Send me healing energy. I wanna leave the world i hate being dependent on everything there is to be dependent upon. Sick and tired of being sick and tired. Coming off shit getting sick then I get well and it’s never ending cycle. Idk how I haven’t lost my looks yet that’s like all I have at this point. I take care of myself on the outside but I’m out of d.ope and out of hope. If I had 200million dollars like Justin Bieber I’d be spending 10k a day on shit. Pray for him too bro is on the needle and the fetty. Except he never has to run out because he’s got all the money and connects.

I would sell my soul or my ass to not be dopesick AGAIN. It gets worse every time. The sweats, the nightmares, bone chilling soul crushing depression. Pain everywhere. Only 3 more hours until I go to the methadone clinic but they’ll probably keep me at the same dose so I still gotta run to the streets every night. I could have a life, wife, and kids, if I didn’t work like hell just to spend everything I have on “getting well”. Am I just a little bitch for not suffering maybe but the shit out here is so strong and gets into your soul so fast hopefully someone cares about me enough to tip me so i don’t gotta be in withdrawals again and again. If you not tipping me dm me I can’t sleep