That's Life.

Hello everyone, how are you doing?

This post is mostly me venting.

As you guys already know, I moved to Luxembourg, and it'll be 3 months at the end of this month. Unfortunately, finding a job has been much harder than I expected. I don't know if it's my CV or just the market, but I still haven't found work.

On top of that, I've been dealing with some painful family issues that have really taken a toll on me. Looking back, I know I made mistakes in how I handled the situation, and I should have respected certain boundaries and simply moved on. What hurts the most is feeling judged and treated differently by people I've always tried to support, especially during difficult financial times.

All of this has made me think a lot about my life and the opportunities I never took. One of my biggest regrets is not putting more effort into growing this channel and the news side of it. I truly believe it could become something that gives me the independence I've been looking for.

I've also realized that I want to build a life where I have my own place and don't have to depend on anyone else for a roof over my head. It's time to focus on becoming financially independent and creating a stable future for myself. My plan is to build more sources of income online, work on an avatar for new content, and bring the news channel back because I still believe in its potential.

As for the gaming channel, I'm currently waiting for the major updates or final versions of Hooked, Desert Stalker, Imperial, Myth of Slayer, and U4IA. If I don't upload today, I'll combine yesterday's and today's videos into one longer upload.

Thank you to everyone who has continued supporting me through all of this. It honestly means more than you probably realize. ❤️