Status on Projects and Health
Hi everyone. This is a post on the projects and their status and where things are more personally.
Most, but not all, projects have been on hold for the last month. But I'm doing my best to try and work on some random things in the meantime so there will be some posts here and there at least.
Since May, I've been dealing with a health issue that led me to have little to no physical energy (anemia). Eventually I figured something was off and saw the doc. They think they know what's wrong but want to schedule me for a small surgical procedure to make sure.
They did give some medicine that should help in the meantime and give me back some strength but in doing so it generally kills my "drive." Which makes drawing nsfw art a challenge. The medicine is temporary until I can get into some (light) surgery to hopefully deal with the health issue permanently, but it's taking more time than I expected.
Of course I hate this trade-off: either I have no energy and more sexy drive, or, I have some energy again and no drive. It's been killing me mentally, making me sometimes depressed because I know I want to draw so much. But I can't seem to do so most times. I always want to make art because I enjoy making it and not because I have to do so. But even trying to "force it" has been hard.
I recognize this isn't what many of you signed up for and I completely understand if anyone wants to jump off for a bit until things hopefully improve with my health and allow me to return to enjoying creating art again. I'm hopeful I can get this remedied by sometime next month at the latest.
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damn sorry to hear that happen to you hope you recover soon
Thank you!
Hire me!!! I can send you my portfolio!
I'm staying and I hope you're able to recover very soon!!! Your health is first!!
Thank you! 💖
As someone who had anemia, it can be quite debilitating! I can only imagine how bad it is that you need surgery. I'm glad to stay and support as you get better, no matter how long it takes. Thanks for updating us - I hope you get your surgery soon and recover well, for your own sake 🙏 💛💛💛
Thank you! Being anemic and so tired doing basic physical activities is extremely frustrating. Especially since I enjoy being active. I'm sorry to hear you had to deal with it too! I'm hoping to get this done sooner than later.
I'm in it for the long haul babe! Please get better!
Thank you!
Please do take care, your health is the most important thing ;.;
I will! Thank you!
I'll be here till the wheels fall off. I hope you feel better soon and the surgery goes smoothly. I'll just be imagining Pichi finally getting her shot with Jiren, only to be unprepared for the backshots that even the gods fear.
Thank you so much! Man, you reminded me Pichi x Jiren stuff I wanted to do, haha! I look forward to returning to that down the line.
We’ll patiently wait for your return and hearing you being back at 100% after everything. We wish you the best and recover in a positive rate.
Thank you! ♥
Health is most important and you are supported. You’re an artist I look up to as I try and grow myself and goals so yeah. Support.
Thank you! 💖
I signed for your work Yes but I don't want the work if it effects your health. So I can wait for you to be healthy again and continue to pledge for My membership
Thank you so much!
I can't speak for anyone else, but I'm not going anywhere! You focus on getting better! That's much more important
Thank you much! 💗
Get yourself better, we'll still be here when you're all recovered.
Thank you!
Hope you get better 🙏🏾 you have my support
Thank you! 💖
Hope you get better! You have all my support❤️
Thank you! ♥
Dont sweat it man. Heal
Thank you!
Hope you get better, man. My thoughts are out for you.
Thank you!
I'm sticking around til you don't want me anymore. You take care of you. We will be here waiting ❤️🖤
Thank you so much! 💖
Hey I love your work, but I don't pay the patreon just to see your lovely art. I do it because I like you as a creator and I wanna support as much as I can. Get well, I'll be here.
Thank you! Reading comments like these really hits, in the best way!
You are worth far more than your content. My spouse has anemia as well and it is a bitch for the to deal with. Something that works for them is iron supplements.
Thank you! And I'm terribly sorry to hear your spouse is going through it as well. For me the iron supplements can only do so much but I'm hoping after the produce it won't be needed in the long run. I hope your spouse feels better as well! ♥
While I get the depression over that kind of trade off, there's always been more to the appeal in your work than just the sexy stuff. Your humor sets it apart time and time again. Maybe focus on stuff that'll make you laugh for the time being. I'd certainly enjoy a humor holiday lol
That doesn't sound like a bad idea to tackle. I'd love to do some humorous stuff or some single illustrations like that in the meantime. Sexy or otherwise. Thank you!
You have my support, regardless. Get better soon.
Thank you! ❤
If anyone jumps off from your work cause of your health, they don’t deserve to be around. Focus on your recovery and keep doing your best as you’ve been doing. We must always sleep well, train well, and eat well. We understand. Until then, I hope you can recover soon.🙏🏾
"sleep well, train well, and eat well" The turtle school way. 🐢🧡
Your health is vary important, so don't worry but anything but yourself
Thank you much! I'm doing my best to focus on resting and getting better!
Hoping you get well soon but take all the time you need cause nothing is more important than your health
That is true! Thank you!
Your health is of the upmost importance we value you support you no matter what.
Thank you!
You focus on your health we won't get any art if something happens to you, so it's completely understandable if there's a delay on stuff until you recover
Thank you! Focusing on health is still priority number 1!
Your health is what's most important. You've put out consistent content for years on time dont let this setback make you believe you're not appreciated.
Thank you! ❤ Hopefully I can get back to it!