil is such a sweet boy has got the song stuck in my head💔 if you had to give them a favorite song what would they be?
Every time I hear ‘Glistening’ by Flipturn I think of them 🥺
Damn jay body tea
my headcanon is that Jay is awake and playing numb and you cannot convince me otherwise
SASHA QUESTION: (idk if you'll ever answer) Can I send you fanart on insta dm? I don't like posting on social media 😭
I’m jumping!!!!!!
Maybe He’s faking to be assleep so that adil have no choice to stay #delulu
As sad as it is that Aldi is leaving because he can't handle his feelings, this is probably the best way to go about it after the last convo they had. He's stupid for not dealing with his emotions and admitting everything, but at least he's not taking it out on Jay, cleaning up and putting him to bed
I should also say, Jay is in no position to concent to anything, he's completely plastered and Aldi sees that, so him following through with leaving is the best possible response in this situation
I love you thanks you for this ❤️❤️❤️
paying for patreon might be the best decision of my life also jay is blushing while being carried aahhh im giggling and kicking my feet rn
He is so precious 😭 ❤️
adil is so cute bro i can’t
man both of them are
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH, HE'S A BABY, PLEASE DON'T SUFFER, I NEED HIM HAPPY FOREVER 😭
That tummy freaking him tf out
Our gentle giant😿
The fact that Jay can drink/be drunk like this around Adil shows how safe he feels with him, esp after what happened to him with Chris. Love that Adil is worthy of that trust. 🥺
You’re right 😭
Sasha so quick with it 🙏
is jay blushing because he’s drunk or is he actually not fully asleep..
is he staying?!?’
Hes a good man savanah
sasha bro ur spoiling us
i NEED to know if jay is awake and playing dumb AAAA 😭😭😭😭😭
For real
AHHH
adil 😭🫂
AAAUGGHHH THEYTE SO CUTE I LOVE THEM SM
ugh we’re eating so well with these
Ahhhhhh the feelings I'm feeling are not happy 🥲🥲🥲
adil did the bare minimum but i love him sm 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 in the underdogs stuff for life 💔
Adil is such a a sweetheart! Poor guy ❤️🩹
JAY IS BLUSHING BECAUSE HE'S AWAKEEEEE AAAAA HIS EARS ARE SO RED ABAKJSB
OOF I THINK HE DEFO AWAKE he wasn’t even that red in the other post 😭
now climb in bed w him 😈😈
And we say in unison: THANKYOU AGAIN SASHA!
He just PICKED HIM UP 😭 JAY MUST FEEL SO SAFE IN HIS ARMS 🥹
Oh, poor Adil... Poor Jay :[ the melancholy and guilt is so freaking strong here.
Adil carrying Jay princess style. oh my gentle giant of a son that's 2 years younger than me, you will always be loved💛💛
THATS WHY JAY FEELS SO SAFE WITH ADIL!!!!!!!!!! BECAUSE HE'S A GENTLEMAN😭😭😭😭😭😭
I love him being gentle and considerate despite his own nervousness-anxiety
JAY MY BABY
OUR CUTE GENTLE GIANT 🤏🤏🤏
the pulling down his shirt is frying me dude
Poor boy, he’s feeling so guilty 😭 pls make them kiss and be happy again, I’M BEGGING SASHA
you’re spoiling us🤲
HIM PUTTING JAY ON HIS BED IM CRYINGG
Adil is constantly fighting for his life. Glad he has an excuse to not leave this time around.
Adil you are such a sweet boy
OAOAAOOAOAOA😭🌹💔
He's so gentle they make me so sick 😭
AWWWW MY LOVEEEEE do he is staying at jay's place
ill kms
did he go home after that? please tell me he stayed😭😭😭😭
The way jay trusts him so much even after discovering that adil might be a criminal (which technically he sort of is ig?) Says sooo much about their relationship omg and the way adil is so gentle with him makes me wanna cry please😭
Which makes me wonder if adil at this point already told jay about his father's job? (Ik about that one post but idk if it's lore accurate or just meme lmao😭😭)
My baby ;-; So sweet. So respectful... Bro, I'm crying tf
we are being so well fed omg
Adil’s brain: Mussstt notttt touch the skinnn 😅😭
This is the ‘no homo’ version of that game Operation
Oh he’s such a gentleman oh baby
i’m so curious about what’s going on in jay’s head through all of this 😵💫😵💫😵💫 also amazing job sasha, i always get so excited for whatever you post, thank you for this one too!!!!
That looks on adil's face is breaking my heart 😭
babiessss 😭😭
Adil is such a housewife
Hes such a sweet boy :(
So did he sleep in jay’s apartment or did he leave ?
our respectful king 🙇🏻♀️👑
Jay pretending being asleep i know your game
These 2 boys break my heart ❤️
Am I seeing a happy trail 😭🙏
god i love them so much
Literally bro had enough for today lmao✋🏻😭
BRO HAD TOO MUCH
I won’t be at peace until I know if he STAYS…
Absolute angel in a buzzcut
he is so careful....
:( he’s so sweet doing all that. breaking my heart 😭let him smile again sashaaaaa
i can’t with the blonde hair on Jay’s stomach i can’t just don’t look at it
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 just be happy and gay come on
He is stuck here hahaha. Ngl well played, Jay.
Sasha how are you so quick wtf !?
Ninja speed
oh he's so gentle I'm going insane
you’ve been feeding us these days sasha
ADIL IS A REAL GENTLEMAN 😭😭♥️♥️
DON’T EVEN JOKE LAD
putting your bestie in bed with no conflicting feelings whatsoever yay! love that😍
MY HEART
AHHH SUCH A GENTLEMAN😭
Oml a new post W birthday gift
I just opened the app and you posted bless you Sasha 😩🙏
sasha i can’t handle it anymore when is it gonna be all cute and warm again 😭😭
OUUGGHHHHH
ADIL IS SO CUTE AND GENTLE I LOVE HIM
they make me ILL
this is serious to me
SLEEPY JAY OMG ‼️‼️
omg you are posting so often we are spoiled!!!
bros keeping us fed
aaaa 🥹
😩😩🙂↕️
ohhh my god you're trying to kill us again...
hhhhhhhh my heart 😭
Aw he’s such a cutie
he is so gentle with him im gonna cry
ohh hes just the sweetest thing
😭😭😭😭😭😭
😭😭😭😭😭
OMG