Hey everyone! I’ve reached an exciting new milestone in my healing journey and it’s been an incredibly raw, emotional time. I was hoping I could bounce back from it quickly but I’m unfortunately feeling very triggered and mentally depleted. I’ve been struggling to get myself to even open my fan pages because I know I don’t have the social battery to respond to everyone, so I think I’m going to listen to my body and take a small hiatus from engaging on here.

I’ll still be posting to the page and sending out ppv probably, but streaming, 1:1s, sexting sessions, DMs and anything involving direct interaction will need to halt for the time being. My body has been dysregulated for months and now I’m actively triggered and it’s genuinely been a bad time. I need to rest and recharge before I can jump back in, I’ve tried pushing through this mental state in the past and it never ends well.

I’m unsure how long I’ll be away, I’m hoping no longer than a week but I can’t guarantee anything. My mind is not my own when I’m this mentally activated and it can take me significant time to get myself back to feeling steady.

For anyone who’s curious what step I took in my journey, I officially resigned from the church! Had to get it notarized and everything, I’ve never been so anxious in a post office before 😭 I do think this is the last physical step towards my freedom though, the rest is all internal work. I’m so ready to move on with my life and I know this process is going to take some time still, but this is good progress. I’m very proud of myself for just doing the damn thing and now I must rest.

Feel free to DM me in the meantime, but please be aware that I likely won’t be responding for at least a week. I’ll still be posting and doing my best to entertain everyone, just not any direct communication. The best thing any of you can do for me right now is send words of encouragement and hype me up on my posts. This has been a taxing experience and I need help filling my cup again.

Thank you all so much, I appreciate you more than you know!! Be back soon 🫶🏻🫶🏻

Liv