Thank you guys for surpassing my goal 🥹 I think I commented this somewhere, but for real, it turns me on that you kept going… because you’re essentially feeding me more than I asked for 😈
I really hope that I can make you proud!
I might try to send some real time updates here and there to those of y’all who contributed. But I’ll recap it for everyone next week! 😇
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Liv’s Diary Incoming:

1. I’m honestly feeling a liiitttllleee nervous about meeting expectations, especially when money gets involved. (Pls don’t use this info to psychoanalyze me about why I compulsively refuse to charge for my content.) And before you start typing “oh Liv, you don’t owe anybody anything, you shouldn’t be nervous” like you don’t see my DMs so pls don’t try to pretend that people won’t be shitty about this because they will. It’s not helpful to tell me I shouldn’t let it bother me, the only thing you can do that would actually be helpful is to try to drown them out by letting me know if you appreciate what I do.
2. I am trying so hard to not let it get to me but the weight gain stuff is still really difficult for me. I feel frustrated that so many people seem to flat out not believe me that I’m not interested in purposely gaining weight. I’m sad that I can’t do a simple stuffing livestream without being called a pig or a cow or being told that doing a few stuffings means that I will magically lose all of my agency and start gaining against my will. (If you’ve apologized for comments like that, we’re good - lots of people don’t apologize, and that’s what I’m talking about here.) I really do get that there is overlap and I think most people have good intentions. I just feel like a whiny little bitch having to explain the difference all of the time. But it’s either try to explain it, or just endure all of the messages that make me want to stop doing this, and I think I would rather do the former. So I am sorry to harsh the vibe, but I am hoping that some people just genuinely don’t know that they’re hurting me and that they’ll stop once they realize it.
   I understand that I am fatter now than I was when I started posting on YouTube 10+ years ago. I’m not asking you to pretend I am skinny. I just wish that people would stop acting like I don’t have a choice in what I do. I don’t know if some of y'all believe it or if you’re just saying it to turn yourselves on, but it REALLY turns me off.
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   SO YEAH I’m sorry if you think I’m being dumb or annoying but I just want to be able to have fun with this so that y'all can have fun too. I just don’t know if I can keep up with it if I don’t try to explain my boundaries/perspective a little bit.
   I love doing this most of the time. I am so happy that I’m here and that you all are willing to share this with me 🥰 thanks for all of your support, monetary and otherwise! It means more to me than you know ✨

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