From My Living Room Series: Delusional

When people ask me to play a song on piano, this used to be my go-to. Now I usually play Anon or Even So but I have missed playing Delusional because it always makes me laugh.

Delusional is about being in a relationship, thinking it's going sooooooo great and then all of a sudden realizing the whole thing is bullshit. It's one of the crappiest epiphanies because you think that person really cares and is treating you how you deserve to be treated and then you wake up and realize it was basically booty sweat the entire time.

We are all not psychics and cannot necessarily predict the future. Hindsight is always 20/20. People will continually do exactly what they do almost mechanically no matter what relationship they are in - whether it's romantic, platonic, with family or even the most important one which is with ourselves. Every now and then though...I surprise myself.

Happy Delusional Friday Anomalies.

The Anomaly

Delusional

Things were happy and things were nice, things were beautiful and things seemed right

But now I realize these are thoughts of someone who's delusional

Things were funny, things were new, things were colorful and our fights were few

But now I realize these are thoughts of someone who's delusional

Aha - everything was not how I thought it would be, 'cause the joke's on me

Aha - vision-hazed and heartfelt lies to myself...the delusional

Things were awesome but they were bad, never thought someone could make me so mad

But now I realize these are thoughts of someone who's clearly out of their mind

Things were planned - though never done, I so thought this day would never come

But now I realize these are thoughts of someone who's delusional

Aha - everything was not how I thought it would be, 'cause the joke's on me

Aha - vision-hazed and heartfelt lies to myself

Aha - I said everything was not how I thought it to be, 'cause the joke's on me

Aha - vision-hazed and heartfelt lies to myself...the delusional