Guys I’m doing better I don’t know if I can talk about what I’m battling right now but it’s the same shit I’ve been dealing with for the last 10 years except this time I’m OFF benzos. My mood is all over the place. I’ve been messaging a lot of yall and I’m sorry the whole reason I have this page is because I don’t really have supportive people in my life. I’m going to the doctor tomorrow to see if I can get on some meds to control my mood. This isn’t the real me right now. Please just bear with me. Don’t abandon me.