Truly no one cares about me. I’m just something to be objectified. I wish I was 100% gay because every girls makes me so insecure about myself. I don’t make enough money. I don’t have enough muscle. I’m not funny enough. My cock isn’t big enough. I truly just want to end it all or go back to using opioids. I’m too sensitive to be straight. Please someone just push me over the edge so I have a reason to end it all tonight. I hate myself so much. Why did I even put so much work into my body only to objectified and disrespected. I don’t recognize myself as a man. And I’m afraid any woman I meet can tell I’m insecure and have body image issues, addiction issues, and will just break me down further. I can’t do this anymore. I’m fucking done.