Part 3

I've been there bro I get it #Imissmygirlbsfwhoimgayfor

barkbarkbarkbark

OMG

OH

THE HAND PLACEMENT

Oh goshhhhhh I’m in heaven??!!??

He got a bonar

OMG DEAR GOD!! JUST TAKE MY MONEY IDC

poor adil,, acho in full crisis mode

LORD HACE MEECY AHAYEHHS

oh my god he was hard as rock

Came back to re-read the rest of this and omg 😭😭 the way jays in control even in his imagination he knows. the little gay freaks

OH THIS WAS SO WORTH IT 😭🙏🏽

YEHAAAW MONEY WELL SPENT LAWD

This is getting soo close to 1k hearts 🥺🤏

This needs to be on my TV in all its glory.

IM SO GLAD THAT I SAVED MONEY FOR THIS 🙏AMAZING WORK!

When i see this, i litteraly hear all the sounds and the voice in his head❤️‍🔥

i'm fucking obssesed 😵‍💫

From the scribbles over his thoughts to where the blush is placed and even just the font is all so expressive 😍

i love the way you draw his blush going further down his cheeks, it’s a small detail that makes it really realistic you’re so talented

I literally downloaded Patreon just for this comic

Now I want to see what Jay is thinking!!!

Yeah totally chill for two best friends to do this adil don’t freak out…

Worth it

OMG YES!!!! It's ok babe, you have to get there on your own, but I do hope the "gay is okay" party got through to him so we get the developments sooner than later s2

Саш, дякую за те що ти є, це просто офігенний арт, і як тільки в мене зʼявилась можливість я відразу підписалась сюди)) вже дуже довго слідкую за тобою в інсті, і капець як мотивую себе малювать твоїм артом)) Дякую за таку унікальну історію, чекаю продовження!!!

im so glad i had 3 dollars

Money well spent 😌

Bro the intimacy and tensionyou're building up is IMPECCABLE storytelling. The crossed out thoughts of Adil in the shower?? 🤌🏻🤌🏻🤌🏻

HE IS AWAKENING

Gosh this is making me want to actually draw or write the idea that came to me about their first kiss like months ago when I first found and got obsessed with these babies. Poor adil I really hope he doesn’t have too hard of a time accepting himself and letting himself be happy!

part of this on twitter made me join patreon no regrets<333

well, I am very glad i’m here now. hehehehehe

Ohohohohooooo

I’m curious what Jay’s POV is after part 2. Does he feel guilty like he pushed adil too far?

Adil ur so sweet i love you and your overthinking

There is something so incredibly magical about your art style, each time i go over your pieces i feel the same way after watching a good movie where you start acting like a movie character for a while and life seems brighter and little things more louder

also ur lighting in ur work is always sooo beautiful gorgeous ugh

i love him sm omg

yea just take all my money at this point

omg my best ever spent money.....

Best purchase of my life

Wait is there going to be another part after this ??🔋🔋🔋

OH MY GOD

SASHA🤯🤯🤯

SASHA THIS IS INSANE OMGGGGGG THE SPIT TRAIL, THE SCENES MESHING, ADIL'S TRUE COMPLEX AND COMPLICATED THOUGHTS MY LORDDDDDD IM EATING IT UP AND IM STILL HUNGRY!!!!! 😩😩

bro ive been coming back to ponder on these like 3 times a day I am becoming FERAL

Hi i cannot get over the last panel omgg sasha u nailed down each line u rlly lived inside his head for that one 😭😭

Is part 4 going to be Jay’s pov??

I do really wonder if Adil likes the idea of being…dominated???or at least under someone else’s control??

I’m in love with you Sasha

YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM thank you so much they give me the happies

Hello Sasha, I can’t sleep because I’m obsessed 🥹

This post is going to get me fired from my job bc there is simply no way I’m gonna be able to think of anything else this week I’m about to neglect everything that’s not related to THEM

If this doesn’t happen irl soon I will explode

OHH GREAT HEAVENS

Oh my I'm not okay

oh fuck

😍😍😍❤️❤️

also teehee their boners kissed

coming back to stare at this again bc of course i am and noticing that their pose in the last panel reminds me so much of the pose they did in that one drawing where jay was doing adil’s corpse paint!! i wonder if adil is drawing from that memory to imagine better 🙈

oh my fcking god.

beautifuuul! sasha big question, how do you get better at drawing? do you have some tips?

God your visual storytelling is as beautiful as the story,,, im literally so obsessed

i am INSANE

OH MY GODS. This is incredible. It hits so deeply — I feel every emotion, every thought along with Adil and just… gods. The way the author structured it — the pacing, the crossed-out lines, the tiny text… the art is stunning. Truly amazing work. Thank you so much for everything you do ❤️✨

back to look at them again. i’m going insane

OMG!!!!!!!!11!!!11 im dead

HOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTT AAAAA

OH GREAT HEAVENS WTF

He’s starting to feel the gay i love it

oh my gash..

sasha you are such an inspiration to me as a fellow writer

"i am not gay" i do not believe you Adil

Gay panic!

u need that? 🤨🤨🤨

HEHEHE

As a gay man, I am constantly baffled by how well you nail on the head how it feels to be closeted even to yourself. Girl killing it. Also as a traumatized fem top, I relate to Jay on a spiritual level 👏 thank you for the dopamine

adils hand placement on slide 4 is CRAAAZYYY.. the closet is glass babe

OH EM GEEEE

CALM DOWN little Adil

THEIR MINI JAYDILS

adil you sweet baby gay. i love you but the closet is glass

I just woke up and I’m down again, omgjahsjajxuwkxbwuxiwbdqjxhjs i’m going FERAL

Im in love

your art and the composition is so beautiful 😭😭

OMGGG AHHHHHH

I am completely normal about this. (AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH)

ok i died a little bit when i received the notification… adil is so precious 🥺 wondering what if

ADILLLLL

‘was he doing this with somebody else?’ why would he think that?

and emotional holy shit

i’m bricked

And JAY IN THAT FIRST PANEL?? oh my god I’m right there with Adil

Adil we know what you are

Oh adil he BETTER figure out for himself soon

I need more 😭😭

LORRRD HAVE MERCY

Well Adil, those are a lot of questions, there's only one way to answer...

Your art style is sooo beautiful and unique ❤️❤️❤️

I only now subscribed out of curiosity of what was too bold for other platforms and hOLY MOLY HE IS DOWN BADD

i am really losing my mind i don't know if i'm overreacting i really need part 4 so bad like it is the end of my life 🤠omg what just happened

ohhhhhh my godddddddd 🙂‍↕️

Ugh the bulge in the first pic 😩

The layered images give these panels sooo much atmosphere. Dreamy, steamy, confusing, looping in his mind - it’s all there in your composition. And that kissssss. Ommmgggg. Wonder if their reality will ever be able to live up to poor Adil’s (no) homo brain.

DAMNNNN

САШАААА, ААААЙ, ЩО ТИ РОБИШ З НАМИИИИ 😭🙏🙏😭🙏😭

Adils hand on jay's nape 🥵

Alexa play ‘Wild thoughts’ by Rihanna

Yeah who among us has not had the gay denial shower

WhaT iF!?!?!? 🫠🫠🫠

anyways gorgeous colors and rendering as always !!!! <33

This is absolutely stunning.

the gay won’t wash away in the shower adil you gotta accept it 😔😔

tha gay panic so accurate for a repressed boy 🥺🤏🤏

I’ve been staring at this drawing for 20 minutes straight I CANT LOOK AWAY

POOR ADILLL 😭😭😭

The transition while he’s imagining the kisss I LOVE IT

OMGGGGGGGGGG

But on a serious note. I do love how u potray his emotions towards these feelings ♡

WHAT A BEAUTIFUL THING

GOING INSANE GOING FERALLLL

Why are u showering my boy while having all this wild thoughts??????

LETS FUCKING GOOOOOO

YESSSSSSSS

Adil is actuly making me lose my fucking mind

OMG I'M GOING TO HAVE A HEART ATTACK

thanks for another dose of dopamine

SASHA THIS IS DREAMY!! my gosh adil is down BAD, i hope he can accept himself soon because im ready for them to make out sloppy style😈❤️❤️ thank you for the art!

SASHA OH MYYYY GOSH

"Would it have been gross?" Adil baby that's not what you are 😭😭

my life is yours, thank you so much for the food.........

You queen ❤️

BOOMSHAKALAKAAAA YESS GODDDD YES GAWWDDDD AAUGGH 😩😩

ADIL 😭😭 HES SO PRECIOUS THIS IS KILLING ME

SASHAAAAA!!!! Drop Jay's POV through all this, and my life...is yours 🛐

adil 💔💔💔

SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP 😭😭😭

“would I have felt the stubble on his face” is the gayest thing ever I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE

Yes adil you would have liked it

THIS IS INSANE

Thanks for feeding us Mama Sasha 🙏🙏

MERCIFUL HEAVENS😻😻 bro I wouldn’t wash places where pinkieboy touched me🙄🙄

The hand on his neck im screaming

Barkin like a damn dog over here, this boys gay as hell! 😭😭 he’s in the shower thinking “man that was crazy I wonder if his lips are soft”

Omg screaming, crying, punching the wall, when it happens for reals I’m gonna be ascending. Adil accept the homosexual spirit my boy

the way you draw their lips 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 PLEASE LET THEM ACTUALLY KISS PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET ADIL ACCEPT HIMSELF SASHA I BEG OF YOU

Oh that's gonna be a long shower. Poor Adil figuring things out

THE THOUGHTS OMG OMG

omfg

OMG 😦

IM GOING INSANE ASGRBRBRJDKDK

with this we know that he DEFINITELY LIKES jay in charge

Pretty sure hes malfunctioning "insert that one meme of the woman with the math charts over her face here"

can't stop looking at the lips the way you draw thwm is soosso omgggg

OH LORD

I know them being officially together will hit me like a bag of bricks if I’m screaming after seeing adils imaginative make out session….

AKBXBSKAISUDKISKSOS DON'T TOUCH ME

MY GOOOOODDDDDDD

if I died rn I would've died happy oh my god Sasha PLEASE ACCEPT MY HAND IN MARRIAGE I WILL PROVIDE FOR OUR FAMILY (this is a joke btw but I really am in love with your art)

Why is adil so cute bruh 😭

THE HANDS PLACEMENTS, THE FACES, THE BLUSH, LET’S GET NASTYYYYYYYY SOON

YAHHHHH SASHAAAA YOU DID IT AGAIN!!

MY GOD, WHAT?!

THE FIRST SLIDE OMGGGGGG

INSERT PICTURE OF ME RUNNING AROUND ON ALL FOURS BARKING LIKE A DOG

First of all. Wow. Adil is so pretty I'm actually in shock!!!! And gosh I love the way you potrayed his inner turmoil, I really could feel it. IT'S SOOOO BEAUTIFUL

AND IM GENUINELY SCREAMING INTO THE PILLOW SASHA THIS IS INSANE

I started tweaking out he wants him so sooo bad

IM SO HAPPY

Was he... only showering? 😳

I love the way your able to animate a still image 😤

I LOVE OUR CRUMBLES SASHA THANK YOU

EVERYONE SAY THANK YOU FOR THE MEAL SASHA 🩷🩷🩷

ADIL!!!! Poor boy is having a CRISIS

OH MY GOD

idk how to explain it but he’s such a lesbian i love my stupid bald little goober

Bro need it so bad, omg

MY SHAYLAAA 😭😭 I UNDERSTAND HIS FEELINGS SO WELL Having internalized homophobia sucks completely, more so when YOU are homosexual

HE’S REALLY GOOD AT IMAGINING ALL OF IT, HE WANTS HIM SO BADDD please adil you’re not doing anything wrong 😭😭😭 (was here in a MILLISECOND from the notification and you’re as amazing as always)

SASSSHHHAAAAAAKSKAJSJJAJSJSJAA

MY GOD IM GOIN INSANE

For a second I thought Adil had a eyebrow piercing in the third pic lol

Oh, baby🥺

OHHH MY GOD

I thought something had really happened 😭 but it’s fine

Does he know it’s legal now?

RAAAAA THIS IS PERFECT

MY CHILD ITS LEGAL NOW

I literally cried at this right now, the last slide is so emotional, they’re so tender… the way you’re capturing how warm and soft their bodies are 💔💔💔 they’re such cute babies 🥺🥺🥺 thanks for them Sasha

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHOLYYYSHIIIITTT

Omg omg omg omg sasha ur killing us

straight btw ❤️

Оооооо так, я дочекалася 🔥

ah maaannn

AHHHHHHHHH

OMY AHHDJAJD

OMG WEVE BEEN FED TY SASHA ILY

OHHHHHH MY GOD

SASHA PLS MAKE IT HAPPEN PLS I'M CRYING OML AAQBRBQBBTNWNTJT

THIS IS SO PEAK🥹🥹🥹

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ALELUYA

we know what you are bro💔

OH MMMY GOODODDDDDD DD D D

my poor baby

OH MY GOD ADILLLLL

Finallllyyyyy

OH MY GOOGLY MOOGLY

БОЖЕ МІЙ ДЖЕЙ СОУУУ😭🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

I HAGE NO ONE TO TALK ABOUT EITH THIS NOOO

Denial is a river in Egypt

AAAAAAAAAA

oh he wants that cookie bad!

thank u for the birthday present.............

HOLY GOD IN HEAVEN

OMG