In the middle of a fasting diet to speed up my recovery. I don’t look as strong as I used to but I’m not using crutches to get big or substances to escape feelings. It’s just me and the Mother of the universe to keep moving keep fighting and keep loving on the days I’m not strong enough to lift my biggest weights I feel like ashamed like I’m not a man: but I’m in the gym doing my workout.

What matters more? Muscle size or being slimme