When I cum, I lose the sense of submission. I no longer want to be caged and want to be free. When I cum, I no longer wanna get fucked. I no longer want to suck. I no longer want to serve.

Cumming is important for prostate health. But then there is also a metal wand that I can use to keep my prostate healthy and to release some fluid build up while completely denying me a true orgasm.

Sometimes I want to ask my Keyholder to forbid me from having an orgasm so I can be in constant horniness and wanting to serve 24/7. I crave to hear him click the lock on my cage and say "You will never cum again".

Should I?