Adil’s thoughts

don't go its fine we all have horny gay thoughts

I love how you drew adil's body

Adils is down bad

“Someone as perfect as him” ahhh my Roman Empire

Ok I even hear Jay's voice while he is sleeping 😅

"what am I doing near someone as perfect" but adil look at your 🍑 (jokingly) I feel for him, it's so relatable

adil's lip 💔💔

I know this is him being sad and self deprecating but seeing Adil say "... someone as perfect as him" while Jay is (almost definitely) snoring asleep is both funny and soo sweet/endearing, because he probably really does think that highly of Jay even when Jay isn't at his best. 🩷

Omg now they've both had their sad moments in that shower 😭 I swear it's the same one from when Sam was helping Jay take care of himself

jay wake up and hug him jajdhskxhsksjiaah

adil ily you are not disgusting

why😭😭😭😭

noooooo

God I love them😭

Don't know why, but the music 'hard time' by Seinabo Sey really fits the vibes of these (????)

No!!! Jay Needs to wake up at a sound adil makes as he’s leaving and say something please!!!!! 😭😭😭 he’s a light sleeper right!!!??? Also, adil saying someone as perfect as him while looking at jay sleeping like that amidst cans and chips is so cuteeee

oo i can see the edits as we speak

ohhh my goshhhh!! my babies ): oh my god i love them so much

Have to ask how dahek do u draw the water like that wuuuuyttt 😭

Adil :(

OH MY GOD WE GOT THIS SO QUICKLY ?? SM POSTS RECENTLY I FEEL SO BLESSED

I subscribed right before part 3 of this set came out and I have to say it was so worth it. I actually redownloaded Patreon just to subscribe to you. Sasha your art, storytelling, and world building skills are AMAZING 😍 every new post makes my day!

alright well it’s time to cry I guess

honestly I was really scared that bc of his internalised homophobia adil was gonna be idk kinda mad at jay or maybe start thinking different about him, but the way with all that feelings he cannot accept and hatred towards himself he still cares so much about him, blames only himself and sees jay as someone perfect means so much to me

The parallel of Adil on the shower floor and Jay on the shower floor has me in a chokehold

i love them both so much im crying

MY BABY, my shayla noo 💔

But he knows his friend is gay and he doesn’t think he’s a pervert ?? :(

Am i the only one who laughed when the last panel came on 😭😭😭😭😭😭

When my brain was struggling to decide whether to first process the admiration for the art itself or the sadness of Adil's thoughts, I see the last panel. I loved!!

ohhhh little baby….. ouuughhhh……

ADIL NOOOO I knew it was gonna get really depressing 💔💔

the last slide is adorable 😭 omfg i hope Adil learns to accept his sexuality soon ☹️ breaks my heart ughhh

oh sweet baby ☹️💗

he loves him so much i want to throwup

Adil No!! Let Jay decide if he wants you around!

Jay : snoring, passed out, drooling, in his underwear and covered with chip crumbs Adil : a sweet baby angel 🥹

stop it his face in the second panel is hurting me :( sweet baby 😭

oh my BABY im CRUSHED

It’s hard experience your first love and ALSO realize that you’re gay. But, even with all their personal issues, I think they are perfect match at the right time 🥹

Do you guys think adil knows about Jay past with the SA and everything in this moment already?

Gooning in the OTHER ROOM ???

the goon of misery and regret

The first image is that SpongeBob meme "his vagina is out touching the floor!!!!!!"

Oh you two silly bunnies🥺✨

I knew it was coming but it still hurt :(

HE WAS IN THE OTHER ROOM??!!!!!!!!!?!?!?!?!

Now give sleepy Jay a lil kiss before he wakes up, as a treat.

2 gays vs communication

is this part 5?

sasha you are evil 💌

Sit your ass down, mister. You can't go anywhere! You'll break not only yours, but Jay's heart as well. Stop this suffering, give each other a hug, man. Sasha, give me the keys, I'm locking them up in there.

Yeah… tell this gay he’s perfect and he’ll laugh in your face. No, Adil, running away isn’t the answer. Calm down, breathe, and stay with him. You’re not disgusting, you’re just human. 🫂

And therapy

Please just give him a hug 😭

AGGGGHHHHH BABY NOO

dont do this to me Sasha…

I think he need another “gay is okay” cake

Please dont separate them..my babies….

Oh baby 🥺🥺

My shayla 😭😭

they both think they’re not good for the other when the other just thinks so highly of them like im gonna sob boys just TALK

It breaks my heart, Adil is sooooo in love at this point and can't even see Jay's imperfections 😭

Oh Adil…

i’m about to commit a crime

PLS DON’T DO “if u love him you will let him go” motive💔💔💔

i’m gonna cry

So precious 😭💕

Sasha did you at least kiss the brick before you threw it at me on this fine morning of my commute work?? 😔

OMGG poor adil 😔 ❤️

Please jay wake up just in time and don’t let him leave 😭😭😭

Woke up late for work today, hungry, ugly, feeling down. But then I receive this notification... Life is still beautiful...

AWWWW ADIL HONEY I PROMISE YOU JAY DOES NOT SEE HIMSELF AS PERFECT BY ANY MEANS,,,, ITS OKAY!!!! 🥺🥺🥺

so glad to wake up and cry abt adil and go right back to sleep just to dream abt him

sasha please don’t tell me he’s gonna leave for real…….

Aw Adil 🥺 there’s nothing wrong with you and the fact that he thinks Jay is perfect just warms my heart pls just be happy together 🥹🥹

this shower has seen so much angst 😔

Oh Adil, sweetheart... :C

lmao jay is just like me fr

Will Adil become comfortable with his sexuallity in the future ? 😔😔

Sasha your depiction of self loathing and internalised homophobia is devastatingly accurate

nooo adil 💔💔

Crying screaming throwing up

sasha thank you so much for this sequence

My poor baby... I'm dying for Jay's pov Sasha I'M BEGGING. 🧎‍♀️‍➡️

💧🥺😭jay.💧adiL😭😭jaaYdiL💧🥺💧Ad 💧💧😭–😭EE 💧🥺😭aADIIIL💧🥺😭ADIL🥺😭Jaydil🥺 😭💧💧ue e😭😭JAYYYy💧💧💧ja🥺😭 hh 😭🥺uUEEE🥺😭😭 jay😭🥺💧Ad💧💧E E😭😭 jayDIL

GAY IS OKAY

i need to see adil listen to creep by radiohead

Nooooo my son that's 2 years younger than me, you're both perfect💛💛🥲🥲

Bruhh i keep thinking abt the scene where adil sees jay on the news at the bar its gonna hit so hard in the comic 😈

NO ADIL

ADIL IF YOU DONT STAY HOME WITH YOUR MALE WIFE >:(

IM GONNA CRY WHYYYYY ADIL OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

I'm literally reading this while I'm walking back home

SHUT THE FUCK UP I CANT NONONONO OOOOO

ah🙁☹️😞😞😞😞💔😢💔😞😞☹️☹️

That some perfect ass tho wdym

I crode

awww Adil Jay probably thinks you're perfect (and think pervert thoughts about you) too

No baby :c

NO YOU'RE NOT DISGUSTING ADIL SHUT UP

I really hope you release the speedpaint for this, the shower panel is just flawless 🥰🤏🏻

Waiter Waiter! there's an awful lot of doom in my yaoi, what is the meaning of this?!

Whaaaat he wants to leaveeeee!

i like that jay didnt leave bc its not a big deal meanwhile adil’s losing his marbles and planning his escape in the most emo way sjsksk i love them both 🫩🫶

though it’s such a simple thing, you can really see how adil almost idolises jay in the last image. there he is, knocked out after eating his crisps and energy drinks in the messiest way possible, quietly living with his trauma from chris but all adil sees is “perfection”. sigh i love your art so much, sasha, thanks for the meal🫡🫡❤️

Adil’s face is too cute! 😊

I thought jay had left 😲

Omg kiss already...

Ohhhhh🥹🥹

Fluff when?

Adil, u fine dont cry my bbgurl

Let's all give him a kiss on the forehead

Jay hearing his repressed friend zerking off in the bathroom and immediately chugging four beers ok real

A la cuenta de tres voy a llorar 😭

We're back to the comic of pain and agony again

I am so conflicted because this is heart breaking but he also got cheeks but im also crying too rn 💔🥀

ADDDDIIIIIIIIIIILLLLLLLLLLLLL 😭😭😭😭😭😭😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

NOOO DON'T LEAVE HIMMM 😭😭😭😭😭

he's so real tho Jay is perfect so true

omg 😭😭

😭😭😭

Nooo 😭😭 my shaylaaa

MY DARLING NOOO YOU'RE OKAY PROMISE DKSBDHDIF

I will cry

nooo my shayla 😫

SASHAAA YOU CANNOT HIDE ADIL’S PAIN WITH HIS ASS AND THIS LAST PANNEL !!!

Adil better sit his ass back down and reflect on why he ever thought about leaving smh smh

NOOO I FEEL SO BADD OMH <//3

Was hoping to see his cum down the drain.. sigh 😞 (on a serious note this is actually devastating but at least his butts big!)

SASHA IM IN THE CAR PLEASE 😭😭😭

NO, YOU ARE NOT BABY, YOU ARE PERFECT 😭😭😭😭

He's so in love i cant😭

МАЙ ШЕЙЛАААССС😭😭😭 аділя обійняти і плакати

Sasha I NEED to see them happy, this is torture 💔💔

just twist the knife atp.

I'm crying

AWWWWWW

they are so doomed 😩 i need them happy

You deserve some form of medal, this is beautiful 💖

So perfect 😍

Awwwwww look at these two! They're simply perfect for each other hahahaha I really mean it tho

Poor Adil :(

“Someone as perfect as him” dude looks like a polish alcoholic 😭

oh okay!

LMAO HIS PERFECT LIL PRINCESS

😭😭❤️❤️

I love these two so much 😭

NOOOOOO

WHILE JAY WAS STILL IN THE ROOM. Dude

Awwww poor baby 🐻

AAAUGGHHH SASHA!!!!!!!!

ADIL SHUT UP :(((((((

NOOO lil baby 😭😭

AWHHHHH AFIL

Наш малий🙈 так класно передаєш емоції

NOOO WTFFF 😭😭 poor Adil

ADIL MY BABY YOURR NOT DISGUSTING STOOOP

AWWW NOOO

YAY

YIPPEEE