From My Living Room Series: If I Could

Hi Anomalies! 

Yes, it's that special day again called Friday. There's a magic that resides in the last day of the week.  When we're all multi-millionaires, every day will be Friday right??!!

I wrote this song If I Could waaaayyy back in the day when I used to capture all of my relationship woes in music. This was way before Swift, lol. I don't think it was about a particular person but about of series of relationships that didn't work out. 

My favorite line in this song is love and loss will always be what I gave to you and you gave to me. There's something reciprocal about this line and it's always resonated with me whenever I perform the song. Even though it might seem like I gave the love and got the loss, I think I also received love and gave some losses as well. 

The loss of a Shaharoh in one's life is definitely something to grieve about, nah mean? 

On a funny note, I added some Outtakes at the end. Hello, who dis? 

Have a beautiful weekend!

The Anomaly

If I Could

If I could, if I could hate you, I would never play the fool

I would be, I would be set free, my heart would never be a casualty

But there was a time when everything was gonna be okay like I had dreamed

Love and loss will always be what I gave to you and you gave to me

If I could, if I would've have flown away, nothing could ever make me stay

But you have melted my wings, I've lost the strength to fight for anything

And oh no, I can't remember the last time...oh 

Why did things have to change? Why couldn't things stay the same?

Why is everything out of range? Do we have to say goodbye? 

If I could, if I could make you, I would take away those eyes

They conquered me, purposely enslaved me and all this time I thought they'd set me free

But there was a time when everything was gonna be just right like I had dreamed

Love and loss will always be what I gave to you and you gave to me

And oh no, I can't remember the last time...oh

Why did things have to change like they did? Why couldn't things stay the same?

Why is everything out of range? Do you wanna say goodbye to me?

If I could...if I would...never loved you...

What I gave to you and you gave to me...what I gave to you and you gave to me...

What I gave to you and you gave to me...what I gave to you and you gave to me