“I don’t wish it was him.”

Hubby is right there behind the camera, watching and filming while I ask another man for exactly what I want — and then making it crystal clear that I’m not imagining hubby in his place, I’m not wishing it was hubby, and I’m not doing it for hubby.

He’s there to watch his wife choose someone else in that moment, capture it on camera, and accept that the attention and pleasure are very deliberately not his. 😈

Rachel xx 💋