DEAR DIARY : KEEPING IT REAL

What makes this page different from others? I try to keep things real. The good, the bad. The reality of living like a sissy slave and not just the fantasy. The ups, but also the downs...

I feel like I am in a deep part of the sissy rabbit hole now, that is very difficult.
There are a few things that I can still do to perfect my appearance. And today, I did a few of those. I had laser hair removal done on the last few body parts I needed. My little peepee itself, my ass and armpits. It was very embarrassing.
Getting out of my panties and getting my bits lasered. Trying not to get excited haha. But I didn't, and it looked very small haha. Oh well.

After that, I had HIFU done, this is a skin treatment that helps to keep your skin looking younger, it is very expensive, but If I want to keep doing this for a long time, I need to look at my best.

The next thing comming up is the Circumsission.
I am very excited but also scared.
I'm scared for worst case scenarios even though it's rare haha.
But to be fair, for permanent chastity, hygiene will be a lot easier.

When it comes to finding guys to fuck me.
I think I did find one actually, he seems really good. And I also changed my standards a little bit.

I used to like really mean guys, bad guys who don't care about my well being. And when they were nice to me, I quickly backed down.
But that is not fair on them. Being nice doesn't equal being less of a dominant person.

Oh and a couple days, I was on a chatroom, and I got recognized by a guy who lives in the same street as me.... 🤭🙈 He has been very respectfull and kind tho!

I've also been building a sissy room upstairs.
Everything pink. And that will be the room where I will livestream and where I will get fucked.

Very exciting!
Time to answer your messages!
I answer my messages on Onlyfans every single day atleast once.
I know I can't keep up with chat bots or management companies.
But at least you are talking to me!