My body dysmorphia is so bad now that I’m natural. I think about self-deleting constantly. The only reason I’m still here is because I know I could get bigger by adding tren back in. I don’t really value my life long term other than suppressing my baggage in order to not be sad and repulsive 🤮 man do I hate the fuck out of myself. My ass is flat off steroids and that’s literally 50% of my self worth. My body size and definition is 40% and the remaining 10% is how much money I have which comes down to my body. Life is ridiculously hard when you’re a straight guy who is eager to connect with women. I get laid but there’s no cuddling or any sort of relationship that develops past more than one night stands and half the time girls I pickup never text me back and the ones that do ghost me just tell me they want to remain single. I feel like I developed a feminine side because women don’t love me. Intimacy and emotional connection is dead..)….. friendship is dead. A guy has to be making at least 6 figures to get into a relationship because the damn economy which still isn’t enough to sustain a family in this world. Humans just need to phase out. Let the animals and the trees replace us!
Anyways do I look significantly worse than the old roided caramel swole