I have never felt so fucked in my life. My Master ordered me to buy the strongest Preparation H ointment on the market. I just applied the second time today. Holy shit, it completely numbed my dick. I feel no sensation anymore. It's supposed to numb and greatly reduce the bloodd vessels. My vessels are going to be so dead. There will be less and less bloodd being pumped into my dick. You know that in order for a dick to retain its size and shape it needs regular exercise and a dick exercise comes in the form of erections. Without any erections my cells will be so done. I'm so scared now but this is a step that is necessary for me to become the ultimate sub bottom. A true bottom must have a shrunken and useless dick to signify his status. Learning to cum hand free, focusing on my hole as my sole sex organ. This is a journey that I have to walk on in order to achieve greatness because there should only dick that matters and it's the Top's.