Good evening everyone. Besides a couple more people passing in the family, two kore uncles, there's something else. I thought I would be ready to collaborate with other people but the one person I decided to do something with gave me the gift that keeps giving. When things go down they go far. Its not something I wanted or intended but it's with me now. Now what do I do? I'm lost. I guess just work my life away and try to love on and find hope. When I find some courage to come back I will. I hope lost will stay. I know some will leave and backlash me. Its ok though. I always find a way to get around things. This is a new challenge that I wasn't ready for but ready to overcome. I've been through a lot and made it through. I have hope and will keep pushing for more. Whether I get it or not I won't give up. Sorry for any hope of someone being with me in a video because of what has happened. I'm not willing to keep it going. If someone is OK with it, they would have to sign a consent form before performing. I dont like putting my business out there but it has to. I'm not a cold hearted individual that just has to have their needs met. I'm human and make mistakes and not up for giving to someone with no knowledge. If you would still like to talk or collaborate, let me know. If not I completely understand. No hard feelings. Life, right. Throws some curve balls and sometimes you can duck and, boom. I hope everyone is doing well and I will be checking messages over the next week. Just been down and out to be checking and replying. Take care and enjoy life. You never know when that curve ball will come at you. Take it as it comes and make the better of it. Never let whatever bring you down. Keep your chin up and keep moving.